talk - brain = rubbish

This is what u get when u dont think through before saying things...

She commented on my blog bcos she was unhappy about me due to some misunderstandings. but without using much of her intelligent brain cells like she say she have, this is how she insulted me.

To this anonymous person:

im glad u did this. bcos i grew up from each of ur critisms and learnt that there is actually such people out there. Only then can i show u what is really called the civilised world.

btw, i posted this is to remind the people who are reading this post that one should not get too fed up with such people. cos its really just not worth it. dont u just find her amusing and interesting.

everything was none of her biz. and she does not get her facts right. but she can insult people till this standard. we should really applaud her bravery. (these post is for people who didnt see how brave she was when she insulted my life.)

And to the people out there. even if u are really pissed with a person, u should NEVER take their dreams AND their families as a joke.Remember this. and i hope this person grows up soon.

Anonymous said...

hmmm.. this is what they describe as 'pot calling the kettle black' ? you started this first by getting involved with an attached guy.. since when the third party can be so indigent? seems to me that you are the one in the wrong.. unless you are so in your own world that you don't know what is happening in reality? don't talk to people about their academic progress unless you have higher qualification. Someone who can't even graduate from poly for diploma have no right to criticize others. In sociology, there is something we refer to as social norms and socially acceptable behavior. All your actions doe not fit into social norms unless you live in a 小三society. which I'm sure you do but have no idea how you wonder into our civilized society..Furthermore, the last time i check, all your actions does not tally with our current socially acceptable behavior.. get it? WHAT? you have no idea? ohh! forget.. You don't get to study these modules because of your low education level.. Wait.. not even poly grad.. so its extreme low education level.. well anyway, please get a life and stop your habit of always being the third party.. Do they conduct trainings during PSLE period? you know.. training in 小三-logy? Well, I'm sure they do because you must be the top student for that module. I don't know why you don't face there fact that you are in the wrong and why you are persisting in always snatching other ppl's boyfriend.. do you crave for love so much that it doesn't matter how you get your fix of love? do you have no sense of what is right and what is wrong? perhaps no1 teach you from young? oh dear.. i forgot again.. you don't have a loving mother to guide you along when you are growing up.. so sad...NOT! Please grow up and listen from sm1 which a better brain, higher qualification, richer and prettier than you.. ME! You should know by now I'm not SN. Please end this poor excuse of a relationship and get on with your motherless life.. It would be the only right thing you've done since you started this joke.. and perhaps some god in heaven would take pity on you and let you find love sometime.. perhaps in india?? same same you know..

xoxo
Your Superior~..

August 23, 2011 8:44 PM

orange said...

First, by saying that someone is motherless u have alrd proved to everyone reading your comment that u r really heartless and inconsiderate. And PLEASE get ur facts right first before u go and confront pple. what 小三?? she herself knows what is going on.u just listen to a one sided story and just lash out at people.it just shows how irrational u r and do things without thinking. and what?? me? low education? hahah.. by the way u comment on my post, everyone should be clear abt how inconsiderate and senseless u r.i dont have to say much anymore to show that. if u r intelligent and u have sooooo much education like u said, then u wouldnt be saying this. cheers..enjoy reading my blog:)

August 23, 2011 10:05 PM

Clarence said...

To that Anonymous...U r sooo damn wrong in yr comments...U have no rights to condemn ppl...one mre time u repeat, i will leave it to the police to settle...Yr "evidence" is pulbished on the net alrdy...

August 29, 2011 11:23 PM

why. why. why
how. how. how
when. when. when
who. who. who.
what.what.what.

i ke siao liao.
dunno y i suddenly turned out this way.
feel so supressed. and wherever i turn is dead end.
irritating shit.
smth is drive maaeee crazieeeeee~

Plain Sick of This.

Thanks for the criticisms.

She knows what she has done. insulting somebody's life is not very civilised of her and whoever has been commenting here.

ESP YOU.

i work hard to achieve what i have now.

SO GET THAT STRAIGHT: NOBODY has the right to insult ANYBODY's life.

You keep telling me that i am ugly and fat and dark.

AND repeatedly reminded me that I AM MOTHERLESS.

