STRESSED UP. fullstop.

Super Streessssed by the upcoming projectss laaaa!!!!!!!!

WTH. 3 months,

3 FREAKING MONTHS LEIIII!!!!!!!!!!

then SIP-.-

and FYP....

Dont want to graduate so fast and get on into the working world.

But ironically, i cant wait to get out of yr 3.

SIANzzzzzzzzzzz... mood-less liao lo..

need to find something to look forward to and motivate mi to 'live on'

lols..hmm.. any suggestions? Anybody??

Anyway, my mission failed sia. last weekend.

Due to some*ahem* piggy

Didn't have a good start off aft all.

He still doesn't know.

And we r all still stuck at this point.

Yes, Sad but true.

I don't have the heart to do this.

But i have to.

Since im not the treasure for him,

he should be given the chance to search for it.

I cannot be so selfish and tie him down like that.

He must be hating it.

It is only right to let him go, since there is no love.

It's only in this way, then its fair,

Right ?

Dear

You might not know this

But let our last week be memorable ...

I love you, Babybaby.

Angilica Ong

Monga!!

MONGA MONGA MONGA MONGA MONGA MONGA MONGA ltrrrrrrrrrrrrr:)))))

Yay finally got somebody pei mi go watch liao. whootsss!!

Performance was horrible today.

cos i prac on off on off.

OKOK. i WILL practice Everyday before i go sch.

Starting from now.

Hoope he wakes up soon or else have to wait one more week le.

Which i dont want. cos i want to restart everything by today.

Tmr shall be a new start.

LASTLY.

Really lastly

I Love You baby...

OK. Im done here.

Seriously done-d.

(: Hope All Ends Well :)

Tired today.

Got performance tmr.

Hope everything goes well.

When i say everything, I meant EVERYTHING.

Finally it's all going to end tomorrow.

Hopefully...

Wish that all will be well

With everyone smiling and satisfied.

Really exhausted now.

Holiday is really ending le.

I'm extremely sure

That this decision i made over the past week

Will be a right choice.

Never Regret.

Angilica Ong

Movieessss

Movie marathon-ed over the past 2 days. Nice shows. Seriously. No joke^^

KICK-ASS

KICK ASS IS A FREAKING @!#$%&@#!$ SHOW. Hahahahhaah u can tell from my comment that u must be M18 then can watch bahs lols. Some parts are gory cannnnn!!!!!!!! and yes, they are many F words in it. as many as u can possibly say. But on the overall, its pretty funny. not bad actually..heehee.

DATE NIGHT

Date Night is nice too^^ Really:) you guys should go and check it out:)

MONGA

AND OMG~I WANTTTTT to watch Monga!!!!!!!! Who want to pei mi go?? hm?hm?? * im trying to hint my close frensss here* hahahah really nah i really really really really really wanna watch this show in the MOVIES and not on comp. cos dont have the effect. lolssss

*got all the cute & hot guyss laaaa!!!*

ZZZ... want holiday to just extend itself.....

Want to end it all before the holiday ends.. but im always soo damn reluctant at letting go.

Foolish Me

I AM A STUPID FOOL

Seriously

Why am i even sticking by the guy who just verbally says he loves me but his actions say nothing.

Angilica Ong

How to know if your Boyfriend really loves you or not

How to know if your Boyfriend really loves you or not

He treats me like a Queen: An acquaintance of mine said that her guy treats her like a Queen and there is no way he would cheat her behind her back. It is every woman’s dream to be treated like a Queen. But the truth is that it is not a guarantee that he is really in love with you or not cheating behind your back. There can be many reasons a guy may be extra nice to you. Some of them can be

• He has the money and he needs to spend it some where.
• He wants to keep a good image in front of you, his friends or family.
• He is guilty that he is cheating you behind your back.
• You give him what he wants so he rewards you with indulgences.

He says ‘I love you’ often: Men often exploit the emotional side of the Women by saying the three words or even convincing the woman that indeed he is in love with her. Many men use fake declarations of love to get sexual favors from the woman. The truth is if a Guy says he is in love he would be saying in many ways. Many things can reveal his feelings for you including the tone of his voice or look in his eyes or touch. So when a Guy declares that he loves you notice his behavioral patterns to decide how sincere your boyfriend is.

