Love and Hate

Going out with shu hua ltr^^ hope to forget bout those unhappy and troubling stuff. at that moment.come back liao then say.

Maybe you love me, but you r not IN love with me. When you r in love with somebody, you would want to know about their everything. Whenever I ask how much do you know bout me, you just shun the question. IDIOT!!

I love you, but I also hate you for that. Why cant the guys I like just be simple and easy to understand?? My Dear, you've got mosttt of the qualities there that I want but one, really important one: You don't love me. Enough. This alone just covers all your qualities already.

Sorry baby...

Can u like consider really really carefully before deciding to be in r/s and not want jiu want dont want jiu dont want. this sentence alone just made mi feel so unimportant... like as if u dont really care bout my anything.

You know, after all these repeated breaks and get backs, my opinions and feelings towards u did change.. at first i just plainly like you for you. Now, i've turned wary of ur every word. And u know what?! That is freaking tiring. Loving Someone is not an easy task i tell u, esp when the you do not know the other party is serious or not.

I hate you baby. But i Love u too...

You and Me

HATE & LOVE

Honestly these two dont really go together.

But ironically, that's exactly how i feel for u right now...

Sometimes our lives are being tied together

But we are just oblivious to it

Other times we were clearly not meant to be

But we chose to ignore it.

Fate is unpredictable

:Angilica Ong:

Yes or No??

Should i or Should i Not. Should i or Should i Not

SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOTTTT???

I was so determined to step out, the next moment he came back into my life... Wth is wrong with this world???!!!

How How How...???? think Angie think properly first...hmmm.

Im so scared he wont treat me right ..im so scared i will get hurt again..

Heartbroken

YOU, Are Seriously The Person I Thought You Were.. Using Me for ur own benefits. Asshole!! i hate u laaa stupid stupid!!! * i hate u was refering to u. Stupid was refering to me.*

And i tot you were different. Thought there were some good in the notorious you. Guess u people are alllll the same. Totally broke me inside. ( If you just like the girl, and had no intention of getting together with her, NEVER NEVER EVER EVER say u love her ok)

One good thing though, my feelings have only just deepened. Its good that i pulled myself out before another further harm to myself. Actually just now i was really praying hard and hoping u had just said:' No Baby, I Dont Want' but HA HA i think im just kidding miself here. Cos the love that keeps hanging by ur lips are all superficialll.. Gonna try and heal this heart, yet again and this time round, I AM GOING TO PROTECT IT WELL.

Worst year ever.What kinda freaky year is this!? Harmed by 2 guys in just 4 months-.- No more trust left for guys liao. Alll used on these 2 dumbass...

I've always told you this time after time, dont ever say I love you unless you really mean it. So when i say it, i really really mean it..

And my Last Words to you are... I Love You.

Miss Friend With Benfits

Went to surf the net: Why I love you, but cant be together?

Ans: DUMB GIRL!! COS HE JUST WANTS U FOR HIS OWN BENEFITS WITHOUT FREAKING COMMITTING TO THIS RELATIONSHIP!!! AND THEN WHEN HE FINDS THE ONE, YOU CANT BE ANGRY TOO, COS YOU ARE NOT HIS Damn GirlFriend IN THE FIRST PLACE..

*summarised myself aft looking at majority people de comments*

Okay lo. A friend with benefits. Guess that's the only reason. Since u gave me no ans, I had to search for it myself...

Is commitment really that scary? Seeing you like that makes me wonder too..

Think i should really come to a decision soon. Should stop wasting my time on a person who is not thinking of showing me off to the world, who only likes mi at my best.

I know a Virgo thinks & critque a lottt . I do too. But if you think too long, you might miss the golden opp..

Sometimes Hot Sometimes Cold. Y dear?

Dedicating this song to u: If I Were a Boy.BeyonceKnowles

Love.

We're really actually two very different characters & people being thrown together on the same path at the same time.

I need someone who keeps assuring me of his love, but he does not.

