SINGAPORE IS FLOODING AGAIN!!

omg. i seriously think it might not be the clogged drains lo..

i honestly think Singapore is sinking .

zzZZ..

luckily pasir ris is not affected.

our drains are clear here^^

but there was a post in stomp saying that

there was one night recently that my area was flooded.

erm.. but i didnt see lei.

so.yea.

Unfortunately, those flooded places are situated within town area or further away from the east.

how do i know?

COS ITS EVERYWHERE IN FACEBOOK!!!!

lols~ recently all the posts are about floods and world cup.

u seriously cant miss anything bout these inside fb u know

hahhahahhaha~

POEMS~!!!!

Working in the level 6th studio.

Nice and quieter in this room

Spacious, clean and relatively organised.

Me, me and no one else.

No bed, no distractions just tables and chairs.

this is the perfect place to Cad & Max :D

hhahaha..u get this when u do Creative writing

fun on the overall, with loads of speaking up

and spontaneous response.

ENGLISH RECAP TIME!!!

lols. and yea. though sec school always got HOD, but since then my english has deteriorated :p

Reflection

Physically and mentally drained sia..

Sch Work + Learning new Songs..

EXHUASTED & TIRED.

So many things to do and worry bout.

not enough time though. wish time could just stop right now and let me finish my stuff~

the most worrisome thing now is that i m soooo scared that my comp might crash anytime.

Damn scary~

Now, i am just sooo GLAD that THAT previous r/s with him has ended earlier on.

If not, i seriously could die with so much stuff in my head.

Realised that he only give me worries. Not much happiness..

Came to realise that i WANTED happiness with and from him.

But he doesnt give it easily.

Duno is bcos his character is like this, Or bcos he doesnt love me,enough.

Thats why being with him is a tiring matter.

Because i give much MUCH more than he does.

Wait, actually, if you really really LOVE the person a lot, u dont and wont really mind how much u give.

Guess, he is just the kind of guy i want, but dont really actually LOVE deep down.

No Wonder there are all these problems surfacing bout insecurities..

Hard to be with someone who doesnt shower u with care and concern yea?

Someone who only show signs of flirtatious behaviour.

Till now, im still kinda pissed by his behaviour. WTH.

But Nvm its good that im alrd getting away from his environment.

One less worry would do good for me:))

Why Not?

I LOVE YOU.

yes, You. whoever is reading my blog~

hahahh just a rush of emotion :p bleahs

25th july de audition.

Should i go not.

Confirm got A LOT of powerful singers de.

I asked daddy for his opinion.

He told me to go ahead.

Y Not?

It's such a good opportunity.

AND, there is nth to lose but all to gain

Go but never get in is the SAME AS never go.

But the difference between those two is that at least I've given it a try.

WHAT IF, MAYBE, PERHAPS... i might get in right?

Hahhahaha.. think I should just go and try it out lo:)

If fail jiu fail lo.

if fail jiu contd improve.

Next round try again.

EH..Rare Opportunity leii~

And so far(almost 1 year) i've been lucky walking down this music career.

:Angilica Ong:

Yi Yi

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

OMG cant seem to get started on work..

SWEAR I M GOING TO START AFTER THIS:P...i think heee

Yi Yi say want help do something to my incorrigible hair~

hahahha LOVE HER!

she's always there for us:DDD

BUT she keep worrying that we will forget bout her.

OF COURSE NOT! lols

NEVER in my LIFE!!!

We'll be there for you also^.^

we might not call often but really,WE LOVE YOU!!! A LOT :P

Just Give:)

Daddy was going on bout giving and taking.

and THIS was what i have summarised and learnt

(this was done willingly..hahah. he didnt pressurize me to write this la):

Helping is a form of happiness.

The return is actually a bonus when you're giving.

It is normal if there is no return. it's ok:)

so give unconditionally~

So Glad that our family is like this.

give give give and no take.

because of this we got overflowing abundance of love and care in the house.

just give happily and willingly, no take.

this phrase would make a HAPPY family:D

豁出去了！！！

千年之恋 a little worried for this song ltr.

But o well, i chose it. so i must do my best.

MUST 投入 when singing on stage.

thats one impt thing i learnt from all these months.

think bout the audience before going on stage.

aft that, forget everything.

