30th Emotional August

30th august is a special day.

had time spent with my family.

went for a delicious dinner at tamp

THEN HAAGAN DAZZ^^ whoooo~

but cant have u by my side today :/

Actually today i had a sudden urge to go mandai today.

to visit Her.

ALONE. nvr tried going alone.

duno y also

suddenly felt emotional. like now.

miss her terribly much on these kinda special days.

feel like toking to her but knowing that she's not going to reply is upsetting.

:'/

my thoughts.

Sometimes im afraid that if i show u too much affection,

u would retreat back.

Thats y i've always been a little hesitant in expressing myself out.

I would really love to spend my special day with you.

but then again, you're right, there are other more important factors that comes first.

Family is definitely more important.

Hopefully one day, u would be able to join me and my family...

you're 22 and im 19(finally oficially 19 today)

thts 3 yrs apart... and u definitely think more than i do.

Im glad i met u, as i've always told u repeatedly, again and again.

Because..... i REALLY am GLAD.

To you!!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY :)))

Saturday night was enjoyable, though the tent had some problem with us(yes. it was the tent. NOT the other way round mind you). heehee.. but still, we managed to appease it in the end :p

LOVE THE PRESENTS!!!, and you haahahahhah...

Thanks you for the early birthday pressie and 'celebration' ^^

AND we definitely got to know each other better didn't we? bleahs~

But all in all, what i want to let u know is that i was lucky, very lucky in fact, to have u stepping into my life after all that rubbish r/s i have gone through in my latest previous one.

Aiyah, there's a lot i want to tell u. But its too public here.

go see ur FB message k :D

Angie.

Disgusted

Was on fb just now.

Scanning through wad pple were doing and i bumped into his photo.

Regretted clicking on it.

looked at the him now, and his life, with disgust.

how could i be so blind.

I mean his life is revolving arnd bu san bu si de pple.

Girls with their skirts so tight and short, looking like ah lians.

and everyone is smoking and drinking their lives away.

Why do i even want to be a part of this.

Im lucky and glad i never did.

Getting out of him was difficult, very difficult and heartbreaking. i admit.

But i am absolutely sure i do not EVER want to be/in a part of him again.

GROSSED OUT.

3 more days~

today is Thursday

tomorrow is Friday.

then its SATURDAY!

YES!

heehee~

DREAMING

WHEN IS SATURDAY COMING ???
Too longg liao lo one week.
hmmm.. if only i can shorten the days..heee :p
Then work jiu no need so many days.
lets see, if i were to set my days of a week this is wad i would do..

ANGIE'S WEEK

MONDAY

No work, slp at home and slack, go out shopping.

TUESDAY

Work day, 10am to 12pm

( come on, we still have to work dont we? hahahha so 2 hrs should be enough)

WEDNESDAY

Off day

(hahahah 2 hrs is too tiring i guess)

BBF day ^^

THURSDAY

Another 2 hours of work.

BFF day^^

FRIDAY

Boyfriend DAY!!!! (if i got one >.<)

SATURDAY

Singing Day cum Bf Day~

SUNDAY

Family Day

But seriously la, lols. that only happens in dream.

if in reality lidat, i would die of boredom

ohoh. and there would actually be no money for me to spend.

Oh well, its nice to dream sometimes...

DENG

WAIT WAIT WAIT~
humph...

Happy SATURDAY

Had a wonderful day ytd:)))
hahhaha~
Hopefully today de voice would turn out right too:D

Thank you for waiting for the whole day ytd, though u dont really listen to chinese songs^.^
Can understand how torturous it must have been for you to wait the WHOLE FREAKING DAY for me:P
Thanks dear:D <3
Missing you:P bleahs~

Even though its just for a short time,

im happy with the time i spent with youuu:)))

Just a normal friday

Tomorrow gt performance. whoooo~
after such a loonnnggg time.
and tmr is a special day
hahahhahah..*wink wink*
but wad to wear tmr for the performance sighhh~
hmmmm...

...

我现在很想一个人。。。

:))

INCEPTION is a freaking complicated and confusing movie but its also a DAMN nice and Well-plotted show. SOOOO happy i managed to catch it on screen before it comes down:))

Salt is not as bad too.. just that i dont understand why she wants to have this kind of job. Oh well, i guess she likes it *shrugs shoulders*

Still wanna watch movie though. sighhh~

Had a wonderful day today:) thanks to someone... hahah

well at least u gt to know a little bit more bout me that i do NOT usually act as feminine as i wear. hahahahah~

thats me. and thats the way it shall be. and ...

BEWARE, there's more to see and more to come~ heehee

feeling superrrr tired now, but i wanna finish my words...

To You:

Thanks for accepting whatever i told u on the phone the other night.

my past, my behaviours and actions that i once do, did, done.

Thank you for not judging but just listening & understanding me.

Weird as it is, but still, thank u for liking me for who i am:))

Of both the bad and the good.

This sole point alone has moved me inside;p

I'll miss you im sure;X

Angilica Ong.

P.S I've been too quiet when im with you. have not open up fully YET. but pls understand that this takes time..

To you :p

:DDD thanks for the walk back ^.^

thank god u got back in time.

wellll, Until its official.

i shant say more xp

:) singing day

Oh welll.

voice was ok only today

it was better than i expected but stillll...-.-

gonna train up for 21st and 22nd :DDD

looking forward^^

thanks for the support though:))

yes, YOU. hahaha~

not enough power lei..

might b cos i havent recover from my flu bahs..

humph. but i shall not make excuses for myself.

not good means not good.

must go improve jiu shi must go improve.

will do my best de:)))

climb stairs~

Angilica Ong~

ahahhahaha

I thought only i write the blog to let out my feelings. fullstop.

Didnt know that SOME people also got read my blog..

hahahhahah...

you know im toking about you! lols...

Salt~

Its damn Sickening to be SICK

so sianx cannn ...

just wanna eat med then slp.

but then again, i dont like medicine..zzz.

ohoh.. upcomin movie that i really, REALLY wanna watch~

SALT!! whoooo~ i love the plot.

hopefully the show doesnt turn out bad.

didnt manage to catch Inception.. o welll, nvm.. shall watch that another time:P