My Kind of Good Boyfriend

A Good Boyfriend

• He shouldn't force her to do things she doesn't want to
• When they argue, he should say sorry to her first.
• In the first place, they shouldn't even argue, cos he should let her win.
• Always be concerned about her every little thing
• Message sweet nothings to her
• Constantly remind her how much he loves and misses her
• Be there when she needs him
• He should never disappear without a reason for hours and come back saying he was doing nothing... (come on, we all know that you doing nothing is a lie.And you wouldn't want us to think up our own excuses of what u might be doing, cos i tell u, it aint gonna ever be good)

• DO NOT just talk about s**.
• Let her sleep first. Unless she tells him to..
• Listen to her, treat her like a queen.
• Bring her out for dates
• Kiss her
• Take her home to his family
• Be proud to tell his friends about her
• Only flirt with her. He should not ogle at other girls in front of her
• Let her get snugly in his arms when watching tv.
• Should hold her hands tightly and proudly when parading on the streets
• Hug her tightly,tell her she is his everything
• Never say no or reject her advances. cos once rejected, she will never repeat that again.
• love her everything be it glam or unglam, good or bad.
• Do sweet things for her,but not keeping hopes up, expecting that she would do the same

Most Importantly...

• Only say I Love You (the full spelling), when he really really means it.

Y m i in this situation, AGAIN !?

OMG !!

why is this situation repeating itself over and over again!?

I think i was wrong in trying to think that maybe if we stay like this,

i could change him one day

WTH was i thinking !?

i don't like getting so Emo and interrogate him

when I'm talking to him

why am i becoming like this sia?

maybe he changed me instead.

got to get out of this situation. Fast.

Before i change into another person totally.

I need someone who loves, appreciate and give me attention.

NOT someone who lacks appreciation, interest and is sometimes cold...

Man, this is absurd. i don't want to repeat this again. SERIOUSLY! HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

To: Baby

THANK YOU DARLING~

You might want to know why I thank you yesterday.

Well, it is because you came at the right time and pulled me out of my misery

When you came into my life 3 months ago,

he was just leaving my life...

My heart was hurting like hell.

Luckily you came in at the right time

and pulled me out and away from that painful situation.

Though I realised that when I saw his photos yesterday it still hurts,

but I can confirm that the pain is getting lesser.

Thank you baby:) for entering my life at that time

You might hurt me later on in life, I don't know.

But I can say that I've not regretted this decision

of staying on and getting to know you,

my friends might have been right about you

and I love them for trying to talk me out.

There might not be an ending for us

But I think it is still not the time to leave. Yet.

I Love You Dear. and shall I add that I have never regretted my decision.

*this speech was just a sudden spur of rashness but i shall post it anyway:p*

ok:) happy again.

.Apology Accepted.

Thank you Boy

Yes, even if the girl is wrong, apologies should always be made by guys..

Love You Baby~

UNLESS the girl has done something really really wrong.

WTH!!!!!!!

STUPID!!

It might be a misunderstanding.

but still,

I AM NOT YOUR ATM!!!

AND YES, I AM ANGRY!

if i want to buy things for you, i will.

but that is when i know you love me ALOT and will appreciate wad i give you.

be it pretty or ugly.

BUT that is when u show that u love me, and is worthy for me to buy things for you.

WTH!!!

True?

You may think your lover is a perfect match, only to find out later that you have nothing in common with your partner besides the chemistry that may fade over time.

True mah?

MAYBE? I'm beginning to wonder, maybe there isn't even any chemistry in the first place...

NEVER CHEAT.

Because “the law of cause and effect” commonly known as ‘what goes around comes around would happen.

I believe this.

Cos it really does happen.

So Close Jon McLaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Enchanted~

ZZZ

Tired.Exhausted.Drained.Withered.Dead_________

Year 3 is no joke man. Seriously can die.

Which is why, i've decided to concentrate on it till i grad.

Which is ALSO why i shall leave my Singing aside first.

No competitions for now.

Of cos, i'll still be singing now and then(on stage-Youthbox)

But i'll be putting my focus mainly on GRADUATING first:)

Good Luck to me bahs~

Angieee.

Scared

Competition Today~ oh dear.

a little scared lei.. got pple from malaysia also.

hope nothing goes wrong today. esp my disc.

haix..

HeartsVin

Stupid Boy !!!

This is the first time he so swt.

Knowing that he put an effort into sending me that msg

makes me extremely vibed up and happy all over^^

so this is the so called motivation

that ive been looking for all these while..hahahaha.

I dunno this kinda swtness might last or not.

I just am really happi now:)))

Seriously.. i dont know y i like him. i just do.

which makes letting go really hard.

