Him n Her

He Left Today

(Yesterday- 29/07/10, 9:10)

Great GREAT Man, dont think i would ever meet anyone greater.

Im glad he left for home so peacefully,

with no struggle or any signs of pain.

Thank God for that.

Rest In Peace, YeYe...

You know that we'll always remember and love you forever...

Missed her extraordinarily much today too.

O Well, we should be glad, Him n Her have left for such a wonderful place,

after all these time spent here. Guess it's time they really Really enjoy themselves:)))

We ought to be happy.

But of course there would be a great deal of misses and reluctance..

He was there for us when we need him,providing infinity love for us , told us all his stories, carried us when we were babies, watch us grow up as time goes by, all the time spent in malaysia, teaching us how to slice fruits, making swings for us, taking us to the beach...

Happy for Him though:) Just like I was for Her.

Loved and Missed.

Boyfriend? Competitons?

Life has been sooooo darn boring so far.

No boyfriend , finding one is tough enough already.

But Finding a good one, seriously~

thats like close to impossible.

Trust me. Sigh~ but i want one:( a long lasting one

i really have no idea y some girls like to date so many guys,

all within such a short period of time. 2, 3 months jiu end liao.

i think finding a serious one is better than wasting ur time,

healing a broken heart or breaking others heart.

A boyfriend..hmmm... sigh.

It's been a long time since i joined any competition liao

i think maybe i should go find and join some competitions again

to see where my standards are already.

What say u?

Been trying to improve my voice.

sometimes its good, sometimes it lacks power..

No idea y. trying to figure it out.

i want go K!!!

but no time:( only at night. and i cant stay out too late.. sians~

Miss all my girls out there:)

XOXO

Angilica Ong

hHurt-ed, but still, thank you

I am not what i used to be le.

after u changed me,

im no longer what i used to be, so weak willed.

So stop imposing whatever previous impression u have about the current me OK.

Something inside me changed. for the better of course.

It's all because of u. Broke me but still thanks anyway.

for the lesson taught, though through the hard way, i learnt.

POWER

I LOVE DAI AI LING's voice!

no idea why she is not as famous yet.

Ding dang also. sigh...

powerful voices but not famous.

why.Why.WHY!??!

lols.. i sound so agitated.

hahhaha..

power in the house manzzz..

gona train till im lidat.

really.

So tired my eyes are closing but i dont feel like going to sleep~.~

Sianzz...

Attachment is TomMorRow!!..

i meant later. OMG just a few hours more only.

damn excited and scared at the same time.

dunno wad i am facing...

maybe cos its some unexpecting prospect that's y i'm afraid bahs..

hope that my future fellow colleagues would be friendly.

n wadever they ask me do i know wad to do~

i want to watch despicable me:(

i want to watch despicable me. but nobody is freee:(( and i got limited time nia. sigh..

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over le~

can still remember how i dreaded sch reopening because of p3 and attachment and fyp.

all those whinings.. hahhaha

now p3 over liao. in a blink of an eye.

next week going for attachment liao.

heard its a new company.

looking forward:)...

hopefully people are friendly there!

Stressed up liaoo

see la ANGIE WANG!!

dont follow plan jiu shi lidat de lo

So many times liao

still dont learn your lesson de lei.

Zen Me Ban!??

nvr mind, i shall try my best.

hopefully tmr sch bookshop gt open!!

praying crossing my fingers~

Time really flies..

Time really flies..

I miss my younger days suddenly.

Im almost reaching 20 le.

Er jie dou JC le.

And its visibly known that Dawn has matured alot though she's only in sec 2.

Reminiscing back the times when we were still all in the same primary school.

hahahah.. there was jia yi and kai kai too at that time.

we were all so close..

it was like just ytd when we were sitting together with a lot of cluttered books at the table learning the frustrating english, and practising maths and the memorising ting xie.

Back then, it was seriously frustrating. No Bluff.Lols..

Sigghh

but now, i would like to go back to those times when we were all so young, innocent and carefree.

With Her around, there were tears and laughters.

Fun times. and He would come back looking jolly and happy with midnight snacks.

A few weeks ago. the four of us were having dinner at home.

and He was saying, how five years ago, our family was so happy and complete.

Then he say, five years later, we wont even be sitting around with him like this having meals together. Because we would be busy with work and our stuff.

The thought itself is so true which is why Its so disheartening to hear it.

Will we really be like that?

Now that He is all alone, we cant allow ourselves to leave him alone by himself .

No. We Cant. NEVER...

family is important

OMG!

i got 海豚音.

not completely perfect yet though..

going to perfect it

so that i can do that confidently on stage.

Hm... but these few times on stage,

I found that my voice has deteriorated a bit.

Kinda affects my performance.

Actually not kinda, is A LOT!

SIGH

time for more exercise and continuous training of my diaphragm le

And one more personal thing.

I have to take note of taking into consideration my family time too

and being responsible

With School Work and Events,

i cant help but neglect my family a little.

They have been understanding..

but signs of displeasures sure is showing..

Gotto give them more time. which means less attention on singing

and more on family and school.

NEED to make a PLAN.

Smell of Memories

If only...

Meeting him could be avoided.

sitting there at far east,

I didn't know at that time that

He would be my first experience of falling out of love,

in a terrible way.

Really broke my heart though we weren't actually together.

Made me afraid of falling hard for another again.

Cautious from then on

From a person who naively believes in Love,

to a person who believes that men are all the same..

i sure have been through some tough times,

struggling on my own.

Now that I've been through all that,

I finally understood that some Men are the same.

Though the feeling for him has faded from love, to hatred, to 'feeling-less'

He has left a wound in me,

a wound that I believe would eventually leave a scar

a scar for me to remember this lesson well..

2 heartbreaks in just that few months.

Though the second one is i suggested the breakup de,

regretted a little, but still

sweet talks to other girls while in a r/s is like a horrible crime already.

I mean, where would we be if i haven't already break up with him?

Oh god, so many bad memories of these 2, esp the first one.

Terrible. Really Horrible.

The smell...

Sigh.. brings back all those heartbreaking memories

but surprisingly, i don't actually hate that smell.. so weird.

BUSY.