Slping beauty? wait. minus beauty.Xp

OMG! i actually SLEPT!!!

ahahhhaahahahahaahahahahahhahahaahahahaahahahhahahhahah

SO DARN HAPPY~

lols.. yea. its been days since i had a proper one.

Lucky i woke up.. tot i could go on for daysss~

Hehh

^.^

TODAY'S VOICE : S.U.P.E.R.R.R S.A.T.I.S.F.I.E.D!!!

now i know how and when to 开桑 before going on stage liao.

hahhaha~ so happy.

AND,

I am SO going to get myself a Proper Camera.

with good megapix and a clear recording function.

Hee. Im taking singing seriously.. designing is priority too.

need to GRADUATE first of course.

Year 3 is really really REALLY tiring.

Been slping less than 4 hours for the past consecutive weekends (starting from thurs night till mon morning) every weekend dou lidat-.- hahhah

But i dont mind, cos im doing what i LOVE ^.^ I'M LOVING IT~

So pple who suan others' dreams, listen up.

Stop laughing at people's dreams.

You dont have one, that's already pathetic enough.

HOW!?

Wanna Improve my Singing. Desperately.

But have no idea how...

Daddy ask me buy a camera to record down my performance and reflect.

Think i going to get myself one.

But i dunno how to see which one is good de.

ZZZOMG DAMN tired now~

This project + singing is seriously taking a toll on me..

now i know why some people can die of exhaustion.

AM I GOING TO DIE THAT WAY!?

i dont wantttt~ Lolsss

ZOMG!

Im Feeling Alone & Lonely.

Zen me ban !?

OMG.. the sian feeling has hit me alrd :(((

Jiu shi want to prevent this.

but it still happened~

Abandoned

Just a sudden thought.

Before we even started,

I knew we wouldn't end good.

I think you know it too.

I dunno why we started it.

But still, we started anyway.

So now, I got to wake up and tell myself

That you're just somebody passing by,

Someone who happened to stop by for a while.

Now that we have said our goodbyes,

and decided to move on,

I should seriously just stop thinking bout it.

Gradually. It takes time of cos, but slowly and steadily,

I would move on, like how you did already.

One day, we might just remember that there was this person.

Forgotten, abandoned and left in the past...

A Close Stranger

I have Thought about it.

Got Involved in it

Then i Regretted it.

And I got Away from it.

Then i Think about it again.

And wanted to Once More.

But in the End,

I just realised you're just a Passerby in my life.

A Very Close Stranger.

Angie

p.s after writing this i felt like as if im writing a poem..hahah

Love doesn't hurt. its the other parts~

OMG! the sian feeling is creeping up on me again!!

the feeling like as if i had just broken up.

LOLss~ but yea, that was like weeks ago..

Let the sian feeling go away leiii!!!

I want to go out. or else i can die at home de laa!

Dear Galsss, whr r u people !?

we keep say want go out in the end everyone's busy..zzz

Sorry! really.

I saw a Loving Couple today.

They were just walking and holding hands.

But both had a blissful look in their eyes when they looked at each other.

I get envious when i see couples like that.

Why do guys i like do hurting stuff.

Making me think i am not good enough.

I just want a BF who cares and whom i have mutual feelings too.

BUT,

I've learnt from my past r/s

that its painful for both parties,

if there is only a one-sided feeling in a r/s.

To : You

So im sorry if im going to hurt you, again.

But really, i dont want history repeating itself.

It's not that i dont want to give u a chance.

Its just that i cant see us together being more than just friends.

You're a GREAT guy. seriously.

there would definitely be a girl out there just right for you.

Sigh.. im sorry i have to do this to you.

Seriously. i dont mean it.

I would get punishment for doing this.

Like getting hurt by others.

I have been through that and experienced that.

And i know that feeling kills.

Time will Heal.

Sincerely, Me.

Walk Away

What do you do when you know something's bad for you

And you still can't let go?

I was naïve

Your love was like candy

Artificially sweet

I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web

And I learned how to bleed

I was prey in your bed

And devoured completely

Oh and it hurts my soul

Cuz I can't let go

All these walls are caving in

I can't stop my suffering

I hate to show that I've lost control

Cuz I, I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya

I need to walk away from ya

Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known

I was used for amusement

Couldn't see through the smoke

It was all an illusion

Now I've been licking my wounds (licking my wounds)

But the venom seems deeper (deeper, deeper)

We both can seduce

But darling you hold me prisoner (prisoner)