• Is he saying ‘I love you’ when he wants to have sex with you
• Is he saying it as a response for your declaration of love
• Does he normally say these words to all and sundry
• Does he say ‘I love you’ when he is drunk
• Does he declare his love even when you are not in the best talking terms
• Does he look into your eyes when he says it
• Does he declare his love to you in front of his family or friends

He says that he wants to marry me: Declaration of love and Marriage is one of the most used tactics by Guys to get women to bed. Most women are emotional fools and fall for these tricks. If a Guy is indeed in love with you he should not have any problem with making the commitment to you by getting engaged by putting a ring on your finger in front of his family and friends. He may even brag about you to his family and friends. Changing of topic or ignoring it when you want to discuss about your future with him is not a positive sign of a healthy relationship. Keep a careful watch on the time and situation a Guy makes a promise for marriage when you analyze if he is indeed serious about you to get into a committed relationship.

• Does he promise marriage when he wants to get intimate with you or want sexual favors from you
• Does he make ‘his world’ know that he and you are a couple or is he hiding you inside a closet
• Does he have any solid plans about Marriage
• Does he promise to marry but keep on postponing it
• Did you guys get engaged
• Does he love to go out with you in public or introduce you to his friends and family

He spends time with me regularly: This is a very positive sign when you are in a relationship. If your Man is spending loads of time with you and find excuses to spend time with you he may be serious about the relationship. Some guys may not be very comfortable expressing feelings of love but they may spend every available opportunity with you because they love you. He may even share your favorite pastimes even though he does not like them as wants to be with you. If a Guy is in love he may even travel for an hour to steal a few moments with you. If your Boyfriend is in love with you no matter how busy he is he always have time for you and is always attentive about your needs and priorities. He takes an active interest in matters related to you including your habits and likings if he loves you. When you are down he also becomes upset and puts all the efforts to make you happy. You may also often catch him looking you when you are around if he is in love with you. If your Man has excuses for not having the time with you beware but a goes out of his way to do things for you then it is a very positive sign of a good relationship. Here are certain signs you can watch.

• Is he happy when spending time with you and smile often
• Is he spending time with you because otherwise you would nag
• Is he spending time with you because he wants sex
• Does he spend time with you outside the 4 walls too
• Does he frown often when spending time with you
• Does he at least call and talk to you for some time when he cannot see you
• Does he have eyes only for you when he is with you?

He is full of Praises for me: If a guy compliments a girl often it is a positive sign in a relationship. If he tells you how he loves your smile or the way you are in all probability he adores you! You can take his compliments seriously if they are genuine reasons why he is attracted to you. But when he says that you are like Miss World when you are fat and obese be sure that you have got something he wants and once he gets it he wont even spare you a second look. Go ahead and check

• Is there something he wants from me? It can be anything including sex, money or promotion
• Is he a seasoned flirt and behave with every girl in the same manner

We talk a lot: Communication is a very positive sign in a relationship. If your Boyfriend is concerned about you and is always asking about your life and interests than talking about his likes, life or passions then it is a sign that he may be interested in you. A man who is involved with his relationship will always find an excuse to call you or be with you be it to share a thought, or ask your opinion or because he misses you. If the Guy is even nice to your friends and family and have positive interactions with them it is a positive sign that he loves you to even care about the people that you care for. If a guy gives more importance to his friends or work even if you are sick or in need of him shows his lack of interest in you. If on the other hand if a Guy is all talks about himself or do not communicate regularly then he is not the right guy to be with. There are several reasons why a woman may dump a man and this is a very valid one. However you can analyze some behavioral patterns to decide on how good a communication you share.

• After you have had a fight do you sit down and resolve the problem or do you ignore it
• Do you know what your Guy is doing and where he is most of the time
• Does is share everything openly with you
• Do you guys communicate regularly by whatever method it takes be it in person, by mail or by phone?
• Does he still talk to you like normal even after you have refused to sleep with him or he takes his time to call you again
• Does he break up or threaten you to part ways with you after you refused to sleep with him
  
• How does he behave or talk when he is angry at you? This is the time to watch out and be ready to face the truth.

