By2-2011年台中跨年 part 2

By2 de voice matured alot.

no longer the young girl voice le.

got some hou du le.

but then hor..it sounds a little weird lei..

小孩很忙20100604 小小彬&阿寶的超可愛甜蜜親親~~

CUTE!!!!!! TTM!!

I ALSO WANT A KISS LIDAT! LOLS :P

[Fancam] 101202 Taeyeon SNSD - Hoot

TAEYEON!!!!!!!!

meltzz!

Girls' Generation(소녀시대) _ 훗(Hoot) _ MusicVideo

Love taeyon!!!

not only is she so cutee!!

and is such a responsible leader,

HER VOCALS ARE SUPERB ALSO!!

omg~

oh and snsd de dance is always so pretty!!

Im back..

and im definitely not looking forward to what are coming up next..

busy months to come

with heavy workload and stuff.

which also means i dont hv a lot of time to spend with him le:/

i wanna go away again!

and i wanna stay there with u forever!!

but kinda impossible man~

sians!

bobian.. going back to my life le...

Not her. definitely

HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY! HAPPY!

tmr going awayyy~

Another thing.

I happened to chance on this opportunity to view her wall.

I duno y, but after reading her posts..

Somehow i dont feel anything lei.

Im not sad nor angry that she said those hurtful words abt me.

I mean, even though i would nvr forget wadever words she vented.

and it did affect me a little,

somehow, her words... hm. i dont know.

doesnt stir much feelings lei..

should i feel smth? angry?sad?jealous??

hmm...

aiyah. going genting happily.

nth is going to affect me^-^

not HER definitely :)

Whoo hooo~

p.s trying to adapt without makeup le. hm..bu xi guan lei..

YAY!

Going genting again!

nxt tues:)

second time le.

going with diff person this time round.

so the experience should be different too bahs^^

i seriously cant wait!!

hahah~

Scared..

Im terrified now..

A guy likes me.

I like the guy.

We get together.

Everything goes really well.

Too well.

I fall really in love.

He doesnt as much.

I get paranoid.

We got disputes.

I got scared.

I would initiate breaks.

this is Usually how it works.. for me.

i dont want:((((

which is why im terrified now.

Baby:)

i really hope we would last.

i love you.

and its increasing every second.

but im getting scared.

and u know y.

i told u le.

i miss you~

muacks!

ai ni oh!!!

ALL the enlistment letters have arrived.

BABY! IM GOING TO MISS YOU!

but im glad u r looking forward to it:)

jiayou k!

And dont worry its lame to just leave u bcos im lonely.

I wont leave u de-.-

i will only do so IF...

1) u ask me to :((((((

2) u did smth wrong to me(like change heart, or u got bored of me le, or u..i duno, alot) :((

OR

3) if u turned gay AND ask me to go away:((((((((((((((((((((((

IF NOT, I WONTTTTTT. muahahahhaa :D ok!!!!

I love you:)

i need u!

but u werent here:p

heehee.

make it up to me uh busy man!

u say de, Im QUEEN nxt week!

muahahahaha~

I love you :)

Emotional Me

I am an emotional person.

i am happy.i smile

i am sad. i cry

i am angry. i keep silent

i am exuberant. i laugh

last night was sad for me...cant slp the whole night :'(

but i am glad ure being honest with me

although u do need some prompting.

i know u have loved her once.

which is why u might be really close with her now.

i mean at the end of the day like you said, u 2 will still hv gan qing.

but let me tell u, although my pasts do not last long,

i have loved them once too

but i wont be that close with any of them now.

because i know that u would be hurt if i do.

and because i love you. i wont do anything to hurt you.

well, me and them. we still keep in contact.

but not in the kind of way u talk to her.

it hurts me to know that.

and i am just telling you that i'm feeling upset about this.

i really am affected by it.

and just to let you know

its hard to trust again once the trust is broken.

'Trust is like an eraser; it gets smaller after every mistake'

so pls prove to me that u r somebody whom i can have faith in.

and that i have made the right choice.

i love n care about u enough to get so affected.

and i really wish this sad feeling would stop.

whenever i see u, i think of this

and i get scared and sad.

zen me ban.

mayb its the phobia i get in the past.

im afraid u would do smth hurtful to me like what they did.

i think im dwelling on this too much.

but i just cant get this off my mind and heart.

i need reassurance.

but i dont know how im going to get that back from u...

OMG. I freaking cant stop thinking about it.

My super Bad Habit and the accurate Sixth Sense thingy is rising up in me again:/

Hate it man!

lousy feeling~

140411

140411!!! hee:p

And many many more months and years to come.

I hope...

hmmm....

Had something worrisome on mind that has been bothering me the whole afternoon.

Luckily i had it cleared with baby just now.

it was really silently killing me inside.

thank goodness i told u everything that was cooped up in me.

and i really really hope that whatever u said is completely true.