Get well soon okok:)

HAIX-Life

Research ReSeaRch RESEARCH OMFG :(((((((((((

hate it laaaaa esp with the statistics de. everyday almost no sleep.

Y does the last elective of my poly life (Consumer Lifestyle Research) got to be so boring but heavy!?!?!??!??!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

The last CDS also la. STUPID!! gave me 2 elective, in the end got to drop the other one i like and join a freaking random subject-.-

I Tried u know people.

He doesnt wanna let go.

My bad too cos i also half hearted.

Everytime i will xin ruan

Mayb in the end i will get hurt

but i deserve it lo...

I just like him too much liao.

ANGER

This is NOT right.

Only stupid pple 睁一只眼，闭一只眼 to this kinda thing. Am i stupid??

i mean, come on how can you be stupid enough to flirt on FB !? (Maybe i should confront u with this)

That's like the dumbest thing ever.

You Did that and dont want break.

think i stupid or what?

Superly annoyed by you.

So glad that u dont know i got a blog here.

Im soooooo tired alrd. seriously, since the start of school,

i think im getting zombier everyday as the days go by.

Think i would start eating human flesh by the time i end P3.

Then by the time i graduate i would be crawling into the grave le.

Stop laughing. serious no joke. XP

Why cant guys just stay faithful?

If you want to play, then dont get a GF for christ sake.

If u want a GF then make it known to the world that u love her.

If u dont love her, then let her break with you la.

Now She wants to break but u dont let her.

So What in the world do YOU want !?!?

WTH !!! Go die la.

*i want to put red cos im angry but red is too striking-.-*

An annoyed Angilica Ong.

ralely Randum

You Know, i am actually soo pleased that i created this blog. hahaha..

Helps me in one way or another when im stressed about somethings.

Allows me to write nonsensical rubbish and random nonsense><>

?!YOU KNOW WHAT!?

• I realised that honey though good for my throat, is super DUPER fattening!! and the effect is instance de la!!! WTH..
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• I also realised that i get really self-conscious, trying to type in an extremely quiet library.Like now..Lols:p
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• I have gradually came to know that my bed and pillows are actually my biggest Enemy.
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• I finally understood, that a guy with a whole package is hard to come by. So grab a tight hold of him and try not to take for granted or let him go when He crosses your path one day.
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• However, each girl has every single right to get treated properly and loved well by their Boyfriend or any guy. So Guys pls la, avoid being a bastard. You know how to do that!! so don't pretend like you don't.
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• Last but not least, friends would always and forever be the best! So do not,,, DO NOT EVER EVER lose them!!!

My work load is getting heavier. but i cant seem to get started:((.. Y!?

I going fa feng le laaa.. should i wait for a while more then tell him? or should i tell him now?

using wad kinda means? he doesnt take it seriously when i msg him..hm

Stupid.

F.M.L

IN Consumer Lifestyle Research class Now.. Going P3 ltr got presentation. but i've no idea what to do!!! OMG im so dead. worrried for ltr. aft p3 got SIP briefing. haix ,HaX ,HAIX!!!

Had a slacky but enjoyable evening ytd :p

hmm.. im wondering whether i m doing the right thing.

i mean, ive made my decision.

but here he is. AGAIN. hot cold hot cold hot cold lidat. Seriously, i dont like.

Scared

Is that Right?

I'm tired of wondering le.

lols.. im writing nonsense Hehheh..

Seriously, school is so stressful.

can you imagine going into workforce?

submission, datelines, reprimanding, facing unreasonable criterias..

IM SCARED OF THE UPCOMING INTERVIEWWW LAAAA!!!!!!!

OMG howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow!!!???!!!???!!!??

Motivation Whr R You !?!?

ARGH.

sianx.

cant get backk to work.

No Mood Sia!!!!!!!!

WTH.

.Angilica Ong.

Reflection & Motivation

A thought to myself:

Hahaha. I should forgo that thing i keep wanting to pass to him. think i keep insisting on writing him that cos i want to see him one last time and to bear the hope that mayb he might suddenly realise that he actually loves me..

Welll, ANGIE WANG JINGHUI. Wake Up!! he wont just come to a realisation. Love means Love .Dont Love means Dont Love. Just get ur butt outta this sticky situation alrd and move on. Trust your instincts. His actions alrd state that he doesnt want u in his life. He is just a passer by in ur life..Go focus on something much much more important than wasting time here trying to salvage his feelings towards you. Stupid Girl.

Tired day, Sat.

Chionging all my work when i wake up tmr/ltr.

hope i can wake up real REAL early..

Gonna list all my work down aft i finish blogging.

I've decided that i want to forget about trying to get into a relationship for now le.

Seriously took up too much of my time and its killing my brain cells trying to figure dumb things out. It's stupid and so Not worth it. Hm.Just let nature take its course bahs..