I need someone who initiates more than i do, but he do not.

I need someone who tells me his everything, but he did not.

I need someone who spend his every waking moment thinking of me, but HE..sigh

Sad as it is,

Probably we're just not meant to be.

Guess the fate for us just isn't there:(

This Msg is To You, if u even know i got a blog..

Just Things

Went to town today. Yes, again. Lols. just walked around with Kel and Shu Hua. I bought the scarf that i fell in love with, the moment my eyes saw it.hees AND, I FINALLY BOUGHT THE SUNGLASSES THAT I EYED AT FOR SO LONGG!! Stopped at Taka mos burger to chat and eat. Felt like vomitting though im hungry.. Hm. Then went to walk at Wisma. Sat down at some corner aft a while and took PHOTOS(hope Kel will upload on FB soon)..

Hmm..Sitting there, I looked at the animated ceiling and started Thinking bout a lot of things... School reopening, attachment, projects, dreaded interviews to come and yea, You and Me.

There are really a lot of unanswered questions bottling inside me that I want to ask you. But I'm afraid that I would sound really inquisitive and undoubtedly irritating.. Argh!! super frustrated. It's Always me asking, you answering. WTH, its not supposed to be llidat...like as if I'm the only one interested in this=((( I mean, seriously.You don't even sound interested le la. Who contacted me first? Who started this whole you and me thing?? In the end, not only is our current status unknown, I dun even know whether you are actually serious or not. Part of me knows that deep down, I'm just a super super close female friend to you. The other part of me really really wants to believe that all that you have ever said to me was true..

Haix.. i no longer know what to do...

Hate being a Virgo. I just think too much

FUN TOWN

HAHHAHAAH.. we Freakin walked up and down in town laaa.. lols. from far east to way past somerset MRT. Actually all we wanted is to walk to Cine and singggg.. ahahah but then we missed the place walk back jiu sooo late liao;( nvm can go another time. (Kelly)

Watched When in Rome with an Ah Beng today..hahahah we walked arnd PS toking bout __. seriously kpo lei he -.- but not bad ah, the hair col. although more ah beng liao*without the specs*.. hahahaha. Sorry la im late XP and Plssssss la stop trying to eat me can..thats like super lame la=.= (Ken Yih)

Had fun in town today=))) Butttt when in the world are u coming back ?? Im having a hard time, just constantly missing you leiii.. *sigh*

Jealousy is a sign that you like someone:) But saying that you love me, That I'm still doubtful of...

Wait

Wait Wait Wait... Haix

Random!

Tmr going movie marathon!!!!!!! Whip it and Clash of the Titans.. hopefully we wont cancel this trip bahs.. cos i am super looking forward to it=))))))

Oh Gosh i AM seriously MISSING YOU leiii~

Hearts Wang Zhiqian

I LOVE MY ER JIE :)))

Cos she helped ME & Dawn cover blanket ytd night and sayang-ed us^^ but she didnt know i pretended to be aslp. HeeheeXx.. LOVE HER!! and of cos, Dawn i love u too!!! =))

MY DAYS...

Phew..Just sao mu come back. Yesterday went Mandai, today went Chua Chu Kang. Pei-ed my ye ye po po and daddy go.. think i got darker a lil-.- AND i got burned.. ON THE FACE!!! .. by the joss stick. how lame is that..luckily its not in the eye*shall not say the culprit's name cos it was accidental.and i got fault too* hopefully its just a superficial burnt.