Though not utterly & totally convinced,(might be due to past experiences,causing me to be so wary n on guard) but Baobeix. i still love you for you. and i wont regret that i had once loved you:)

Happy Monthsary dear.

missing you already.

See you when i see you. which is *sigh* long time away...

Your WJH forever:p

P.S hope that you would like my gift. though i didnt exactly buy it but i put in A LOT of effort k!!!

so u must like it no matter what. i wont take dislike for an answer OK! muahahahhaha*evil laughter*~

Oh and i LOVE your gift(including that huge amnt of cash spent on us today)

lovesss xoxo!

and bao bao. the angry me would be quieter than that and scarier. just now that abnormally quiet side of me is just the worried and thinking side. u wouldnt wanna try the angry side. trust me.. unless u brave enough and wanna try:p hahah

MUACKS UUE!

Everything's wrong

Sigh..

i really think my flu is thinking of staying with me permanently:/

hate it when my nose dont ting hua.

everything is going downhill for me now.

when everything is not going well,

i tend to think alot

and when i think alot.

it means not good.

cos it would affect my everything.

my mood,

the way i perceive things and people.

things that might seem safe and secure once might look hazardous and rocky now

Im scared.

im like cowering in a shadow right now,

trying to cling onto the things that makes me happy.

i need my reassurance now.

YES!

Literally NOW.

im going crazy le:(

wads wrong with me!?

Angilica Ong.

really sian man,

duno how to break the news:/

Haiz..

and i miss my special somebody~

:/

OMG. sian diao.

I really dont wanna retake it:(

from the start jiu choose wrong topic.

mayb tads y will fail.

last time all those projects dou ok de.

but seriously la.

i struggled through fyp.

cos music piracy. there is like no way to totally solve it.

they always tell us to choose a topic we like.

but then

Nxt time, i am going for a safe topic instead of a topic i like.

REALLY SIAN when i saw it:/

ZOMG.

heart suan suan de.

first time in poly life i failed smth.

and such an impt thing somemore.

SIAN AH!

CRAZAEEEE

I think i siao le.

hahahahahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhahahahhahahahhaha~

will smile without fail everytime i think of u.

lols.

you tell me.

this is not siao is wad?

ANGIE~

就是你了！

Ive got tons of feelings trying to express to u how much i treasure you:)

In short.

u just hv to know that

I LOVE YOU BABY BOY!

Really. No bluff.

i am the kind of person that say i love you when i really really mean it.

not anyhow de:)

I LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOUI LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angilica Ong..

p.s dear i missed you already.

and u look super cute in ur new hair:))

A fun 3rd Apr

Been busy today since morning.

phew...

FINALLY went and got ourselves registered le^-^

if not i duno till when then will get this settled lo..

Pple. im talking bout driving lessons.

hahahah...

yea. total amount, calculated le.

not cheap man!!! Its madness lo.

Aft that went out with daddy buy BIG stuff.

lols.. now i need to get the room cleaned out le for that thing-.-

yay~*sarcastically.rolls eye*

had a short meet up with pat n kel just now.

short meeting but REALLY ENJOYABLE!

heeeeeeeeeee~

we really got alot to talk about.

and yea. my dear baby was busy today:)

so i kept myself busy too :p

then wont miss him too much.

it didnt really work...

so much for trying.lols.

but Angie Wang,*clap clap* for the effort put in

hahahahah~

im here 自highing to myself. lols

busy week coming up. tmr esp.

busy,but happy:DD

Angilica Ong.

Just My Point of View...

Been on a lot of train rides recently

Seen alot of interesting things going on.

Almost everyone would be buried in their electronic devices.

(mainly i phone)

its really a sight.

i've seen almost a whole row of pple using theirs phones.

its really interesting.

oh.AND ONE OF THE THINGS THAT I REALLY CANNOT STAND.

Boys should really stop carrying ur gf's handbags.

u should look at yourself.

its really funny and weird.

and you tend to look really gay & handpeck. SERIOUS.

i mean its ok to carry ur gf's HEAVY bag or just holding onto shopping bags if it looks ok on you.

but hanging a girly handbag over ur shoulders with ur own bag strapped on you alongside with all those shopping bags in ur hand, while ur gf stand next to you holding nothing -.-'''

its really ridiculous looking la.

i mean, cant your girl take it herself?

its not like its really heavy or wad.

i know bfs should dote on gfs but seriously, its kinda over the line.

Of course there are many other stuff.

Omg. suddenly feel so bitchy. hahahhahahah~

but im an honest person.

i dont like i say mah...

eh. if u feel u r offended with what i say,pls dont.

cos im just speaking my mind.

not pint pointing anybody k.

busy week next week. loads of stuff going on.

and i SERIOUSLY goto start my jian fei routine le.

BABY! dont feed me le!

hahahah~