Physically and mentally drained sia..Sch Work + Learning new Songs..
EXHUASTED & TIRED.
So many things to do and worry bout.
not enough time though. wish time could just stop right now and let me finish my stuff~
the most worrisome thing now is that i m soooo scared that my comp might crash anytime.
Damn scary~
Now, i am just sooo GLAD that THAT previous r/s with him has ended earlier on.
If not, i seriously could die with so much stuff in my head.
Realised that he only give me worries. Not much happiness..
Came to realise that i WANTED happiness with and from him.
But he doesnt give it easily.
Duno is bcos his character is like this, Or bcos he doesnt love me,enough.
Thats why being with him is a tiring matter.
Because i give much MUCH more than he does.
Wait, actually, if you really really LOVE the person a lot, u dont and wont really mind how much u give.
Guess, he is just the kind of guy i want, but dont really actually LOVE deep down.
No Wonder there are all these problems surfacing bout insecurities..
Hard to be with someone who doesnt shower u with care and concern yea?
Someone who only show signs of flirtatious behaviour.
Till now, im still kinda pissed by his behaviour. WTH.
But Nvm its good that im alrd getting away from his environment.
One less worry would do good for me:))
