Sunday, June 20, 2010

豁出去了!!!

千年之恋 a little worried for this song ltr.
But o well, i chose it. so i must do my best.

MUST 投入 when singing on stage.
thats one impt thing i learnt from all these months.
think bout the audience before going on stage.
aft that, forget everything.
Mind must be focused bout the song the meaning the feeling.
and not how my voice sound.
THAT should be perfected before going on stage.
OK, 豁出去了!!!

维多利亚的秘密 性感
千年之恋 ROCK
记得 感伤

whoooottss JY ANGIE WANG~!!!

Fathers' Day!

TODAY IS FATHERS' DAY!
Gave my daddy his present le:D in the morning..
hope he likes it:)

ltr got performance. will be pretty long. humph
but got steamboat at home.
everyone's coming..
like damn bad cos
im not at home for this fathers' day thingy.
worrying bout it now..
sigh~

Friday, June 18, 2010

fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
father's day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming
fathers' day is coming

BORING LIFE SIA !

Boring Life.
need something to spice up my life~
actually singing is enough..
but need something to distract me from my stressful design work.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

WANTS n NEEDS

I WANT TO LEARN..
1. canto songs.
2. more hokkien songs.
3. chinese oldies.
4. sketch up,properly.

I NEED..
1. new laptop.
2. excellent camera

SIGH~ so many things so little time...

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

SIGH~

BLEAH~
Feeling Bored.
Cos Work is my only partner.
I WANT a real person instead.
One whom i can laugh with over funny matters
whom i can cry with when i am upset.
One whom i can feel easy with
whom i can love when i am in one.
BUT Luckily i've got my friends, family and singing.
IF singing is my job, i think i could die from happiness!
XD
I WISH. yes, wishing really really harddd~
hope it might come true one day.
for now, i'll just have to work real hard..sigh*

Monday, June 14, 2010

Bangs Snipper

Went and got myself bangs already.
hahah.. but not from the salon.
Had it done by my personal bangs cutter, Er Jie~ heehee
she did well laaaa!!!
i think she can go get a job as a bang snipper or something le :P
HEEHEE

THANKS ZHIQIAN!! MWUAHK. *give u a big kiss*

Friday, June 11, 2010

Whoo changed a new background design. my fonts and colors are allll over the place.
Goto fix it.
Hmmm......
Am thinking of going to my aunt's salon ltr.
what should i do this time round?
My hair's getting messier and harder to manage.
Straighten? Cut bangs? Layer? Color? Snip off everything.Again?

Thursday, June 10, 2010

I NEED TO...

I REALLY NEED TO MEET UP WITH THE GIRLS~
But everyone is so darn busy:((((
Manzzz!
need to :
-buy clothes(with more cols instead of black and white)
-buy camera with good megapix and a fantastic video recording function (any suggestions??)
-train up my voice
-exercise..zzz
-do something to my hair(should i cut bangs? been there, did that__ IT WAS HORRENDOUS XP)
-do my nails
-go k with people
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.
.

will have to keep updating~

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Slping beauty? wait. minus beauty.Xp

OMG! i actually SLEPT!!!
ahahhhaahahahahaahahahahahhahahaahahahaahahahhahahhahah
SO DARN HAPPY~
lols.. yea. its been days since i had a proper one.
Lucky i woke up.. tot i could go on for daysss~
Hehh

Monday, June 7, 2010

^.^

TODAY'S VOICE : S.U.P.E.R.R.R S.A.T.I.S.F.I.E.D!!!
now i know how and when to 开桑 before going on stage liao.
hahhaha~ so happy.
AND,
I am SO going to get myself a Proper Camera.
with good megapix and a clear recording function.

Hee. Im taking singing seriously.. designing is priority too.
need to GRADUATE first of course.
Year 3 is really really REALLY tiring.
Been slping less than 4 hours for the past consecutive weekends (starting from thurs night till mon morning) every weekend dou lidat-.- hahhah
But i dont mind, cos im doing what i LOVE ^.^ I'M LOVING IT~
So pple who suan others' dreams, listen up.
Stop laughing at people's dreams.
You dont have one, that's already pathetic enough.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

HOW!?

