Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Current state: under confusion

Alot of things have happened.
N everything is settled.
But did I make a right desicion?
Did I make a seriously wrong judgement once again?
I wonder :/

Saturday, March 17, 2012

A Brand New Me

Today is 16th March, Friday.
It has been a very memorable week for me.
A turning point I must say.
Many things have happened in this 1 year. And I must say, most of the things are pretty nasty for me or rather whoever is involved in it. All of us don't want an unhappy life but most of the times we just can't help ourselves when our emotions take control.
I'm glad things are alright now. Hopefully it always will be from now on.

Through this week, we had our 1st yr. although it was spent just like any other day, but I'm glad I have you. And I must admit, this one year was tough for u n ESP me. But we hv overcame it. We had a rough time. Let's enjoy ourselves thoroughly from now on ok?

And finally we have come to an agreement. Glad that we can talk so straightforwardly. I must admit i still dont like u very much(im sure u too) but i like that ure a straightforward person. And I like pple who doesn't beat around the bush when it comes to serious matter.

In this week, I had some WJH time alone with my family. Hvnt been spending much time with him as compared to last time. Feels weird without being able to see u almost everyday. But I hope u like the freedom n space I'm giving u tht u longed to have:)

Within this week, I have also undergone a teeny tiny breakdown of depression. Mostly due to work+other reasons. But I'm glad Im the kind of person whose emotions just go as quickly as they come. I wish that I would be happy always from now on. And I'm going to stay positive from now on. Depression is no fun.. Got all my emotions mixed up although that confused feeling is almost gone now, I'm still unclear. Hopefully, I can get it all. Learned and straightened out ASAP. Thts for now, enjoy life pple! It doesnt give u a second chance. Live the way u love n leave no regrets:) cheers and ciao~
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