Tuesday, March 1, 2011
SILENCE is Golden??
There is like a strange emptiness in me.
like everything has gone calm and still....
Too calm.
its like a large part of me has been dug out and thrown away.
nothing is interesting nowadays.
everytime i ask u to stop msging me,
my heart would sour up a little.
its ironic. i want u to stop but i dont want u to stop:/
Our Break.
The first 2 -3 days, it was horrible.
the tears.
i just cant stop it.
it just keeps flowing...
Now that everything in me has been emptied,
there is this strange stillness and silence in me.
like as if i never knew u before.
am i really getting over u alrd?
is this the right feeling to feel?
i no longer know.
i just know that i was really really really upset the past 2 -3 days.
after that i am just numbed from all emotions.
is that how u felt?
i guess so bahs:/
Hais.. if only we could turn back time.
I really need Somebody sturdy.
Somebody who is sure of his feelings for me.
Somebody who support me in whatever i do.
Somebody who loves me.
and whom i love back of cos...
it's really sad. cos this person is hard to find.
and i thought that u were the one.
but u gave me a suprise.
a sad suprise :(
O well...
I just hope, if u r reading this, that u will treat your next one better.
and don't break her heart like this just because you're unsure of your feelings.
I Went to the beach this morning and thought it through...
I had enough of crying.
the reason i cried is because our break was too sudden and fast.
and u are a good guy.
and the thought of all our good times together.
how we were so loving.
But.
While i forget the love i have for you,
Tonight is the last time i'm going to cry because of you.
because i have learnt to be strong...
but regretfully and sadly, the hard way.
Angie.
P.S everytime i go through these hurtful times, a new me comes out.
a new girl who have gone through a lesson i learnt something:)
Thank you really.
Cos now that i got so much emotions, i can put all these hurt in my songs le:)
Thank you.
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