Mind must be focused bout the song the meaning the feeling.

and not how my voice sound.

THAT should be perfected before going on stage.

OK, 豁出去了！！！

维多利亚的秘密 性感

千年之恋 ROCK

记得 感伤

whoooottss JY ANGIE WANG~!!!

Fathers' Day!

TODAY IS FATHERS' DAY!

Gave my daddy his present le:D in the morning..

hope he likes it:)

ltr got performance. will be pretty long. humph

but got steamboat at home.

everyone's coming..

like damn bad cos

im not at home for this fathers' day thingy.

worrying bout it now..

sigh~

fathers' day is coming

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fathers' day is coming

fathers' day is coming

fathers' day is coming

fathers' day is coming

fathers' day is coming

fathers' day is coming

fathers' day is coming

BORING LIFE SIA !

Boring Life.

need something to spice up my life~

actually singing is enough..

but need something to distract me from my stressful design work.

WANTS n NEEDS

I WANT TO LEARN..

1. canto songs.

2. more hokkien songs.

3. chinese oldies.

4. sketch up,properly.

I NEED..

1. new laptop.

2. excellent camera

SIGH~ so many things so little time...

SIGH~

BLEAH~

Feeling Bored.

Cos Work is my only partner.

I WANT a real person instead.

One whom i can laugh with over funny matters

whom i can cry with when i am upset.

One whom i can feel easy with

whom i can love when i am in one.

BUT Luckily i've got my friends, family and singing.

IF singing is my job, i think i could die from happiness!

XD

I WISH. yes, wishing really really harddd~

hope it might come true one day.

for now, i'll just have to work real hard..sigh*

Bangs Snipper

Went and got myself bangs already.

hahah.. but not from the salon.

Had it done by my personal bangs cutter, Er Jie~ heehee

she did well laaaa!!!

i think she can go get a job as a bang snipper or something le :P

HEEHEE

THANKS ZHIQIAN!! MWUAHK. *give u a big kiss*

Whoo changed a new background design. my fonts and colors are allll over the place.

Goto fix it.

Hmmm......

Am thinking of going to my aunt's salon ltr.

what should i do this time round?

My hair's getting messier and harder to manage.

Straighten? Cut bangs? Layer? Color? Snip off everything.Again?

I NEED TO...

I REALLY NEED TO MEET UP WITH THE GIRLS~

But everyone is so darn busy:((((

Manzzz!

need to :

-buy clothes(with more cols instead of black and white)

-buy camera with good megapix and a fantastic video recording function (any suggestions??)

-train up my voice

-exercise..zzz

-do something to my hair(should i cut bangs? been there, did that__ IT WAS HORRENDOUS XP)

-do my nails

-go k with people

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will have to keep updating~

Slping beauty? wait. minus beauty.Xp

OMG! i actually SLEPT!!!

ahahhhaahahahahaahahahahahhahahaahahahaahahahhahahhahah

SO DARN HAPPY~

lols.. yea. its been days since i had a proper one.

Lucky i woke up.. tot i could go on for daysss~

Hehh

^.^

TODAY'S VOICE : S.U.P.E.R.R.R S.A.T.I.S.F.I.E.D!!!

now i know how and when to 开桑 before going on stage liao.

hahhaha~ so happy.

AND,

I am SO going to get myself a Proper Camera.

with good megapix and a clear recording function.

Hee. Im taking singing seriously.. designing is priority too.

need to GRADUATE first of course.

Year 3 is really really REALLY tiring.

Been slping less than 4 hours for the past consecutive weekends (starting from thurs night till mon morning) every weekend dou lidat-.- hahhah

But i dont mind, cos im doing what i LOVE ^.^ I'M LOVING IT~

So pple who suan others' dreams, listen up.

Stop laughing at people's dreams.

You dont have one, that's already pathetic enough.

HOW!?

Wanna Improve my Singing. Desperately.

But have no idea how...

Daddy ask me buy a camera to record down my performance and reflect.

Think i going to get myself one.

But i dunno how to see which one is good de.

ZZZOMG DAMN tired now~

This project + singing is seriously taking a toll on me..

now i know why some people can die of exhaustion.

