Go burn in hell stupid!

CONCENTRATE ON SINGING and GRADUATING. Only. No more you liao ...

下定决心，永不后悔你根本就不值得知道爱是什么滋味。兰人！！！

I knew something was not right, yet I chose to ignore it.

Foolish me.. STUPID TO THE CORE...

they are right, I don't even deserve this.

Well, you're dumb too. Give me the password so that I can see everything !?

HA.HA you just go to hell la.

IF YOU R NOT SERIOUS, DON'T PLAY WITH PEOPLE LA

DUMB-ASS!!

I LOVE SINGING A LOT!!!!!!

我真的很爱唱歌 !!!

I love the feeling of having control of the stage and seeing the faces of people when i sing~ hahhaha Suddenly feel an urge of passion for singing which is all along inside me ,when i see A Mei's videos.. :p She's really the Queen sia!! LOVE HER STAGE PRESENCE ~ learning.

heehee~

He really didn't bluff me lei !! hahah:))

The signs are so darn obvious but im choosing to ignore it. STUPID !!!

Maybe I shouldn't turn a blind eye to it anymore.

Mayb i should just wait till he POP then see how...

to see should i go on or just end it.

If he still contds wad he does now, then byebye le.

Shall see his zhen mian mu then~

GET LOST!

I F***ING GOT HACKED LA.

I WOULD NEVER SAY THOSE ER XIN DE HUA LA PLEASE~

WHOEVER POSTED THAT JUST GET LOST LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Giving Up Hope on You..

I think the clouds are clearing.

I've begun to see what kinda place i have in your heart.

Most importantly, my heart is clearing itself too.

Love dies you know, when not properly taken care of

especially when the love is not really deep yet.

Mayb u think too highly of yourself le

Dont think cos i love you, then u can take everything for granted.

Cos i shan't let that happen.

I may be silly enough to love u,

But im not that stupid to let you use me.

Last time when i say i want break, all u have to do was to say u love mi,

and i would end up going back to u.

I dont think its going to work this time round though.

I think im immune to u saying that three words le.

Cos i cant feel the love from you.

Everytime must prompt then u would do or say de.

im getting tired le, Very tired...

Things I feel but wont say to you

I hate it when u don’t call
I hate it when I don’t hear you from for days.
The last time we spoke it was almost magical
But now that I think about it, it seems too good to be true
Seems like you just said all those things because you had to
Not because you wanted to, but just because it was what I wanted to hear
I hate it when u don’t say “hi” when we are both online
You know I’m a girl and I’ll never say it first
Cos then I’ll feel like a loser
I know that’s a stupid thought but,
That’s what I do
I over think
I overreact
And then I go and spoil everything
I hate when you say “I love you” only because I said it first.
It wouldn’t hurt if you said it first.
I hate the feeling of uncertainty when I think about you
I want think about and I want to feel like the luckiest girl in the world
I want you to remind me that you love me
Because I remember the last time you said it
But I don’t remember the last time I felt that you meant it
I suffocate myself with makeup and pretty clothes just so you notice me
Silly huh?
Everyone says you notice me if I’m just myself but...
Who are we kidding?
Everyone knows you notice the prettiest ones first
I don’t want you to become all sensitive and tell me everything you’re feeling
But I want to know how you feel about me.
It might be a lot to ask but
I would do the same for you
In fact I would do almost anything for you so,
It’s only fair you do it for me...right?

i dont think its you..

You always ask me why do i like you.

But i got no ans for u..

I got no idea too.

When u keep talking to all those girls,

i do feel jealous at first, but gradually,

this kind of jealous feeling is fading

maybe im getting used to it le

is this good?

I dont know.

U say u go PH i will not happy mah..

at first i was...though i nvr say anything

but now, it doesnt really bother me that much le.

i dont know y too..

Virgo+Virgo= ??

I dont think we would end up good u know.

When u showed me those stuff ur ex wrote,

rmb i was laughing?

Cos those contents, those stuff that she experienced

is exactly what im going through now.

Now i can understand how she felt.

Baby, i duno. i cant help thinking ure just not the type of guy i want..

Sick n Tired of all that Talkk

I AM DAMN SICK AND TIRED OF YOU ALWAYS TALKING ABOUT THAT.

Getting irritated by your talks these few days.

There is no love and its like you're just keeping me by your side.

Yuan lai the topic that i once loved to talk about has become something that is driving me away from you.

Maybe i've become boring to you bahs..

But i'm getting accustomed to the fact that your msges are not constant anymore.

They say we are amazing, having topics to talk about and being able to keep in contact for almost every day and night for 3 months.

Well, i say we are just plain crazy.

Remember i tell you? I love you should only be said when u really mean it?

Yea. u listened to me. im glad.