But let me tell u,

Even when i do not have a mother to teach me that, i know that it is absolutely wrong to insult other people's lives. Comeon, i dont know why u dont even know such basic courtesy.

Everybody can see that, from the way u comment on my blog posts here.

And i can tell u, im glad that i did not turn into somebody like you.

EVEN WHEN I DO NOT HAVE A MOTHER.

a new life?

I want a new life.

my current is too complicated and unhappy.

im not getting anywhere.

everything is like stuck.

and very confusing.

horrible:/

read and go away. if not just dont read.

whoever is reading this, i have said it alrd.

this blog is for me to express my feelings.

so if u dont like what u are reading, dont read.

y read and make urself unhappy?

if im criticising anybody, i only criticise

if i feel that he/she deserves it.

think and observe.

whose insults are worse?

you should know it urself.

Moreover, i repeat. im not insulting him/her.

im just expressing my thoughts and feelings.

cant i? after all of his/her insults,

cant i just express my emotions out?

u do know that keeping them inside would hurt right?

so just go away if u dont like this blog.

the red boxed white cross is at the right top hand corner.

and it'll get u away from here. thank you very much.

its only just the beginning...

It's just the start of the first day of the 2 weeks that i cant meet or see u.

or contact much with u

AND IM MISSING YOU BADLY ALRD!

omg.in fact its less than 12 hrs man!

oh gosh. baby faster come back k!

im waiting for you...

:/

Shoot my brain man.

it's starting all over again.

that repetitive over thinking.

running wildddd~

and my senses are usually right.

so right that i hate it man.

freak!

MUSIC IS MY LIFE. GET THAT CLEAR.

YOU NEVER TAKE MY MUSIC AS A JOKE U UNDERSTAND.

if u r a professional, u can crit me where i am wrong where i can improve.
im alright with that.
and i would accept it happily and gladly.

but u r freaking not.
so u dont even have the rights to criticise me much more as take my music as a piece of junk.
u have really crossed the line this time round.

URE A COWARD but im glad.

I am so angry i dont wish to talk to you anymore.

i think there's a coward in u deep inside.

u dare to do it.

but u dont dare to admit.

in case u dont know urself well, or hey, u dont want to admit to urself.

BUT, yes. u are this kind of person!

its time to face the facts.

who the hell would do that???

and u still call that a wad rs??

pfft~ a special rs??!!

comeon. u know what u r doing.

i just dont know why u wont feel guilty.

where have all ur conscience gone to?

have u ever imagine, while u are at work or just slacking at ur own home, im at home snuggling with another person.

how would i feel???

i could u ever do that.

thats not human!

thats what bastards would do.

but im glad abt one thing though.

its the fact that u told me about it.

its shows that u r getting really honest alrd.

i told u. u would get this kind of reactions from me.

i would get super agitated.

but its always better than hearing from other people.

at least aft i vent it out, and now tht i know u have once been that bastard to me,

i just hope u would nvr do that to me.

u tell me now, i vent it out. but thts bcos it has passed alrd.

but if in the future u do this again,or/and u lied to me,

thats it man.

i dont know what u want from us actually,

if u want to try a new rs with a diff girl, why did u look for me in the first place?

oh well, its my fault. i didnt state it clearly from the start.

my first wrong assumption is that i assumed that u were the greatest guy on earth and nth would go wrong.

no wonder people say dont get ur hopes too high up. cos when u fall, it really hurts.

u ask me what i want

what i want is a stable, lasting rs. that has no trouble with the 3 issue. trust, honesty and communicating. we have all 3 of them. i might contribute in the failure of our communication factor. but the rest is all thanks to u.

WJH x_x

p.s u say u want a gf who is true to everything. to just be herself. but whenever im myself, u criticise. im emotional! yes thats who i am. i keep things to myself! thats who i am. i show u me alrd. but u just cant see it. oh wait. u just cant accept any of me yet i guess.

the you i know today.

i really really hope u wont lie anymore.

isit so hard for u to stop lying and be faithful?

is it really that hard to just stick to one person?

honesty, communication and trust are damn important factors in a rs.

without one of these, the rs would just get rocky.

tried and tested.

Today, i got to know the real you. deep inside.

the scary u. and im scared.

i don't like this you.