Anyway, the PICNIC WAS FUN!!!!!! We were all inexperienced in planning picnic thats y in the end Shu Hua de plan all went down the drain. lols in the end we just bought KFC and a little stuff there.*NVR BUY BREEZER AGAIN* loads of laughters and photos taken lols..*Pat.. me and kel and jac had a REALLY great time behind the van~ lols think i got concussion liao.. hahaha but kelly is worse off bahs..muahahaahah . if she contd sitting in the van. i think she will have concussion plus go botak* BUT WE ALL REALLY REALLY REALLY HAD A WONDERFUL TIME.lets do it again someday:)))))) Heeessss~~ Oh Yea. Pepper Plus was nice*ops i meant Pepper Lunch*winks* HAHAHHAHAAH

SCH GOING REOPEN LIAO~~ dreaaaddddding it!!!!!!!!!! SIANX

* i WANT go K!! havent go till enough lei this holiday;((*

LOVE should only be said when you really really mean it from your heart.

LaLaLAAAA~~

CLASH OF THE TITANS

Another show I m soooooo going to catch. Lurrrve it la. i mean from the previews and trailers..

Hope it turns out GOOD...

Going for singing class later.. my fav thing in the world. hees. Last night i was intro-ed to this new sequel called Glee. Pls hor, if anyone found this whole sequel online or in stores pls pls pls inform me ok.

I WANT!!! hahahaha Thanks to Jiayi, i got something to look for le.. =)))

I sleep you wake up, You sleep I wake up. Well Done Us

BORED-ED

B.O.R.E.D is what i am feeling now. Is anyone bored like mi now? Lets gooo outtt!!!!! Feeling a little emo today. Cos when im bored, i think. When i think,i tend to think too much... so now this thought just lingers in my mind alllll dayyyy longggg~~ *i just can't get it outta my head*

I seriously dont get you...at all

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON

Movie Review

:THIS IS ONE SHOW THAT I RECOMMEND ALL TO WATCH:

It's seriousssssllllyyy damn nicceeee I tell you!!! So darn nice that i dont mind watching it again, this time round in 3D... heheX.x *L.O.V.E toothless* awww~~

Pls hor go and watch.. LIKE NOW!! LOLS

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I Am HIS Joke.

Went out with the girls had so much fun laughing in the aft with shu hua and pat while planning for the picnic..

Before that visited EXPO. SH & I talked bout many stuff.. i think that a guy, no matter how rebellious he is, if he is kind, love kids and his family esp his mother, he cant be bad till anywhere de..

In the end i didnt get to watch the movie today:(((*sobb* BUT Anderson ice cream satisfied mi..LOLS. Im still a kid inside la cant blame mii .heeheex XP. Bleahhss~

Sang my heart out at Hougang K tonight with Kel. Thinking back, it was not really heart out la. Next time dont want go on public hol or on a special day le la DAMN EX caaaannn!!!!!!! OhOh &, i almost got tricked by Xinyi and Ben Lols.. Lucky i alert enough. Muahahhahaha.HAPPY APRIL's FOOL peeps!!

Laugh out LOUD.I thought u were serious bout me...HA HA stupid me, i thought wrong. I should have known deep down that you wanted something from me.. LOVE me..pfft. Faker la you~

Regre.A.ts

REGRETS are something unforgivable.

Hmm..and according to this logic, I've done many unforgivable things..

The greatest of all is meeting U. If I did not meet U, maybe my life would be a lot better, but on the other hand, because i met U, i have learnt things, things that i have never dreamt of learning. and i thank U for that.

When somebody comes into my life, I always believed that it is for a purpose or a reason. And all I can say is that when U entered and exited my life, everything changed. My perspective about things and how that painful feeling U left mi helped a lot when I sing sad songs. Because I've experienced all these, I finally understood what they say when you have to put feelings into a song. Previously, I wished really hard for myself to understand that hurt feeling, maybe I wished too hard and that person came along. Too bad it has to be U...

In this world, there are bound to have one or two person whom you wish really hard that you would forget and move on, but no matter how hard you try, you just cant seem to get him out of your mind.

It's not because you still love him(as I figured out) it is might be because he once did something unforgettable for/to you which has left a huge mark imprinted in your life. It is hard to forgive and even harder to forget. But this is life and accepting it as it is is the only way to move on. And from U, I've learnt and grown.

-AnqiOngilica-