It's You.

I dont understand why are you doing this to me.
Can u tell me why?
You're driving me into a depression le.
I hate this feeling.

But guess what?
each time it happens,
im feeling the hurt lesser and lesser.
I think its starting to affect me less le.
If one day i realise tht it doesnt matter to me anymore.
i guess thats the end of my love for you le bahs.
And pls rmb...
You are the one who made me this way.
If this were to happen one day,
You are the one that forced me to stop loving you.
Dont blame anyone.
Not even the girls and that bitch.
Although they play a big part.

You just dont see it,do you?
The main problem lies in you.

i want my mummy

When im sad i think of her
When im depressed i think of her
When im upset i think of her
When im emo-ing i think of her
.
.
.
I missed the feeling of having a real Mummy...

A moment of sweetness. Then its all gone...

I'm getting the attack again :(

It's kind of like u see smth u really wish u hadnt.

then that surge of hotness boils up in u. all the way to ur throat.

then u start to find it hard to breathe properly

then it subsides.

but the feeling is still there.

and it will stay there for as long as the thing has found a solution.

Why lie to me again?