He buys me Gifts and remembers all special Occasions: Men are not very good at remembering dates. But if he is in love he will not forget any special occasion. If your Boyfriend do not remember your Birthday, Anniversary or Valentines Day and give you a thoughtless gift rest assured that he does not care for you or interested in you. Sometimes Worse Gift Ideas are tolerated by Women but getting no gift is not forgivable especially when the guy keeps on declaring that he loves you. If a guy is all talks that he want to keep you in diamonds or want to retire with you to a good holiday destination or want to make money for you but cannot get you a gift on a special day then he is not for you. If he adores you he will remember even the tiny details about you. If he has a bad memory he will write it down in his diary or record it in his mobile so that he won’t forget a special day and makes all efforts to make the day memorable for his girl. Men in love with women will not let important events pass without celebrating it together. A man in love is a doer and just not a talker. You can check his behavior.

• Is he all talks about what he want to buy you or how he want to spend time with you but does not do anything about it probably he is the wrong guy.
• Does he remember special occasions on his own or you need to remind him of it
• He gets you gifts because otherwise you would nag
• What are his choices of gifts? Are they impersonal or picked up at the last minute or did he take his time out for choosing a nice gift for you. Or did he have a secretary or friend to shop for a gift for you?

To sum it up, If you want to know whether your Husband or Boyfriend loves you need to listen to your gut feeling or heart. You can make out if a person loves you from the special shine in his eyes when he is with you. You should also be feeling positive vibes when he is around you or when he touches you. If you are miserable and suffering in the relationship and does not feel comfortable or secured with him then he is not the guy for you. If your Guy is committed to you, treats you special and makes you feel comfortable and secured then in all probability he is in love with you and not faking it.

I got sooo bored and curious that i went internet find this. Hmm..Pretty true actually.

DREADDDDD~

So Sian lei... sch is going to reopen .. Drrreeeaaadddinnnnnggggggggg it !!!!!!!!!!!! My gosh i don't wanna go back.

Things are not looking so well on the love side too.. Im still indecisive, and i dunno wad he thinks.

Actually Im not even sure what kind of guy he is.

From the way he replies, he is like not really interested. But y does he still want me by his side???

HAIX

He might be good to his family and all, but to the girl he just Ok loves,

Well, im not too sure bout that. We sure are having some serious r/s problems these few days.

I dunno, maybe remaining as friends would be a good choice?

But there might also be some good hidden inside of him.

Oh, whatever. This is giving me serious headache.

Going k today. going to train my songs for Sunday performance at Punggol.

Wanna forget everything and just enjoy my remaining holiday..

Angilica Ong

Love and Hate

Going out with shu hua ltr^^ hope to forget bout those unhappy and troubling stuff. at that moment.come back liao then say.

Maybe you love me, but you r not IN love with me. When you r in love with somebody, you would want to know about their everything. Whenever I ask how much do you know bout me, you just shun the question. IDIOT!!

I love you, but I also hate you for that. Why cant the guys I like just be simple and easy to understand?? My Dear, you've got mosttt of the qualities there that I want but one, really important one: You don't love me. Enough. This alone just covers all your qualities already.

Sorry baby...

Can u like consider really really carefully before deciding to be in r/s and not want jiu want dont want jiu dont want. this sentence alone just made mi feel so unimportant... like as if u dont really care bout my anything.

You know, after all these repeated breaks and get backs, my opinions and feelings towards u did change.. at first i just plainly like you for you. Now, i've turned wary of ur every word. And u know what?! That is freaking tiring. Loving Someone is not an easy task i tell u, esp when the you do not know the other party is serious or not.

I hate you baby. But i Love u too...

You and Me

HATE & LOVE

Honestly these two dont really go together.

But ironically, that's exactly how i feel for u right now...

Sometimes our lives are being tied together

But we are just oblivious to it

Other times we were clearly not meant to be

But we chose to ignore it.

Fate is unpredictable

:Angilica Ong:

Yes or No??

