:(

Am feeling down again.

Sian diao :/

OMG

ANGIE WANG JINGHUI!

WAKE UPPPP!!!!

stop living in ur dreamland le:(

not coming back not coming back he is not coming back.

WTF. seriously.

I should let myself be busy.

nvm can vent out all my frustrations on stage ltr.

hmmm~

the ultimate camwhores u never knew :p

!!! US !!!

people that dont break my heart!!!

(hmm.. ok only sometimes, when im mad at them)

my sister is pretty here! so i decided to post:p (even though im blurred) hahah~

ME! and im not denying that i camwhore in the past~

ahahaha~ Stupid:p

胡夏 Hu Xia「愛 都是對的」完整版MV

nice song:) thank you for introducing this song to me:)

love it:)

didnt miss out on a great song:D

i really missed us.

but since u dont want to go back le.

then lets move on with our lives bahs..

胡夏 Hu Xia「愛 都是對的」完整版MV

nice song:) thank you for introducing this song to me:)

love it:)

didnt miss out on a great song:D

i really missed us.

but since u dont want to go back le.

then lets move on with our lives bahs..

have i gotten used to it?

hmmm..

林育羣-一個人生活MV

小胖！！！ 好可爱哦!!!

he is power man and so cuteee~^^

he 翻唱 until very naise:)

my all time favourite song:D

李聖傑 - 抱歉MV

李圣杰 - 抱歉 作词：李焯雄 作曲：李圣杰&谭志华 忘了我们是在什么时候 选择放开彼此的手 忘了我们为了什么理由 才会让你一个人走 为什么总在失去后才懂得 才发现你对我最重要 为什么到后来我才有听说 你最爱的人还是我 多想妥协 多想眷恋 我想你在身边 能不能够让我们从来一遍 是否对我还有相同感觉 我不想要再对自己抱怨 也不想再狼狈 当那一天当我们还强烈 你说过要陪我走到永远 还是你在敷衍 忘了我们是在什么时候 选择放开彼此的手 忘了我们为了什么理由 才确定不能再挽留 为什么总在失去后才懂得 才发现你对我最重要 为什么到后来我才有听说 你最爱的人还是我 能不能够让我们从来一遍 是否对我还有相同感觉 我不想要再对自己抱怨 也不想再狼狈 当那一天当我们还强烈 你说过要陪我走到永远 还是你在敷衍 能不能够让我们从来一遍 是否对我还有相同感觉 我不想要再对自己抱怨 也不想再狼狈 当那一天当我们还强烈 你说过要陪我走到永远 但你却说 抱歉

the mv is a little weird.

but lee sheng jie's songs are always so true.

his lyrics totally speaks whats in my heart n mind.

listen alrd got the heart pain feeling.

hais... ive nvr tried singing a guy's song.

but if can, i confirm can put in alot of emotions de...

hmmm~

haiz. y? y not? :)

One thing i really canoot understand

is that why isit when 2 person still like each 0ther,

they cant be together.

wait till fate.

haha..honestly, fate just comes once.

either u grab it and treasure it.

or u crush it and lose it.

to me, its a one time thing.

its nvr going to come back.

u let a chance pass u by, its nvr going to come back again.

I missed you.

but i guess this feeling would pass by very quickly

just like how i used to feel sad about us.

now, its just emptiness and void of any emotions for you. hm

looking forward:)

Presentation today. damn scary.

omg. im freaking out le. 50 more mins till i leave home.

goto calm myself down and soothe out these nerves.

hahahha~

hopefully its the last presentation of my 3 yrs in poly.

phew...

so fast jiu 3 yrs le.

many many many things happened during these 3 yrs.

1. Family matters:(

2. The start and the end of many heartbreaking relationships and 暧昧关系。

how i have learnt and gained so much knowledge from these good and bad experience.

of cos, there are good times together, but its the bad times that i learnt smth:)

3. i started my singing path and how i worked hard and improved myself:D

anyway, these times were gone pretty fast. but i shant say it was gone in a flash though.

cos its really hard at times, stuggling to meet datelines and submissions.

hahahah~

Angilica Ong:D

P.S im seeing myself looking forward already:) instead of wallowing in all that sadness^-^ although my heart still sour up sometimes..

10 more mins till i close my tap.

SILENCE is Golden??

There is like a strange emptiness in me.

like everything has gone calm and still....

Too calm.

its like a large part of me has been dug out and thrown away.

nothing is interesting nowadays.

everytime i ask u to stop msging me,

my heart would sour up a little.

its ironic. i want u to stop but i dont want u to stop:/

Our Break.

The first 2 -3 days, it was horrible.

the tears.

i just cant stop it.

it just keeps flowing...

Now that everything in me has been emptied,

there is this strange stillness and silence in me.

like as if i never knew u before.

am i really getting over u alrd?

is this the right feeling to feel?

i no longer know.

i just know that i was really really really upset the past 2 -3 days.

after that i am just numbed from all emotions.

is that how u felt?

i guess so bahs:/

Hais.. if only we could turn back time.

I really need Somebody sturdy.

Somebody who is sure of his feelings for me.

Somebody who support me in whatever i do.

Somebody who loves me.

and whom i love back of cos...

it's really sad. cos this person is hard to find.

and i thought that u were the one.

but u gave me a suprise.

a sad suprise :(

O well...

