Thursday, March 31, 2011

Genting :D

I M BACKKKKK!!!!!!
went to genting b4, but tht was eons ago.
cant even rmb.
so went again.
this time round, with friends:DDD
Oh.
i realised smth.
its either bcos i didnt exercise on a regular basis
or its bcos im getting old le,
anyway, i got tired very fast.
hahhahahha~
think its the weather.
freezing sometimes.
but nice:p
going overseas with frens and together with family is a totally diff kinda feeling.
I LOVE IT both ways:))))
hahah...
had fun out there on my own.

missed my baby the whole trip:/
but tmr..wait its ltr! YAY!!! heee
hugggg uuuee tightttt!!!



Sunday, March 27, 2011

Baobeix

Loving Someone is accepting their everything.
the good AND the bad
Baby! I LOVE YOU and ur Everything!!!
hahahah~
jiayou for ur game.. which u r at now.
do ur best &
go win it!!!!!!!!!!
Hugsss u tightttt~

i wanna grow old with you


MUACKS!

Saturday, March 26, 2011

random:)

zen me ban?
i miss you already.

SIAN AH...

watched moulin rouge again:)
this is like the 100th time i watch le lo.
can even memorise their lines le
hahhah..
i'll nvr get tired of it.
Freaking nice show.
love it ttm :DD

Friday, March 25, 2011

BABY...

This is how i look when i have that sudden rush of emotion
.
.
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AND
this is what i feel when i think of you
.
.
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sigh...

Baby, thanks for all those stuff u bought for me:))
I LOVE THEM!
from the stuff all the way to the plastic bag!
hee:p

BABY! THESE ARE FOR YOUUUU









Baby I Love You ...
























































































































B!

B!!!!
STOP repeating whatever i write to you lei..
so mushyy~

SILLY BOY!
I MISSED YOU LAAAA!!!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

too happy?

All these seem so unreal..
cos im like too happy le.
im like happy the moment i wake up till the time i sleep.
im so scared that everything would suddenly vanish just like last time.

BABY!
我发现我越来越爱你了!
每一天爱你多一点
omg*shiver*
hao rou ma oh.
hahahhah..
i have no idea how come i would keep saying all these
lols.
muacks!!!
LOVE RAINY DAYS WITH YOU:p
*winks*

your WANG JINGHUI!

LOVE YOU TTM!

HI!

BABY! I LOVE YOU TTM!!!
thanks for doing that:)
so far for u yet u sent me all the way home.
when ur home is so near only.
2 HOURS LEI!
i expect u to just send me to mrt.
i duno, maybe this might be a small thing to you,
but it really meant a great deal to me.
really!serious! i swear!
*grinning*
Me love for you is gradually increasing de:D
爱死你了啦 !!!!!!!!!!!
oh oh.but u canot really 死 ok.
if not i will sad...

I know
you know
that im going to say this.
but im still saying this anyway,
IM SOOO EXCITED!
seeeing my baby tmr!

To Baby: u better go slp early ok! tmr then can wake up early go gym then meet me!

MUACKS love you la!!
hee~

love die you de S^^Y laopo and C^^E girlfriend
hahah~ u get wad i mean jiu can le:p

NOW GO SLP!
GO NOW!

Sunday, March 20, 2011

just me n my stuff...

its 11 plus le^^
means tmr is coming~ heee
can spend time with babi le!

26th is going to be a busy night for me:/
goto rush here and there to perform.
but its ok:)
i like it^-^
cause im doing smth i love A LOT~
but i still cant really decide on the songs.

anyway, i wanna learn guitar.
keep saying but nvr find people teach~

fever gone le.. if it doesnt come back tonight.
then i guess im cured..
OMG! i cured myself!!!
wahahahhaha~
so li hai !!! *clap clap* hee:p
but now left my throat.
and thats the most impt part of me-.-
better get well fast.

hehee

Hard to swallow:(
so i gave up eating aft awhile.
sian. no appetite also.
hmm..

anyway,
YAY! today is sun le:)
means tmr mon.
can see baby le^-^ hee~
so happy :p

Saturday, March 19, 2011

FEVER

its been such a long time since i had fever.
like so many years liao..
last time fever my mummy will tc of me.
now its just me.
sian diao...