I'm about to break

I can't stop this ache

I'm addicted to your allure

and I'm feigning for a cure

Every step I take

Leads to one mistake

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need oh

I can't mend

This torn state I'm in

Getting nothing in return

What did I do to deserve

The pain of this slow burn

And everywhere I turn

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya

I need to walk away from ya

Everytime I try to gasp for air

I am smothered in despair it's never over, over

Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare

I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, over

Inside I'm screaming

Begging, pleading

No more

Ah ah

I don't know what to do

My heart has been bruised

So sad but it's true

Each beat reminds me of you

Oh it hurts my soul

Cuz I can't let go

All these walls are caving in

I can't stop my suffering

I hate to show that I've lost control

Cuz I, I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need oh

I'm about to break

I cant stop this ache

I'm addicted to your allure

And I'm feigning for a cure

Every step I take

Leads to one mistake

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need oh

I can't mend

This torn state I'm in

Getting nothing in return

What did I do to deserve

The pain of this slow burn

And everywhere I turn

I keep going right back

To the one thing that I need to walk away from

Yea

Oh...

I said...

I need to get away from ya

I need to walk away from ya

Only thing I need to do is walk away from you

I need to get away from ya

I need to walk away from ya

Get away, walk away, get away, walk away

choices in life

OMG!!! hahhaha my blog is dyinggg alrd~ so many days never update!!!

i guesss thats because i've not been emo for sooo long le bahs

AND thats because YOU are no longer in my LIFE!!

hahhaha i have made a GREAT CHOICE, havent I?? Whooooooott~....

sing(home)less

MY SISTER DONWAN LET ME SING IN Front of HER= in the HOUSE

Then where the hell m i suppose to lian ge !?

Want go k prac also no time and no buddy pei me-.- uhhhhh

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~

ZZZ

OMG ~ zzzzz..

no life. seriously!

Where did it go toooooo?????

need something interesting to look forward to!!!

how.How.HOW!? 0.0

!? 怎么办`!?

Later need 唱歌 at RP. But 我的声音 GG liaoooo..ZOMG~ Lolss. im so dead and ltr im lead!!! how absurd can this get. just 熬夜a few nights only 就 lidaat =.= lousy immune system laaaaa...................

Havent finish work also.. ZZZ whoooo...........................完蛋 LO~ wish me luck manz

Work~

WORK IS CRUSHING ME

&

DESTROYING MY LIFEE

ZOMG loooook at my bored faceeee.

somehow, i think they all look the same in one way or another..:p

Arghhhh~

I am bored with workkk~WWoooorkkk~WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but there's too much to ignore..

ltr need go sing @ ToaPayoh

tmr also got, at RP i think.

Luckily this is the way i de-stress myself.

BUT dont you think it takes up too much time?

i kinda think so lei..

haix no choice gotto 熬夜 lo。。。

MaDnEsssss

HAHAHA..okok. shall stop hoping le la..

this is crazy looo~

LOL.

Im Happy...whoos :p

Wishing on a Star..

I Wish With allllll my Heart, that i can have a good BF to love

One who would love me back with all his heart tooooo...

:))))

U freaking know what !?!?

I actually felt happier without you!

hahhahaa!!

SERIOUSLY! (this is not an emo statement la:D)

okok, mayb besides the part that i really do miss you a little.

LOLSSS

I REALLY AM HAPPIER.

i just realised that last time just thinking of you

would make me unhappy and worry a hell lot.

Mayb cos i kept worrying whether u would leave me, or what u were doing, are u toking to other girls, or chatting up swt stuff with ur ex, or whther u were true ornot, or just toying with me, or whether u meant wad u said..etc.etc.

And Why would I think and worry too much of all these nonsense , is cos i was insecure.

A good BF dont let his GF worry..i wish i could have trusted u, but U FLIRT TOO MUCH~

Now that im free from you le

I AM HAPPIER!! hahahahahaha

YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!

Changing want and will.

I AM GOING TO CHANGE MYSELF.

for myself mainly.

not for you, ...obviously.

but you might just be a small portion of why i wanted to do it.

Oh well...

Revenge is Sweet.

especially when its good for me...

haixx

I was the one who wanted n initiated it,

now I'm the one who is upset about it.

Weird but True.

I dunno wads come over me, seriously.

But whenever i miss you,

i just think of the stuff u did,

and it would just turn me away.

Luckily we didnt do much stuff together to leave any memories for me to get too sad about.

Not being together was a good choice i guess...

How come its so hard to find a person u like, liking u back?

How come its so hard to find a guy who loves and treasures you more than his own?

How come its so easy for some girls but so hard for me?

To seek love with someone is a hard thing to do..

So girls, for those of u who have good guys, please dont let go easily or do something stupid to spoil the r/s ok... Treasure it.

Cos they hardly come by..

:((

This isssss BAD!

Omggg..