I just hope, if u r reading this, that u will treat your next one better.

and don't break her heart like this just because you're unsure of your feelings.

I Went to the beach this morning and thought it through...

I had enough of crying.

the reason i cried is because our break was too sudden and fast.

and u are a good guy.

and the thought of all our good times together.

how we were so loving.

But.

While i forget the love i have for you,

Tonight is the last time i'm going to cry because of you.

because i have learnt to be strong...

but regretfully and sadly, the hard way.

Angie.

P.S everytime i go through these hurtful times, a new me comes out.

a new girl who have gone through a lesson i learnt something:)

Thank you really.

Cos now that i got so much emotions, i can put all these hurt in my songs le:)

Thank you.

moving on? its hard....

Weird.

my heart doesnt feel anything anymore.

but whenever my brain think of what we used to be and do,

those little droplets will just keep falling.

Non-stop.

seriously-.- i mean isit even worth???

this is lame. goto stop likeee.... NOW!

Freak man. wth :/

Honestly, u cant be frens with someone u still love-.-

come on la. true right.

hais. nvm.

i tend to emo more at night. when im alone.

been so tired of it.

should quickly move on and forget about all these.

just like wad i did to all my previous r/s ...

Angilica Ong

:(

:( Horrible feeling!!!

hate it hate it.

i would love to go back to the past.

what happened to us?

mayb i was too busy.

mayb u got bored.

hais..

i dont want all this to happen!

don like don like do like :'(

:'/

Today is Friday the 25th.

I am filled with mixed emotions.

Fyp is finally over le.

After 4 freaking months of tedious research and planning and designing and lack of slp and the evolving of eye bags(which im going to kill)and the deteriorating skin and the 'no life' life-.- zzz.

FINALLY! IT IS FREAKING OVER! muahahhahahha~ but then again im still busy with stuff.

Now comes the not so happy part...

hm...

'Feeling of a frend?'

When u said that to me, my stomach turned inside out.

Those feelings that i have ever felt in the past when those past bastards hinted the same thing, came back.

Well, mayb u dont know. I've got this horrible shadow that ive been under ever since that horrible person that i told u about appeared.

But then, u appeared. and i thought everything is going to be alright le. cos u r a good guy who would nvr do this to me. and i started to trust in love again.

Slowly, i opened up bit by bit to u.

BUT

Sudddenly ur attitude changed. No more I love you-s. no more i miss you. no more i want to meet u every single moment.

I recognised these symptoms once again, after hving gone through so many countless of bastard guys.

U say u might be thinking too much. well, i say not.

Hm... i dont know anymore.

It's hard to come out of that darkness.

Yet now i find myself retreating back again.

It's hard u know.

especially after the hurt i got so many times previously.

Now its back to square one.

Hard to open up.

Hard to trust

.

.

.

Hard to Love :'/

.................................................................................Angie...............................................................................

One do not need complicated and flowery words to describe how one feel just a few simple words describe what u feel

: I am sad n worried

Is this how u see things?

in ur point of view now.

no wonder u think u r right. hmmm..

To My Baby.

1 Month and 7 days.

And i love my baby more and more!

Loving somebody is when u know a person for a long time,

and u dont get tired of him/her.

Instead, u find that those small little things he/she do is getting cuter and cuter to you.

And u r loving every single moment with him/her

and dont wanna be apart.

i got this feeling^^

but...hmm...nvm:)

Dar. i hope we would last longggg^^

Ai Ni.

STREssssssss

I WANT TO DIE LIAO !!!!!!

hahhahaha..

these words come from a very stressed out person.

so pls dont take me seriously.

i.am.going.to.do.a.lot.of.things.after.fyp!!

i tell u...i say this but when holiday comes, i will have no freaking idea wad to do.

lols..

Whooooooooooooo~ stress ahhh. need fa xie abit.

but how...?

Fate of Love

I LOVE MY BABY!!!

爱死你了！！！

but honestly, love is scary.

cos u love a person but u dont know if he/she really loves back .

or isit just a superficial thing he/she is giving u.

u dont really know whats going on in their mind.

One day, they might say I LOVE YOU.

another day, they might say lets break.

i seriously have no idea y i think so much these days.

freaking hate it when my mind does all these kind of thinking.

These kind of unneccessary, but 'what if' thoughts.

mayb its bcos smth happened to the pple arnd me.

looking at wad he has done to her provoked those horrible memories of my past r/s.

i would nvr want to go through those terrible moments again.

Hopefully...u wouldnt

too much le bahs.

i think too much...

i feel too much...

maybe thinking back about all those feelings would allow me to sing better bahs.

letting those emotions ive experienced before flow through the songs i sing.

but still, hving a little of those feelings back in me is making me emo...

valentines and stuff...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S!!!!!!!

:D 140211 is a day for those lovely couples to celebrate.

and of course for those lonely to emo.

lols.

but me,

I LOVE MY BABY!!! hahahaha

so busy, got submission the next day, got test to study got report to do.

so tired still come meet me...

but hor so tired go home and play game-.-

hahhah :p

anyway, despite being in love,

smth happened today.

A fren's (they are ok now though.thank god) experience reminded me of how love can be really hurtful and scary at times.

reminded me of my past r/s...

reminded me that actually loving too hard might sometimes not be such a good thing after all...

But then again. baby dont worry. its just harder for me to open up to love again. but i still love you. UNLESS u dont love me le. then jiu too bad lo...