38.6...
im feeling a little groggy and yun yun de.
kinda nauseous also and very cold.
WTH...
Wang Jinghui! faster get welll soon~
i ltr still want go out with bb lei:(
missed him:/

...

Not Well.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Got napha ltr.
yun dao.
hais... y they canot just help us tick participate?
we girl wad
pass or fail also not counted de mah.
waste time sia lidat~
SIAN AH!

baobei is working~
go earn money ok!
for me to spend.
muahahahahah~
*evil~* hee:p bleahs!!!
I love you la!

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Shout out msg to Baobei!

:D
im always happy with uue.
hope that wadever u said just now will really come true.
we would last wont we:))
I LOVE YOU!

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

苏奕铨 - 彩虹也会哭 (Tribute to Japan 311 Earthquake)


I really like the song.
the melody and the lyrics.
sang by a friend, Elson:)
well done on the song

Hmm.. everyday we watch news after news
day and night. day and night
everything is about the horrible after effects of the recent tsunami in Japan.
It must have seriously been living hell for them.
Its really anguishing and disturbing, seeing them like this.
We should all show our love and give them hope.
They are really strong people.
I mean after this disaster, the japanese are still so calm and collected.
No disturbance, no riots, no stealing, no 混乱
We should really just learn from them on how to be so disciplined
how to keep in order.
how to react to this kind of situation.
Really.Salute to those people.
If u can lend a helping hand. really, we should just give them help.
Be it donating money or just praying for them
Give them some glimpse of hope to look forward to life.

Is this the first blow of the impending end of the world that they keep saying?
hmmm... 2012.

Angilica Ong
deep thoughts...

The stage:)

Lols. ok i shall stop posting too much of my happiness liao
hahah.
if not my whole blog will seem very mushy~
i wanna go on stage and sing lei.
one week nvr le. kinda missed the feeling.
soon bahs. on the 26th:) at teck ghee.
gotto prepare.
the songs are more challenging this time round.
got listen, but nvr actually sang eng songs before sia.
hopefully its ok:D
hahah~

but seriously, im like smiling to myself everytime.
its freaky.
hahhahahahhaha~ ANGIE WANG!
YOU HAVE TO STOP DOING THAT!!!
lols:p


Baby!

OMG.
i cant contain it anymore!
i want to shout it out mannnn!!!!!!

hahahahah~
living in overwhelming happiness nowww~
lols
I Heart You!!
sighhhhhhhhhh...

Angilica Ong.
*smiling until my cheeks hurt:p*

:p bleahs *blush*

heart my somebody !!!
hahahahah..
You make me feel so happy today when u asked me.
bleahss~
hope everything goes smoothly from now on:D
smiling like a freaky crazy silly girl.
even when im alone i smile like siao.
hahahaha...
*shy**

Saturday, March 12, 2011

a new me:D

I AM SUPER READY TO EMBRACE MY NEW LIFE :D
LOOKING FORWARD :))

F YOU :)

IF u r reading this,
Last msg to You like forever:

Dear You,

PLEASE DO NOT FEEL GUILTY.
DO NOT. i repeat. DO NOT
thank you very much.

I dont deny its hard getting over us.
becos everything suddenly stopped very fast when i thought everything was like alright.
so i admit it was pretty hard to accept that fact
AT THAT POINT OF TIME.

But our breaking up,
im glad u did it:)
Really.

I think u think so too, im finally admitting it now. that
Yes, u are a jerk :)
and yup,
FUCK YOU *wide smile~* lols.. i said it!
:)* pls *ahem* mind my manners*
i only use F*** when i think u deserve it.
im normally not vulgar de:)) really.

OH.
And good luck to ur current gf :D
hope u last long~
i really hope she knows u WELL ENOUGH already :)
thanks alot for the time that u have wasted on me^^
im glad we had fun together.

And honestly,
i seriously dont believe that u and me would have fate in future:)
TRUST ME ON THIS~

Yours Sincerely n lovingly :) ,
Your Ex Girlfriend^-^

P.S Please stop thinking that i cant get over you. hahaha.. NO-.-
Stop pitying me ok.
It's just plain stupid.
There is nothing to pity me about.
so stop trying to persuade me to get over you.
its not working...
i will remember u.
i forgive:)
but i dont forget...

Anyway, thanks for everything.