So before i sleep today,

I'm Going to list down a string of things to accomplish and paste them everywhere, anywhere i can see them^^ whoots~

Need motivation. Singing. Music. My Ambition.

It's just a dream. If only they could come true..

I just realised I've been living in a beautiful but fake dream which might turn into a horrible nightmare anytime. Maybe it's time I wake up...

It's reaally hard to make the first step, but no matter what, i would still have to end this.

I cant really see us being together in the future.

So that means, this would end sooner or later.

Might as well end it now when i have the will and power to do so,

instead of hearing it from him personally

and getting hurt again.

Actually i had stupidly made a mistake right from the start.

I shouldnt have embraced and accepted him back when he first came back to me

I should have known then,

that this is no good guy.

'I love you but we cant be together'

haha.This shall be a passing chapter in my life.

Nice Right?No?Yes?

Well, I think it's nice.

Im a foolish girl to ever believe that a guy like him would change.

That is like Impossible.

I mean, he would always be like that.Wont he?

Oh Oh.. i want to thank the many pple who have talked me through when i was facing this problemo.

Thank u W** J**g for all your consultations and you relating to ur past experience really helped me see things like how bad a guy could get...

Thank u Els** for deciphering the 2 kinds of guys in this world :) really opened up my thinking..Cos now i know guys like him are categorised under the second one..and u r right, mayb im too desperate to get a good bf.

Thank u S** H** & K**L* for listening to all my complaints about him and being there all these while when im emo-ing during the holidays. Spending time with u gals really helped me get through :)

LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!!

Muacks u alll laaaa^^

I have decided.

And shall not turn back.

Hai,I always say this.

But this time round,

I shall be firm.

i seriously dont want to fall back into this kind of situation again.

Cos Its just really hard to get out once im in it.

Why in the world should i let him treat me this way

and let myself waste time on someone who is not into me.

It's not like nobody is jio-ing me..

Why should i so dumb-ly give the chance to him only?

There are so many guys out there for me.

Anyone would be better than him.

Now

The problem is, when is the right time to tell Him and how..

Got to think this through. Quickly.

Angilica Ong

幸福 方皓玟

我想问问自己

为什么常哭泣

既然这么不快乐

我怎么不放弃

为什么每次都让我伤心

却还是期待着你的身影

常常觉得自己好愚蠢

但哪个女人不天真

我想要你的幸福

多么辛苦

我们的爱情是否迷路

我现在才领悟

有些世界是不能输

我想要你的保护

轻声呵护

不在乎是否铭心刻骨

在星光灿烂后

你是否会陪我

去看一看日出

送给你

UPSET.

Everything's like wrong wrong wrong.. not going my way:((

Im NOT happy.

2010 is going to be a tough year man.

STRESSED UP. fullstop.

Super Streessssed by the upcoming projectss laaaa!!!!!!!!

WTH. 3 months,

3 FREAKING MONTHS LEIIII!!!!!!!!!!

then SIP-.-

and FYP....

Dont want to graduate so fast and get on into the working world.

But ironically, i cant wait to get out of yr 3.

SIANzzzzzzzzzzz... mood-less liao lo..

need to find something to look forward to and motivate mi to 'live on'

lols..hmm.. any suggestions? Anybody??

Anyway, my mission failed sia. last weekend.

Due to some*ahem* piggy

Didn't have a good start off aft all.

He still doesn't know.

And we r all still stuck at this point.

Yes, Sad but true.

I don't have the heart to do this.

But i have to.

Since im not the treasure for him,

he should be given the chance to search for it.

I cannot be so selfish and tie him down like that.

He must be hating it.

It is only right to let him go, since there is no love.

It's only in this way, then its fair,

Right ?

Dear

You might not know this

But let our last week be memorable ...

I love you, Babybaby.

Angilica Ong

Monga!!

MONGA MONGA MONGA MONGA MONGA MONGA MONGA ltrrrrrrrrrrrrr:)))))

Yay finally got somebody pei mi go watch liao. whootsss!!

Performance was horrible today.

cos i prac on off on off.

OKOK. i WILL practice Everyday before i go sch.

Starting from now.

Hoope he wakes up soon or else have to wait one more week le.

Which i dont want. cos i want to restart everything by today.

Tmr shall be a new start.

LASTLY.

Really lastly

I Love You baby...

OK. Im done here.

Seriously done-d.

(: Hope All Ends Well :)

Tired today.

Got performance tmr.

Hope everything goes well.

When i say everything, I meant EVERYTHING.

Finally it's all going to end tomorrow.

Hopefully...

Wish that all will be well

With everyone smiling and satisfied.

Really exhausted now.

Holiday is really ending le.

I'm extremely sure

That this decision i made over the past week

Will be a right choice.

Never Regret.

Angilica Ong