Monday, November 29, 2010

ARGH the feeling again.

Still feeling a little regretful about the decision i made:(
BUT AIYAH!!!
Should heck care le.
Since you dont really care jiu suan le bahs.
The ending of us might still be this way.
Im feeling stupid now.
getting upset all by myself here
when you are ok there.
but then again, the feeling is really H.O.R.R.I.B.L.E
Even till now, though everything might seem alright now.
but inside im still struggling to get out of this shitty feeling.
Feeling alone.
Oh Gosh. hope the feeling would go away soon.
GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY!!!

:(

Saturday, November 27, 2010

A New Turn. A New Challenge. A New Me




















ITS TIME...

Hate my Life now.
Need some changes to get my life right.
Need to set a/some Goal(s) and Target(s).
Need to get myself up and going again.
Yes, thats right.
IT IS TIME TO STOP EMOING LE.
i have had enough le.
This is not the life i want!
No, definitely NOT.
Not worth wasting it on useless stuff.
Should Stop trying to make myself get over him but just leave it as it is le.
things would turn out right someday:) ...
True that I had an lousy experience this time.
Though there were definitely happy times..
Another Lesson Learnt, store it & stop dwelling on it,
It's time to move on ...
In Life there are always Up and Down.
Well, guess im having my down side this time round
Thankfully, i have been hurt much much worse than this before.
So I can definitely take it this time:)
Put on a Brave Front no matter how painful it is now and move my ass,
Get myself outta this shit !!!
A Positive Mind would Attract Positive Prospects and in turn get Positive Results (^-^)
It's time to Grow Up again :)

P.S Thank you pple out there who has given me their support:) really appreciate it.

THANK YOU :)






















Thursday, November 25, 2010

sian sian sian sian sian

Waaaa..i seriously seriously dont like this sian diao de feeling man.
Haix... think don't fall in love is better.
Cant bear another heartbreak le.
i think i can die...

Why must u turn out to b like this.
if dont have feel jiu dont start mah.
start liao then somebody confirm will get hurt de lo.
Mayb this is retribution. Karma ah ~
Healing wounds in process...
I HATE YOU!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

A piece of advice to you.

Want a r/s jiu dont flirt. Flirt liao is lidat de lo. Regret le bahs?
Better go get her back.
Who wouldn't want their partner all to themselves?
Now u know wads the feeling le bahs.
Stupid lo u.
After she come back
Don't do it again le.
Thats the reason i left u too.
But i guess she is more unfortunate to have to go through wad i have been through.
It hurts like HELL ok.
So u better listen up and be FAITHFUL.
Stupid Guy...
Now that we r frens le. im giving u this piece of advice.
TREASURE HER.!
Im glad i dont love u anymore.

Angilica Ong

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

For the people out there

I found this somewhere.. pretty interesting.

To My Friends Who Are.......... .SINGLE


Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can
make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............ NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.


To My Friends Who Are............ PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they
aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look
in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works
both ways...


To My Friends Who Are........... .MARRIED

Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I
wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'


To My Friends Who Are............ ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how
good you are for each other.


To My Friends Who Are............ HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to
go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.


To My Friends Who Are............ NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too
persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.


To My Friends Who Are........... .POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but
it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............ AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.


To My Friends Who Are............ STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.

To You.

I don't need somebody who just contact me as and when he likes.
Why do i want to find somebody who tortures me so much?
I should stop playing the fool already.

There are so many people out there who genuinely cares about me.
Your kind of action always tell me that you already don't care.
So why the hell am i still waiting hopefully for an answer to this humongous question?
U contacting me is so little that i no longer sit there waiting for it.

Yes,
A Clever Girl Should Learn How To Protect Herself from Harmful Boys.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Virgo.

Virgos are rationale creatures.
this is a statement, not a question.
well i guess so.
Cause i always think too much ...

Feeling frustrated :/
Why do i keep going back when I already sorted out my thoughts.
Playing.playing.playing.playing.playing.playing.
Nothing else le.
We are impossible.
Can't go back to what we used to be~
I'll just have to accept and move on...
Need to go and walk it out le.

Virgority Angilica

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Terrifyingly in Love (Like)

And I~ in love...
And I~ am terrified.
.Terrified by Katherine McPhee ft Zachary Levi .

So true right?
From the moment u refused to answer
I knew it.
And from that point on,
I gave u up.
It's tiring to think that its possible.
It's exhausting to just hold on to this, alone.
It's irritating to believe that u like me.
Life goes on though, doesn't it?
Just put on a brave front,
store the past away
and move on...

I shall find myself a better one
who treats me better than u did.
and treasures me more than u thought u did.
Somebody.
It's hard though,
for 2 person to have mutual feelings
and have their actions appreciated and reciprocated.
but o well, either he comes or he don't.
But You,
u had ur chance and u decide to just leave it hanging.
It's pretty obvious, the choice u made.
Though u didn't make it known.

I like you,
but to have it one sided is really really...
So i have decided.
I shall make the desicion for you.
No, for Us.
Cheers to the days to come for us.

Angilica ("/)

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

TIRED TTM!

Malacca was pretty ok...
BUT
come back need to complete assignment
slongside FYP..zzz
Tired TTM man!
the whole world around me is like spinning le.
cant stand it , going slp le.

Opinion changed.
Mindset changed.
Target corrected,
Goal SET.

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Presentation tmr.
Sian diao
disappointed today man.
tot can go out aft submission
yuan lai still got presentation...
SERIOUSLY hor...
HAIX



Monday, November 8, 2010

:p

Hm. want to learn :
guitar and dance.
hahhahah
im greedy mannn~
lols.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

:/

:( i also don wan to ask those qns.
but u never show properly.

haix. stupid you.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

hm.

Should I?
Should I?
Should I?
Should I?Should I?Should I?
Should I?Should I?Should I?Should I?
Should I?Should I?
Should I?
Should I?Should I?Should I?
Should I?
Should I?
Should I?Should I?Should I?Should I?
Should I?Should I?Should I?
Should I?Should I?
Should I?
Should I?
Should I?
SHOULD I???

What if..... I Did?

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Dont like Playboys.
They break hearts.
Y cant they just settle down with a girl
and love her with all their heart.
Guess thats y they call them Playboys..
A person's heart is very VERY fragile
That's y its being protected by so many other body parts.
Once its injured it heals really slowly
but no matter how 'healed' it is
it will always leave a scar.
and a lesson learnt, the hard way.
I've learnt mine..
and i am scared of repeating the same mistakes again.
for fear of getting hurt. Again.


Monday, November 1, 2010

haix

Busy Tues
Busy Wed