Y m i in this situation, AGAIN !?

OMG !!

why is this situation repeating itself over and over again!?

I think i was wrong in trying to think that maybe if we stay like this,

i could change him one day

WTH was i thinking !?

i don't like getting so Emo and interrogate him

when I'm talking to him

why am i becoming like this sia?

maybe he changed me instead.

got to get out of this situation. Fast.

Before i change into another person totally.

I need someone who loves, appreciate and give me attention.

NOT someone who lacks appreciation, interest and is sometimes cold...

Man, this is absurd. i don't want to repeat this again. SERIOUSLY! HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!

To: Baby

THANK YOU DARLING~

You might want to know why I thank you yesterday.

Well, it is because you came at the right time and pulled me out of my misery

When you came into my life 3 months ago,

he was just leaving my life...

My heart was hurting like hell.

Luckily you came in at the right time

and pulled me out and away from that painful situation.

Though I realised that when I saw his photos yesterday it still hurts,

but I can confirm that the pain is getting lesser.

Thank you baby:) for entering my life at that time

You might hurt me later on in life, I don't know.

But I can say that I've not regretted this decision

of staying on and getting to know you,

my friends might have been right about you

and I love them for trying to talk me out.

There might not be an ending for us

But I think it is still not the time to leave. Yet.

I Love You Dear. and shall I add that I have never regretted my decision.

*this speech was just a sudden spur of rashness but i shall post it anyway:p*