Should i or Should i Not. Should i or Should i Not

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOTTTT???

I was so determined to step out, the next moment he came back into my life... Wth is wrong with this world???!!!

How How How...???? think Angie think properly first...hmmm.

Im so scared he wont treat me right ..im so scared i will get hurt again..

Heartbroken

YOU, Are Seriously The Person I Thought You Were.. Using Me for ur own benefits. Asshole!! i hate u laaa stupid stupid!!! * i hate u was refering to u. Stupid was refering to me.*

And i tot you were different. Thought there were some good in the notorious you. Guess u people are alllll the same. Totally broke me inside. ( If you just like the girl, and had no intention of getting together with her, NEVER NEVER EVER EVER say u love her ok)

One good thing though, my feelings have only just deepened. Its good that i pulled myself out before another further harm to myself. Actually just now i was really praying hard and hoping u had just said:' No Baby, I Dont Want' but HA HA i think im just kidding miself here. Cos the love that keeps hanging by ur lips are all superficialll.. Gonna try and heal this heart, yet again and this time round, I AM GOING TO PROTECT IT WELL.

Worst year ever.What kinda freaky year is this!? Harmed by 2 guys in just 4 months-.- No more trust left for guys liao. Alll used on these 2 dumbass...

I've always told you this time after time, dont ever say I love you unless you really mean it. So when i say it, i really really mean it..

And my Last Words to you are... I Love You.

Miss Friend With Benfits

Went to surf the net: Why I love you, but cant be together?

Ans: DUMB GIRL!! COS HE JUST WANTS U FOR HIS OWN BENEFITS WITHOUT FREAKING COMMITTING TO THIS RELATIONSHIP!!! AND THEN WHEN HE FINDS THE ONE, YOU CANT BE ANGRY TOO, COS YOU ARE NOT HIS Damn GirlFriend IN THE FIRST PLACE..

*summarised myself aft looking at majority people de comments*

Okay lo. A friend with benefits. Guess that's the only reason. Since u gave me no ans, I had to search for it myself...

Is commitment really that scary? Seeing you like that makes me wonder too..

Think i should really come to a decision soon. Should stop wasting my time on a person who is not thinking of showing me off to the world, who only likes mi at my best.

I know a Virgo thinks & critque a lottt . I do too. But if you think too long, you might miss the golden opp..

Sometimes Hot Sometimes Cold. Y dear?

Dedicating this song to u: If I Were a Boy.BeyonceKnowles

Love.

We're really actually two very different characters & people being thrown together on the same path at the same time.

I need someone who keeps assuring me of his love, but he does not.

I need someone who initiates more than i do, but he do not.

I need someone who tells me his everything, but he did not.

I need someone who spend his every waking moment thinking of me, but HE..sigh

Sad as it is,

Probably we're just not meant to be.

Guess the fate for us just isn't there:(

This Msg is To You, if u even know i got a blog..

Just Things

Went to town today. Yes, again. Lols. just walked around with Kel and Shu Hua. I bought the scarf that i fell in love with, the moment my eyes saw it.hees AND, I FINALLY BOUGHT THE SUNGLASSES THAT I EYED AT FOR SO LONGG!! Stopped at Taka mos burger to chat and eat. Felt like vomitting though im hungry.. Hm. Then went to walk at Wisma. Sat down at some corner aft a while and took PHOTOS(hope Kel will upload on FB soon)..

Hmm..Sitting there, I looked at the animated ceiling and started Thinking bout a lot of things... School reopening, attachment, projects, dreaded interviews to come and yea, You and Me.

There are really a lot of unanswered questions bottling inside me that I want to ask you. But I'm afraid that I would sound really inquisitive and undoubtedly irritating.. Argh!! super frustrated. It's Always me asking, you answering. WTH, its not supposed to be llidat...like as if I'm the only one interested in this=((( I mean, seriously.You don't even sound interested le la. Who contacted me first? Who started this whole you and me thing?? In the end, not only is our current status unknown, I dun even know whether you are actually serious or not. Part of me knows that deep down, I'm just a super super close female friend to you. The other part of me really really wants to believe that all that you have ever said to me was true..