AM I GOING TO DIE THAT WAY!?

i dont wantttt~ Lolsss

ZOMG!

Im Feeling Alone & Lonely.

Zen me ban !?

OMG.. the sian feeling has hit me alrd :(((

Jiu shi want to prevent this.

but it still happened~

Abandoned

Just a sudden thought.

Before we even started,

I knew we wouldn't end good.

I think you know it too.

I dunno why we started it.

But still, we started anyway.

So now, I got to wake up and tell myself

That you're just somebody passing by,

Someone who happened to stop by for a while.

Now that we have said our goodbyes,

and decided to move on,

I should seriously just stop thinking bout it.

Gradually. It takes time of cos, but slowly and steadily,

I would move on, like how you did already.

One day, we might just remember that there was this person.

Forgotten, abandoned and left in the past...

A Close Stranger

I have Thought about it.

Got Involved in it

Then i Regretted it.

And I got Away from it.

Then i Think about it again.

And wanted to Once More.

But in the End,

I just realised you're just a Passerby in my life.

A Very Close Stranger.

Angie

p.s after writing this i felt like as if im writing a poem..hahah

Love doesn't hurt. its the other parts~

OMG! the sian feeling is creeping up on me again!!

the feeling like as if i had just broken up.

LOLss~ but yea, that was like weeks ago..

Let the sian feeling go away leiii!!!

I want to go out. or else i can die at home de laa!

Dear Galsss, whr r u people !?

we keep say want go out in the end everyone's busy..zzz

Sorry! really.

I saw a Loving Couple today.

They were just walking and holding hands.

But both had a blissful look in their eyes when they looked at each other.

I get envious when i see couples like that.

Why do guys i like do hurting stuff.

Making me think i am not good enough.

I just want a BF who cares and whom i have mutual feelings too.

BUT,

I've learnt from my past r/s

that its painful for both parties,

if there is only a one-sided feeling in a r/s.

To : You

So im sorry if im going to hurt you, again.

But really, i dont want history repeating itself.

It's not that i dont want to give u a chance.

Its just that i cant see us together being more than just friends.

You're a GREAT guy. seriously.

there would definitely be a girl out there just right for you.

Sigh.. im sorry i have to do this to you.

Seriously. i dont mean it.

I would get punishment for doing this.

Like getting hurt by others.

I have been through that and experienced that.

And i know that feeling kills.

Time will Heal.

Sincerely, Me.

Walk Away

What do you do when you know something's bad for you

And you still can't let go?

I was naïve

Your love was like candy

Artificially sweet

I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web

And I learned how to bleed

I was prey in your bed

And devoured completely

Oh and it hurts my soul

Cuz I can't let go

All these walls are caving in

I can't stop my suffering

I hate to show that I've lost control

Cuz I, I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya

I need to walk away from ya

Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known

I was used for amusement

Couldn't see through the smoke

It was all an illusion

Now I've been licking my wounds (licking my wounds)

But the venom seems deeper (deeper, deeper)

We both can seduce

But darling you hold me prisoner (prisoner)

I'm about to break

I can't stop this ache

I'm addicted to your allure

and I'm feigning for a cure

Every step I take

Leads to one mistake

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need oh

I can't mend

This torn state I'm in

Getting nothing in return

What did I do to deserve

The pain of this slow burn

And everywhere I turn

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya

I need to walk away from ya

Everytime I try to gasp for air

I am smothered in despair it's never over, over

Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare

I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, over

Inside I'm screaming

Begging, pleading

No more

Ah ah

I don't know what to do

My heart has been bruised

So sad but it's true

Each beat reminds me of you

Oh it hurts my soul

Cuz I can't let go

All these walls are caving in

I can't stop my suffering

I hate to show that I've lost control

Cuz I, I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need oh

I'm about to break

I cant stop this ache

I'm addicted to your allure

And I'm feigning for a cure

Every step I take

Leads to one mistake

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need oh

I can't mend

This torn state I'm in

Getting nothing in return

What did I do to deserve

The pain of this slow burn

And everywhere I turn

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need to walk away from

Yea

Oh...

I said...

I need to get away from ya

I need to walk away from ya

Only thing I need to do is walk away from you

I need to get away from ya

I need to walk away from ya

Get away, walk away, get away, walk away