Wanna Improve my Singing. Desperately.
But have no idea how...
Daddy ask me buy a camera to record down my performance and reflect.
Think i going to get myself one.
But i dunno how to see which one is good de.

ZZZOMG DAMN tired now~
This project + singing is seriously taking a toll on me..
now i know why some people can die of exhaustion.
AM I GOING TO DIE THAT WAY!?
i dont wantttt~ Lolsss




Saturday, June 5, 2010

ZOMG!

Im Feeling Alone & Lonely.
Zen me ban !?
OMG.. the sian feeling has hit me alrd :(((
Jiu shi want to prevent this.
but it still happened~

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Abandoned

Just a sudden thought.

Before we even started,
I knew we wouldn't end good.
I think you know it too.
I dunno why we started it.
But still, we started anyway.
So now, I got to wake up and tell myself
That you're just somebody passing by,
Someone who happened to stop by for a while.
Now that we have said our goodbyes,
and decided to move on,
I should seriously just stop thinking bout it.
Gradually. It takes time of cos, but slowly and steadily,
I would move on, like how you did already.
One day, we might just remember that there was this person.
Forgotten, abandoned and left in the past...

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

A Close Stranger

I have Thought about it.
Got Involved in it
Then i Regretted it.
And I got Away from it.
Then i Think about it again.
And wanted to Once More.
But in the End,
I just realised you're just a Passerby in my life.
A Very Close Stranger.

Angie
p.s after writing this i felt like as if im writing a poem..hahah

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

Love doesn't hurt. its the other parts~

OMG! the sian feeling is creeping up on me again!!
the feeling like as if i had just broken up.
LOLss~ but yea, that was like weeks ago..
Let the sian feeling go away leiii!!!
I want to go out. or else i can die at home de laa!
Dear Galsss, whr r u people !?
we keep say want go out in the end everyone's busy..zzz

Monday, May 31, 2010

Sorry! really.


I saw a Loving Couple today.
They were just walking and holding hands.
But both had a blissful look in their eyes when they looked at each other.
I get envious when i see couples like that.

Why do guys i like do hurting stuff.
Making me think i am not good enough.
I just want a BF who cares and whom i have mutual feelings too.
BUT,
I've learnt from my past r/s
that its painful for both parties,
if there is only a one-sided feeling in a r/s.

To : You

So im sorry if im going to hurt you, again.
But really, i dont want history repeating itself.
It's not that i dont want to give u a chance.
Its just that i cant see us together being more than just friends.
You're a GREAT guy. seriously.
there would definitely be a girl out there just right for you.

Sigh.. im sorry i have to do this to you.
Seriously. i dont mean it.
I would get punishment for doing this.
Like getting hurt by others.
I have been through that and experienced that.
And i know that feeling kills.
Time will Heal.

Sincerely, Me.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Walk Away

What do you do when you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go?

I was naïve
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web
And I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely

Oh and it hurts my soul
Cuz I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cuz I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known
I was used for amusement
Couldn't see through the smoke
It was all an illusion

Now I've been licking my wounds (licking my wounds)
But the venom seems deeper (deeper, deeper)
We both can seduce
But darling you hold me prisoner (prisoner)

I'm about to break
I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
and I'm feigning for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need oh

I can't mend
This torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya

Everytime I try to gasp for air
I am smothered in despair it's never over, over
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare
I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, over

Inside I'm screaming
Begging, pleading
No more
Ah ah

I don't know what to do
My heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true
Each beat reminds me of you

Oh it hurts my soul
Cuz I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cuz I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need oh

I'm about to break
I cant stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
And I'm feigning for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need oh

I can't mend
This torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

Yea
Oh...
I said...
I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya


Only thing I need to do is walk away from you

I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, get away, walk away

Saturday, May 29, 2010

choices in life


OMG!!! hahhaha my blog is dyinggg alrd~ so many days never update!!!
i guesss thats because i've not been emo for sooo long le bahs
AND thats because YOU are no longer in my LIFE!!
hahhaha i have made a GREAT CHOICE, havent I?? Whooooooott~....

Thursday, May 27, 2010

sing(home)less


MY SISTER DONWAN LET ME SING IN Front of HER= in the HOUSE

Then where the hell m i suppose to lian ge !?
Want go k prac also no time and no buddy pei me-.- uhhhhh
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~