Monday, July 26, 2010

POWER

I LOVE DAI AI LING's voice!
no idea why she is not as famous yet.
Ding dang also. sigh...
powerful voices but not famous.
why.Why.WHY!??!
lols.. i sound so agitated.
hahhaha..
power in the house manzzz..
gona train till im lidat.
really.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

So tired my eyes are closing but i dont feel like going to sleep~.~
Sianzz...

Monday, July 19, 2010

Attachment is TomMorRow!!..
i meant later. OMG just a few hours more only.
damn excited and scared at the same time.
dunno wad i am facing...
maybe cos its some unexpecting prospect that's y i'm afraid bahs..
hope that my future fellow colleagues would be friendly.
n wadever they ask me do i know wad to do~

Friday, July 16, 2010

i want to watch despicable me:(

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Wednesday, July 14, 2010

over le~

can still remember how i dreaded sch reopening because of p3 and attachment and fyp.
all those whinings.. hahhaha
now p3 over liao. in a blink of an eye.
next week going for attachment liao.
heard its a new company.
looking forward:)...
hopefully people are friendly there!

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Stressed up liaoo
see la ANGIE WANG!!
dont follow plan jiu shi lidat de lo
So many times liao
still dont learn your lesson de lei.

Zen Me Ban!??
nvr mind, i shall try my best.
hopefully tmr sch bookshop gt open!!
praying crossing my fingers~

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Time really flies..

Time really flies..
I miss my younger days suddenly.
Im almost reaching 20 le.
Er jie dou JC le.
And its visibly known that Dawn has matured alot though she's only in sec 2.
Reminiscing back the times when we were still all in the same primary school.
hahahah.. there was jia yi and kai kai too at that time.
we were all so close..
it was like just ytd when we were sitting together with a lot of cluttered books at the table learning the frustrating english, and practising maths and the memorising ting xie.
Back then, it was seriously frustrating. No Bluff.Lols..
Sigghh
but now, i would like to go back to those times when we were all so young, innocent and carefree.
With Her around, there were tears and laughters.
Fun times. and He would come back looking jolly and happy with midnight snacks.
A few weeks ago. the four of us were having dinner at home.
and He was saying, how five years ago, our family was so happy and complete.
Then he say, five years later, we wont even be sitting around with him like this having meals together. Because we would be busy with work and our stuff.
The thought itself is so true which is why Its so disheartening to hear it.
Will we really be like that?
Now that He is all alone, we cant allow ourselves to leave him alone by himself .
No. We Cant. NEVER...

Monday, July 5, 2010

family is important

OMG!
i got 海豚音.
not completely perfect yet though..
going to perfect it
so that i can do that confidently on stage.
Hm... but these few times on stage,
I found that my voice has deteriorated a bit.
Kinda affects my performance.
Actually not kinda, is A LOT!

SIGH
time for more exercise and continuous training of my diaphragm le
And one more personal thing.
I have to take note of taking into consideration my family time too
and being responsible
With School Work and Events,
i cant help but neglect my family a little.
They have been understanding..
but signs of displeasures sure is showing..
Gotto give them more time. which means less attention on singing
and more on family and school.
NEED to make a PLAN.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Smell of Memories

If only...
Meeting him could be avoided.
sitting there at far east,
I didn't know at that time that
He would be my first experience of falling out of love,
in a terrible way.
Really broke my heart though we weren't actually together.
Made me afraid of falling hard for another again.
Cautious from then on
From a person who naively believes in Love,
to a person who believes that men are all the same..
i sure have been through some tough times,
struggling on my own.
Now that I've been through all that,
I finally understood that some Men are the same.
Though the feeling for him has faded from love, to hatred, to 'feeling-less'
He has left a wound in me,
a wound that I believe would eventually leave a scar
a scar for me to remember this lesson well..
2 heartbreaks in just that few months.
Though the second one is i suggested the breakup de,
regretted a little, but still
sweet talks to other girls while in a r/s is like a horrible crime already.
I mean, where would we be if i haven't already break up with him?
Oh god, so many bad memories of these 2, esp the first one.
Terrible. Really Horrible.
The smell...
Sigh.. brings back all those heartbreaking memories
but surprisingly, i don't actually hate that smell.. so weird.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

海边

I WANT GO BEACH!!!
Sitting there, looking into the sea
smelling the salty air
feeling the cool breeze on my face
listening to my I-pod
I sure can multi-task cant I ? Lols..
Actually all these calms me down..
I have no idea why too..
just feels drawn to the beach.
Brings all my emotions out.
I guess that's because there is no bustling life there,
everyone is just taking their own swt time,
enjoying every bit,
savouring every moment.
If only life out there would be like this..
Mayb i should emigrate or migrate to Australia.
hahhahha.. mayb i would like life there :P
but Singapore is a nice place too la, honestly.
But i guess i just like the slow pace in life
cant adapt well to the fast paced one..hmm.