My Kind of Good Boyfriend

A Good Boyfriend

• He shouldn't force her to do things she doesn't want to
• When they argue, he should say sorry to her first.
• In the first place, they shouldn't even argue, cos he should let her win.
• Always be concerned about her every little thing
• Message sweet nothings to her
• Constantly remind her how much he loves and misses her
• Be there when she needs him
• He should never disappear without a reason for hours and come back saying he was doing nothing... (come on, we all know that you doing nothing is a lie.And you wouldn't want us to think up our own excuses of what u might be doing, cos i tell u, it aint gonna ever be good)

• DO NOT just talk about s**.
• Let her sleep first. Unless she tells him to..
• Listen to her, treat her like a queen.
• Bring her out for dates
• Kiss her
• Take her home to his family
• Be proud to tell his friends about her
• Only flirt with her. He should not ogle at other girls in front of her
• Let her get snugly in his arms when watching tv.
• Should hold her hands tightly and proudly when parading on the streets
• Hug her tightly,tell her she is his everything
• Never say no or reject her advances. cos once rejected, she will never repeat that again.
• love her everything be it glam or unglam, good or bad.
• Do sweet things for her,but not keeping hopes up, expecting that she would do the same

Most Importantly...

• Only say I Love You (the full spelling), when he really really means it.

Y m i in this situation, AGAIN !?

OMG !!

why is this situation repeating itself over and over again!?

I think i was wrong in trying to think that maybe if we stay like this,

i could change him one day

WTH was i thinking !?

i don't like getting so Emo and interrogate him

when I'm talking to him

why am i becoming like this sia?

maybe he changed me instead.

got to get out of this situation. Fast.

Before i change into another person totally.

I need someone who loves, appreciate and give me attention.

NOT someone who lacks appreciation, interest and is sometimes cold...

Man, this is absurd. i don't want to repeat this again. SERIOUSLY! HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

To: Baby

THANK YOU DARLING~

You might want to know why I thank you yesterday.

Well, it is because you came at the right time and pulled me out of my misery

When you came into my life 3 months ago,

he was just leaving my life...

My heart was hurting like hell.

Luckily you came in at the right time

and pulled me out and away from that painful situation.

Though I realised that when I saw his photos yesterday it still hurts,

but I can confirm that the pain is getting lesser.

Thank you baby:) for entering my life at that time

You might hurt me later on in life, I don't know.

But I can say that I've not regretted this decision

of staying on and getting to know you,

my friends might have been right about you

and I love them for trying to talk me out.

There might not be an ending for us

But I think it is still not the time to leave. Yet.

I Love You Dear. and shall I add that I have never regretted my decision.

*this speech was just a sudden spur of rashness but i shall post it anyway:p*

ok:) happy again.

.Apology Accepted.

Thank you Boy

Yes, even if the girl is wrong, apologies should always be made by guys..

Love You Baby~

UNLESS the girl has done something really really wrong.

WTH!!!!!!!

STUPID!!

It might be a misunderstanding.

but still,

I AM NOT YOUR ATM!!!

AND YES, I AM ANGRY!

if i want to buy things for you, i will.

but that is when i know you love me ALOT and will appreciate wad i give you.

be it pretty or ugly.

BUT that is when u show that u love me, and is worthy for me to buy things for you.

WTH!!!

True?

You may think your lover is a perfect match, only to find out later that you have nothing in common with your partner besides the chemistry that may fade over time.

True mah?

MAYBE? I'm beginning to wonder, maybe there isn't even any chemistry in the first place...

NEVER CHEAT.

Because “the law of cause and effect” commonly known as ‘what goes around comes around would happen.

I believe this.

Cos it really does happen.

So Close Jon McLaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
Now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Enchanted~

ZZZ

Tired.Exhausted.Drained.Withered.Dead_________

Year 3 is no joke man. Seriously can die.

Which is why, i've decided to concentrate on it till i grad.

Which is ALSO why i shall leave my Singing aside first.

No competitions for now.

Of cos, i'll still be singing now and then(on stage-Youthbox)

But i'll be putting my focus mainly on GRADUATING first:)

Good Luck to me bahs~

Angieee.

Scared

Competition Today~ oh dear.

a little scared lei.. got pple from malaysia also.

hope nothing goes wrong today. esp my disc.

haix..

HeartsVin

Stupid Boy !!!

This is the first time he so swt.

Knowing that he put an effort into sending me that msg

makes me extremely vibed up and happy all over^^

so this is the so called motivation

that ive been looking for all these while..hahahaha.

I dunno this kinda swtness might last or not.

I just am really happi now:)))

Seriously.. i dont know y i like him. i just do.

which makes letting go really hard.

Get well soon okok:)

HAIX-Life

Research ReSeaRch RESEARCH OMFG :(((((((((((

hate it laaaaa esp with the statistics de. everyday almost no sleep.

Y does the last elective of my poly life (Consumer Lifestyle Research) got to be so boring but heavy!?!?!??!??!!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

The last CDS also la. STUPID!! gave me 2 elective, in the end got to drop the other one i like and join a freaking random subject-.-

I Tried u know people.

He doesnt wanna let go.

My bad too cos i also half hearted.

Everytime i will xin ruan

Mayb in the end i will get hurt

but i deserve it lo...

I just like him too much liao.