Y does mine always go wrong?

How come some people de relationship can be so perfect?

Perfect as in they quarrel,

They make up.

They still stay in love

There is still trust.

How come mine cant?

Wads wrong with me?

I always thought i found the right man.

Everything was so perfect.

But out of all the things, the most important criteria of a rs has to be destroyed bcos u think its alright to do that.

I really feel wasted that our rs has to go wrong

bcos of what u had done

Its really such a waste.

Summary of my Thoughts 010711

This kind of thing just keeps repeating itself.

Then when we're about to try smth new to change it all,

You protest about smth

and we're back to square one.

This is really frustrating.

We each have our own faults i guess...

I know u've been changing.

and i believe that.Really.

but i still cant help feeling insecure due to the lack of trust.

Which is why i would keep saying stuff like that, hoping u would really promise me and gimme a confirmation that u wouldn't do it again.

but as u promise, u also said that u cant really confirm what's going to happen in future.

-.-''' isnt that as good as not saying whatever promises u made

Can u see now?

Lots of thoughts are going through my mind. and im supposed to give u an ans tmr.

Hopefully u would like it.

If we cant contd anymore,

then all the best to u and ur prospective girls in the future.

Hopefully one day u would find a girl who can tolerate ur (this) character.

If we were to have one more chance to move forward tgt again,

i really hope we wont fall back into this same pattern once more...