30th Emotional August

30th august is a special day.

had time spent with my family.

went for a delicious dinner at tamp

THEN HAAGAN DAZZ^^ whoooo~

but cant have u by my side today :/

Actually today i had a sudden urge to go mandai today.

to visit Her.

ALONE. nvr tried going alone.

duno y also

suddenly felt emotional. like now.

miss her terribly much on these kinda special days.

feel like toking to her but knowing that she's not going to reply is upsetting.

:'/

my thoughts.

Sometimes im afraid that if i show u too much affection,

u would retreat back.

Thats y i've always been a little hesitant in expressing myself out.

I would really love to spend my special day with you.

but then again, you're right, there are other more important factors that comes first.

Family is definitely more important.

Hopefully one day, u would be able to join me and my family...

you're 22 and im 19(finally oficially 19 today)

thts 3 yrs apart... and u definitely think more than i do.

Im glad i met u, as i've always told u repeatedly, again and again.

Because..... i REALLY am GLAD.