Heartbroken

YOU, Are Seriously The Person I Thought You Were.. Using Me for ur own benefits. Asshole!! i hate u laaa stupid stupid!!! * i hate u was refering to u. Stupid was refering to me.*

And i tot you were different. Thought there were some good in the notorious you. Guess u people are alllll the same. Totally broke me inside. ( If you just like the girl, and had no intention of getting together with her, NEVER NEVER EVER EVER say u love her ok)

One good thing though, my feelings have only just deepened. Its good that i pulled myself out before another further harm to myself. Actually just now i was really praying hard and hoping u had just said:' No Baby, I Dont Want' but HA HA i think im just kidding miself here. Cos the love that keeps hanging by ur lips are all superficialll.. Gonna try and heal this heart, yet again and this time round, I AM GOING TO PROTECT IT WELL.

Worst year ever.What kinda freaky year is this!? Harmed by 2 guys in just 4 months-.- No more trust left for guys liao. Alll used on these 2 dumbass...

I've always told you this time after time, dont ever say I love you unless you really mean it. So when i say it, i really really mean it..

And my Last Words to you are... I Love You.

Miss Friend With Benfits

Went to surf the net: Why I love you, but cant be together?

Ans: DUMB GIRL!! COS HE JUST WANTS U FOR HIS OWN BENEFITS WITHOUT FREAKING COMMITTING TO THIS RELATIONSHIP!!! AND THEN WHEN HE FINDS THE ONE, YOU CANT BE ANGRY TOO, COS YOU ARE NOT HIS Damn GirlFriend IN THE FIRST PLACE..

*summarised myself aft looking at majority people de comments*

Okay lo. A friend with benefits. Guess that's the only reason. Since u gave me no ans, I had to search for it myself...

Is commitment really that scary? Seeing you like that makes me wonder too..

Think i should really come to a decision soon. Should stop wasting my time on a person who is not thinking of showing me off to the world, who only likes mi at my best.

I know a Virgo thinks & critque a lottt . I do too. But if you think too long, you might miss the golden opp..

Sometimes Hot Sometimes Cold. Y dear?

Dedicating this song to u: If I Were a Boy.BeyonceKnowles