累

我累了 真的累了.

这样下去我们都会很痛苦.

你说一段爱情不是在玩游戏,
但你为什么跟我玩了一年多的烂游戏?

你说我没有给你空间，没有给你自由
那你为何不想想为什么我们会变成这个样子?

从前的我们是多么的快乐,
那又是为何我们会变成现在这个样子?

你会说都是因为我, 没有你要的
也会说都是因为我的行为糟透了
但你又何必不想想
我会变成这样又是谁照成的.

我想了又想
或许不是我们不适合
而是因为我们根本都没有好好的，无忧无虑的相处过.
你从一开始制造的麻烦都已足够让我们很不愉快
哪来的时间相处？

反正话说到这里
我们的办法就是一直想试试再试试.
但却没想过 或许更好的解决方式
就是各走各的,也许这样会更快乐.


我累了 真的累了.

爱是什么东西?
需要条件的爱才是爱
还是不顾一切的爱才叫爱?

Recuperating.

I'm going to come out a wiser woman.

People, look and feel before u dive into it.

If not it will end up very painful.

ME

Am i really such a lousy and stupid person?

Today's mood: terribly upset

Current state: under confusion

Alot of things have happened.

N everything is settled.

But did I make a right desicion?

Did I make a seriously wrong judgement once again?

I wonder :/

A Brand New Me

Today is 16th March, Friday.

It has been a very memorable week for me.

A turning point I must say.

Many things have happened in this 1 year. And I must say, most of the things are pretty nasty for me or rather whoever is involved in it. All of us don't want an unhappy life but most of the times we just can't help ourselves when our emotions take control.

I'm glad things are alright now. Hopefully it always will be from now on.

Through this week, we had our 1st yr. although it was spent just like any other day, but I'm glad I have you. And I must admit, this one year was tough for u n ESP me. But we hv overcame it. We had a rough time. Let's enjoy ourselves thoroughly from now on ok?

And finally we have come to an agreement. Glad that we can talk so straightforwardly. I must admit i still dont like u very much(im sure u too) but i like that ure a straightforward person. And I like pple who doesn't beat around the bush when it comes to serious matter.

In this week, I had some WJH time alone with my family. Hvnt been spending much time with him as compared to last time. Feels weird without being able to see u almost everyday. But I hope u like the freedom n space I'm giving u tht u longed to have:)

Within this week, I have also undergone a teeny tiny breakdown of depression. Mostly due to work+other reasons. But I'm glad Im the kind of person whose emotions just go as quickly as they come. I wish that I would be happy always from now on. And I'm going to stay positive from now on. Depression is no fun.. Got all my emotions mixed up although that confused feeling is almost gone now, I'm still unclear. Hopefully, I can get it all. Learned and straightened out ASAP. Thts for now, enjoy life pple! It doesnt give u a second chance. Live the way u love n leave no regrets:) cheers and ciao~

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老板不在 好爽哦!!!

哈哈哈...

这边的东西都吃腻了

每次到了中餐就会烦恼到底该吃什么

真烦！

Perf soon...

Need train up my voice.

Means stamina must improve.

Means exercise!

And I know this might sound like an excuse again..

Hahah..

BUT: I'm SICK! How to exercise???

Hahahaha.. Sounds like bahs? Lols.

Hao la. Will keep singing n training everyday and resting throat...

Bobian.

JY BAHS Wang Jinghui!!!