Haix.. i no longer know what to do...

Hate being a Virgo. I just think too much

FUN TOWN

HAHHAHAAH.. we Freakin walked up and down in town laaa.. lols. from far east to way past somerset MRT. Actually all we wanted is to walk to Cine and singggg.. ahahah but then we missed the place walk back jiu sooo late liao;( nvm can go another time. (Kelly)

Watched When in Rome with an Ah Beng today..hahahah we walked arnd PS toking bout __. seriously kpo lei he -.- but not bad ah, the hair col. although more ah beng liao*without the specs*.. hahahaha. Sorry la im late XP and Plssssss la stop trying to eat me can..thats like super lame la=.= (Ken Yih)

Had fun in town today=))) Butttt when in the world are u coming back ?? Im having a hard time, just constantly missing you leiii.. *sigh*

Jealousy is a sign that you like someone:) But saying that you love me, That I'm still doubtful of...

Wait

Wait Wait Wait... Haix

Random!

Tmr going movie marathon!!!!!!! Whip it and Clash of the Titans.. hopefully we wont cancel this trip bahs.. cos i am super looking forward to it=))))))

Oh Gosh i AM seriously MISSING YOU leiii~

Hearts Wang Zhiqian

I LOVE MY ER JIE :)))

Cos she helped ME & Dawn cover blanket ytd night and sayang-ed us^^ but she didnt know i pretended to be aslp. HeeheeXx.. LOVE HER!! and of cos, Dawn i love u too!!! =))

MY DAYS...

Phew..Just sao mu come back. Yesterday went Mandai, today went Chua Chu Kang. Pei-ed my ye ye po po and daddy go.. think i got darker a lil-.- AND i got burned.. ON THE FACE!!! .. by the joss stick. how lame is that..luckily its not in the eye*shall not say the culprit's name cos it was accidental.and i got fault too* hopefully its just a superficial burnt.

Anyway, the PICNIC WAS FUN!!!!!! We were all inexperienced in planning picnic thats y in the end Shu Hua de plan all went down the drain. lols in the end we just bought KFC and a little stuff there.*NVR BUY BREEZER AGAIN* loads of laughters and photos taken lols..*Pat.. me and kel and jac had a REALLY great time behind the van~ lols think i got concussion liao.. hahaha but kelly is worse off bahs..muahahaahah . if she contd sitting in the van. i think she will have concussion plus go botak* BUT WE ALL REALLY REALLY REALLY HAD A WONDERFUL TIME.lets do it again someday:)))))) Heeessss~~ Oh Yea. Pepper Plus was nice*ops i meant Pepper Lunch*winks* HAHAHHAHAAH

SCH GOING REOPEN LIAO~~ dreaaaddddding it!!!!!!!!!! SIANX

* i WANT go K!! havent go till enough lei this holiday;((*

LOVE should only be said when you really really mean it from your heart.

LaLaLAAAA~~

CLASH OF THE TITANS

Another show I m soooooo going to catch. Lurrrve it la. i mean from the previews and trailers..

Hope it turns out GOOD...

Going for singing class later.. my fav thing in the world. hees. Last night i was intro-ed to this new sequel called Glee. Pls hor, if anyone found this whole sequel online or in stores pls pls pls inform me ok.

I WANT!!! hahahaha Thanks to Jiayi, i got something to look for le.. =)))

I sleep you wake up, You sleep I wake up. Well Done Us

BORED-ED

B.O.R.E.D is what i am feeling now. Is anyone bored like mi now? Lets gooo outtt!!!!! Feeling a little emo today. Cos when im bored, i think. When i think,i tend to think too much... so now this thought just lingers in my mind alllll dayyyy longggg~~ *i just can't get it outta my head*

I seriously dont get you...at all

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON

Movie Review

:THIS IS ONE SHOW THAT I RECOMMEND ALL TO WATCH:

It's seriousssssllllyyy damn nicceeee I tell you!!! So darn nice that i dont mind watching it again, this time round in 3D... heheX.x *L.O.V.E toothless* awww~~

Pls hor go and watch.. LIKE NOW!! LOLS

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