Love

Learning to b happy again.
Learning that behind my every smile and laughter hides a knife and pain.
Learning to b very very cautious
Learning not to love too hard
Learning that if one day a guy suddenly stopped saying i love you, its time to let go.
Learning that once the trust is broken, its nvr coming back
Learning that faith goes the same as trust too.
Learning that falling in love is easy, but wanting to get out of it, ahhhh..that is the hard part.
Learning to not love a gemini guy ever again. OMFG. twice already. should hv learnt it le bahs.
Learning to forgive:) but nvr forget.
Learning that a lesson learnt should remain a lesson learnt.

That, is love.
and i am letting it ALLLLLLLLL go:D
brave right?
hahahah..i know:p
heee... :')

Friday, March 11, 2011

oh god

:)

dropping it.
moving on:D

Ytd was just a rush of emotion.
hahah.
Not saying tht i was not affected.
hahah. nope.
i was affected.
but then again,
this is life:)
cant avoid de.
haixx..god.
seriously learnt my lesson le.
hope these would all stop soon.
i dont want play le.
its not fun.

i want to feel loved too.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

BRAIN to HEART talk

:HOW MY BRAIN TALKS TO MY HEART:
Let go...
Angie Wang. let go.

slowly...
yes. lift it up and drop it.

yes, thats it.
good girl...

drop it.

DROP IT!


release.

Release

RELEASE!

phew~
good girl
guai:)..
wait
.
.
.
WAIT
.
.
HEY HEY HEY!!

what are u doing!?!?!?
WAIT!!

*picks up a piece of the shattered remains*
*puts into heart*
*brain rolls eye at heart*
!!!ANGIE WANG!!!
OMFG
Seriously.
Ure hopeless-.-
*yun dao~*

I give up.
i dont care le
sui bian ni...





Angilica Ong.

:D

Am feeling happy these past 2 days.
dunno y.
lols~ hahahahahahahahhahaahhaahahha~

SIAO LIAO :P

Angilica Ong XP

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

^-^

ANGILICA ONG

:)
im feeling happy!
hahahah...
but i have no freaking idea why.
lols~

...

Now im having a rush of emotion...
Should i move on?
But there is still a little bit of me left in the past, refusing to budge.
Am i happy now?
Or am i still upset?
Hmmm... see all these contradictory factors which are getting me confused?
Hais...

Monday, March 7, 2011

SIAN

AM I STILL GRADUATING OR NOT!?!?

after fyp still need redo storyboard.
still got design show to prepare.
still need to submit so many things...
Sian diao-.-

its been a long time since i went to the movies.
people i find are always not free.
jiu shi wrong timing.
Sian diao-.- AGAIN.

Where are all the free people in the world sia???

SIAN DIAO!!!

Angie Wang

Saturday, March 5, 2011

:(

Am feeling down again.
Sian diao :/
OMG
ANGIE WANG JINGHUI!
WAKE UPPPP!!!!
stop living in ur dreamland le:(
not coming back not coming back he is not coming back.
WTF. seriously.
I should let myself be busy.
nvm can vent out all my frustrations on stage ltr.
hmmm~

Friday, March 4, 2011

the ultimate camwhores u never knew :p

!!! US !!!
people that dont break my heart!!!
(hmm.. ok only sometimes, when im mad at them)




my sister is pretty here! so i decided to post:p (even though im blurred) hahah~







ME! and im not denying that i camwhore in the past~




ahahaha~ Stupid:p



胡夏 Hu Xia「愛 都是對的」完整版MV

nice song:) thank you for introducing this song to me:)
love it:)
didnt miss out on a great song:D

i really missed us.
but since u dont want to go back le.
then lets move on with our lives bahs..


胡夏 Hu Xia「愛 都是對的」完整版MV

nice song:) thank you for introducing this song to me:)
love it:)
didnt miss out on a great song:D

i really missed us.
but since u dont want to go back le.
then lets move on with our lives bahs..


have i gotten used to it?
hmmm..