But, Perhaps this is the real u.

the one i knew before, was someone i just assumed u were.

an image i portrayed in my mind from what i hear from pple arnd me abt u.

Slowly and steadily,

u broke all those images one by one.

suddenly u r not mr perfect anymore.

Disappointing. but its a harsh fact.

good guy bad guy

If u are a super great guy who does bad things,

that makes u worse than a bad guy who does good things.

Cos u dont deserve that 'good guy' title at all.

:'/

我们都傻

计算着为你流下了多少眼泪
就代表又对我的心 撒了多少谎
但每次我都选择 选择相信
相信你是 爱我的

倔强的以为我真的能改变你
看你装无辜的眼神 我很窒息
难道你没有看见 看见我对你的好
还是你忘了 那些数不清的爱情轨迹

你说我傻 傻在爱上只懂爱自己的人
我说你傻 傻在爱她 你的眼睛骗不了人
我们都傻 傻在为一段没有未来的爱情付出
还在期待会有奇迹出现

你说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
我说你傻 傻在爱她 就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现

谁没有为爱做过傻事　
只是问心无愧 讽刺也无所谓

我说我傻 傻在爱上没有感情的分身
你说你傻 傻在爱他 就固执的奋不顾身
我们都傻 傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真
还在期待会有奇迹出现
还在期待会有奇迹出现

:'(

thats it. the end is near...

very near.

sad, yes.

but it has to stop.

selfish bitch and bastard

You 2 are selfish people.

if both of u wants to be childish and keep messing up with ur own lives then just go ahead.

but in case u r not aware, u are messing other people's too.

SELFISH.

and i dont know why am i messing up my own life my entwining it with urs.

its really an act of idiocy and stupidity, what im doing.

Problems once more..

Why is the bitch talking abt a language i dont understand?
cant speak eng i guess.

Anyway,
whatever she said,
i dont know if its real or fake.
and i alrd dont really care as much abt
whether or not u r still unbroken from ur past rs,
u want to be a lousy boyfriend and spoil this rs,
its up to u.
But i wont do tht to u thts for sure.
bcos im not like u.. and her,
keep disrupting other people's life.
mayb she thinks that by making my life miserable would make hers happier,
then by all means, just let her contd.
eventually, this would just take its toll on her.

And to you: if u think im not good enough for you,
or that i lack of smth that u would love to have in a gf,
then tell me! either that or just get lost.
i dont need a guy who just keeps lying and lying.
im sure ure matured enough to know that lies cant sustain a long lasting rs.
and once u start to lie, thats it. it just continues...
so if u r just playing me, then can u pls inform me earlier?
so tht i wont have to take us too seriously.

im not stopping u to contact her u know,
its just that u should know how to behave.
u should differentiate between present tense and past tense.
and how to reject appropriately,
and when to stop contact.
u might not know or disagree. but u dont know how to handle a rs well..

You keep asking me to trust u. and asking me y i still dont believe in you. that u really change le.
i would ask u to put urself in my shoe and think before doing anything that would affect us.

I take every rs im in seriously.
i really love the person and wont do anything to hurt him once i choose to be with him.
but if he wants to be a bastard,
then im sorry to tell him that he doesnt deserve me at all.

A bitch and a bastard should belong tgt.
well, she is a bitch. are u a bastard?

Once Again...

hm.... always that same problem.

can we get it solved?

or would that prob solve us in future?

Honestly speaking, i dont know what im feeling right now.

its like feelingless alrd aft all those torturous months ive been through.

i really really wish time could go back and u didnt do all those stuff in the first place

and when i hvnt lost all those feelings.

but o well, thts in the past alrd isnt it?

time move on, things move on, people too move on.

we(i) must learn to adapt.

but i really hope, like u said, that i can really put my faith in u and believe u once again, again:)

I really hope too, that ur love for me is not just superficial.

but tht there is alrd a depth to it aft so many months...

12 more days:(

I hope u would really miss me and only me aft these 12 days...

i should trust that u would....

16 more days:(

then its goodbye...

so fast!!!

hopefully u wont go in with me and come out with another.

thts wad im afraid of..

but haiya, we shall see bahs~

Meanwhile, we'll just enjoy our days tgt:)

BABY! <3<3<3 , (L)