Friday, June 25, 2010

SINGAPORE IS FLOODING AGAIN!!

omg. i seriously think it might not be the clogged drains lo..
i honestly think Singapore is sinking .
zzZZ..
luckily pasir ris is not affected.
our drains are clear here^^
but there was a post in stomp saying that
there was one night recently that my area was flooded.
erm.. but i didnt see lei.
so.yea.
Unfortunately, those flooded places are situated within town area or further away from the east.
how do i know?
COS ITS EVERYWHERE IN FACEBOOK!!!!
lols~ recently all the posts are about floods and world cup.
u seriously cant miss anything bout these inside fb u know
hahhahahhaha~

Thursday, June 24, 2010

POEMS~!!!!

Working in the level 6th studio.
Nice and quieter in this room
Spacious, clean and relatively organised.
Me, me and no one else.
No bed, no distractions just tables and chairs.
this is the perfect place to Cad & Max :D

hhahaha..u get this when u do Creative writing
fun on the overall, with loads of speaking up
and spontaneous response.
ENGLISH RECAP TIME!!!
lols. and yea. though sec school always got HOD, but since then my english has deteriorated :p

Reflection

Physically and mentally drained sia..
Sch Work + Learning new Songs..
EXHUASTED & TIRED.
So many things to do and worry bout.
not enough time though. wish time could just stop right now and let me finish my stuff~
the most worrisome thing now is that i m soooo scared that my comp might crash anytime.
Damn scary~

Now, i am just sooo GLAD that THAT previous r/s with him has ended earlier on.
If not, i seriously could die with so much stuff in my head.
Realised that he only give me worries. Not much happiness..
Came to realise that i WANTED happiness with and from him.
But he doesnt give it easily.
Duno is bcos his character is like this, Or bcos he doesnt love me,enough.
Thats why being with him is a tiring matter.
Because i give much MUCH more than he does.
Wait, actually, if you really really LOVE the person a lot, u dont and wont really mind how much u give.
Guess, he is just the kind of guy i want, but dont really actually LOVE deep down.
No Wonder there are all these problems surfacing bout insecurities..
Hard to be with someone who doesnt shower u with care and concern yea?
Someone who only show signs of flirtatious behaviour.
Till now, im still kinda pissed by his behaviour. WTH.
But Nvm its good that im alrd getting away from his environment.
One less worry would do good for me:))

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Why Not?

I LOVE YOU.
yes, You. whoever is reading my blog~
hahahh just a rush of emotion :p bleahs

25th july de audition.
Should i go not.
Confirm got A LOT of powerful singers de.
I asked daddy for his opinion.
He told me to go ahead.
Y Not?
It's such a good opportunity.
AND, there is nth to lose but all to gain
Go but never get in is the SAME AS never go.
But the difference between those two is that at least I've given it a try.
WHAT IF, MAYBE, PERHAPS... i might get in right?
Hahhahaha.. think I should just go and try it out lo:)
If fail jiu fail lo.
if fail jiu contd improve.
Next round try again.
EH..Rare Opportunity leii~

And so far(almost 1 year) i've been lucky walking down this music career.

:Angilica Ong:

Monday, June 21, 2010

Yi Yi

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

OMG cant seem to get started on work..
SWEAR I M GOING TO START AFTER THIS:P...i think heee

Yi Yi say want help do something to my incorrigible hair~
hahahha LOVE HER!
she's always there for us:DDD
BUT she keep worrying that we will forget bout her.
OF COURSE NOT! lols
NEVER in my LIFE!!!
We'll be there for you also^.^
we might not call often but really,WE LOVE YOU!!! A LOT :P

Just Give:)

Daddy was going on bout giving and taking.
and THIS was what i have summarised and learnt
(this was done willingly..hahah. he didnt pressurize me to write this la):

Helping is a form of happiness.
The return is actually a bonus when you're giving.
It is normal if there is no return. it's ok:)
so give unconditionally~
So Glad that our family is like this.
give give give and no take.
because of this we got overflowing abundance of love and care in the house.
just give happily and willingly, no take.
this phrase would make a HAPPY family:D




Sunday, June 20, 2010

豁出去了!!!

千年之恋 a little worried for this song ltr.
But o well, i chose it. so i must do my best.

MUST 投入 when singing on stage.
thats one impt thing i learnt from all these months.
think bout the audience before going on stage.
aft that, forget everything.
Mind must be focused bout the song the meaning the feeling.
and not how my voice sound.
THAT should be perfected before going on stage.
OK, 豁出去了!!!

维多利亚的秘密 性感
千年之恋 ROCK
记得 感伤

whoooottss JY ANGIE WANG~!!!

Fathers' Day!

TODAY IS FATHERS' DAY!
Gave my daddy his present le:D in the morning..
hope he likes it:)

ltr got performance. will be pretty long. humph
but got steamboat at home.
everyone's coming..
like damn bad cos
im not at home for this fathers' day thingy.
worrying bout it now..
sigh~

Friday, June 18, 2010

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