Thursday, March 3, 2011

林育羣-一個人生活MV


小胖!!! 好可爱哦!!!
he is power man and so cuteee~^^
he 翻唱 until very naise:)
my all time favourite song:D

李聖傑 - 抱歉MV


李圣杰 - 抱歉
作词:李焯雄 作曲:李圣杰&谭志华
忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才会让你一个人走
为什么总在失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才有听说
你最爱的人还是我
多想妥协 多想眷恋
我想你在身边
能不能够让我们从来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
当那一天当我们还强烈
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍
忘了我们是在什么时候
选择放开彼此的手
忘了我们为了什么理由
才确定不能再挽留
为什么总在失去后才懂得
才发现你对我最重要
为什么到后来我才有听说
你最爱的人还是我
能不能够让我们从来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
当那一天当我们还强烈
你说过要陪我走到永远
还是你在敷衍
能不能够让我们从来一遍
是否对我还有相同感觉
我不想要再对自己抱怨
也不想再狼狈
当那一天当我们还强烈
你说过要陪我走到永远
但你却说 抱歉

the mv is a little weird.
but lee sheng jie's songs are always so true.
his lyrics totally speaks whats in my heart n mind.
listen alrd got the heart pain feeling.
hais... ive nvr tried singing a guy's song.
but if can, i confirm can put in alot of emotions de...
hmmm~

haiz. y? y not? :)

One thing i really canoot understand
is that why isit when 2 person still like each 0ther,
they cant be together.
wait till fate.
haha..honestly, fate just comes once.
either u grab it and treasure it.
or u crush it and lose it.
to me, its a one time thing.
its nvr going to come back.
u let a chance pass u by, its nvr going to come back again.

I missed you.
but i guess this feeling would pass by very quickly
just like how i used to feel sad about us.
now, its just emptiness and void of any emotions for you. hm

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

looking forward:)

Presentation today. damn scary.
omg. im freaking out le. 50 more mins till i leave home.
goto calm myself down and soothe out these nerves.
hahahha~
hopefully its the last presentation of my 3 yrs in poly.
phew...
so fast jiu 3 yrs le.
many many many things happened during these 3 yrs.
1. Family matters:(

2. The start and the end of many heartbreaking relationships and 暧昧关系。
how i have learnt and gained so much knowledge from these good and bad experience.
of cos, there are good times together, but its the bad times that i learnt smth:)

3. i started my singing path and how i worked hard and improved myself:D

anyway, these times were gone pretty fast. but i shant say it was gone in a flash though.
cos its really hard at times, stuggling to meet datelines and submissions.
hahahah~

Angilica Ong:D
P.S im seeing myself looking forward already:) instead of wallowing in all that sadness^-^ although my heart still sour up sometimes..

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

10 more mins till i close my tap.

SILENCE is Golden??

There is like a strange emptiness in me.
like everything has gone calm and still....

Too calm.

its like a large part of me has been dug out and thrown away.
nothing is interesting nowadays.
everytime i ask u to stop msging me,
my heart would sour up a little.
its ironic. i want u to stop but i dont want u to stop:/

Our Break.
The first 2 -3 days, it was horrible.
the tears.
i just cant stop it.
it just keeps flowing...

Now that everything in me has been emptied,
there is this strange stillness and silence in me.
like as if i never knew u before.
am i really getting over u alrd?
is this the right feeling to feel?
i no longer know.

i just know that i was really really really upset the past 2 -3 days.
after that i am just numbed from all emotions.
is that how u felt?
i guess so bahs:/
Hais.. if only we could turn back time.

I really need Somebody sturdy.
Somebody who is sure of his feelings for me.
Somebody who support me in whatever i do.
Somebody who loves me.
and whom i love back of cos...
it's really sad. cos this person is hard to find.
and i thought that u were the one.
but u gave me a suprise.
a sad suprise :(

O well...
I just hope, if u r reading this, that u will treat your next one better.
and don't break her heart like this just because you're unsure of your feelings.
I Went to the beach this morning and thought it through...
I had enough of crying.
the reason i cried is because our break was too sudden and fast.
and u are a good guy.
and the thought of all our good times together.
how we were so loving.
But.
While i forget the love i have for you,
Tonight is the last time i'm going to cry because of you.
because i have learnt to be strong...
but regretfully and sadly, the hard way.

Angie.
P.S everytime i go through these hurtful times, a new me comes out.
a new girl who have gone through a lesson i learnt something:)
Thank you really.
Cos now that i got so much emotions, i can put all these hurt in my songs le:)
Thank you.