hate this man. seriously.

We're back to square 1 again.

Lets see if she really does get it or not.

Meanwhile, since ure going to stick to what u all used to be originally,

(contacting ur ex when obviously she is still in LIKE with you.)

when its so obvious that remaining in contact wouldnt solve this problem anymore.

A Way Out of All These. It's Up to You le...

Talked it out already.

Everything seems like they are back to normal.

But then how come i still get the feeling that this problem is not going to go away?

hmm...

im so tired of all these already.

Normally my way of doing things would be just to stop everything though i loved the guy.

so,,, i have NO IDEA at all why u got a second chance.

True, its hard to trust u again.

And im going to give it a shot again.

BUT! this is going to be the last time.

You are seriously a great guy to me.

Mayb u are a great guy to everybody.

and probably thats y there is this problem.

think ur heart is not hard enough for u to make a decision that might be good for all of us.

But it is time to make that right decision le.

I'm not threatening you.. but there are only two endings that i can see.

1. Make the right desicion for us, though u might hurt abit now(but i dont see y u should cos u should have put down that r/s alrd before u entered another). but everybody moves on. Happy Ending.

2. Lose me, and, i duno,mayb u get back with her anddd.... yup. you're back to square one. Back to the past where u tried getting away from a long time ago.

I'd hate to lose you. but i have no choice. Now its all up to u, what u want.

and what im going to do now, is to trust u again.

Something that i have lost at the start, gained back and lost again.

It's really hard. So pls, once ive gained back, dont go about throwing that away again ok.

cos its nvr coming back le.

I love you. but i cant take these much longer....

and then there is another thing. oh gosh. too much on my mind..

another time bahs. this thing, as i foresee, comes after this prob.

so lets get this prob out of the way first.

im trying hard. but can u tell me how to gain back the trust again?

Can u just shut the hell up and fuck off?
i had enough le.
i nvr even offend u about anything.
but u keep provoking me.

and my DEAR boyfriend, u seem to tell her everything about us.
mayb she still cant let u go bahs OH. OR.. MAYBE u still cant let her go bahs.
i dont know.

true, mayb u say u cant fang xia that 2 yr de r/s
but how about ur new one?
ur past life is going to ruin ur current and future life i tell u.
'future' not indicating me only. but ur entire future life.
u can tell me u all frens only.
and frens chat..
ok, true. i tell my ex-es about stuff too.
but they are not bastards.
who bitch arnd and act like as if they own me.

I really had enough of her and all her shit le.
Know how im feeling now?
I am upset now.
trust me. You wont like it when im feeling like this.

the more i see u, the more i miss you.
howwww?
bleahsssss

AIYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~
dunno y, but sian lei.
the feeling is bubbling in me.
i need to go fa xie out again...
humph. . .

Finally Happy

Very Long nvr blog le.

Have been really busy:)

and its a good thing.

although i get tired very fast.

hahahha..

and what i want to say is that,

I AM HAPPY:))

bleahs

WHY DO I HAVE WORK TMR(LTR)!? :/

bye.

going slp le>.<

Just my views.

I dont understand y pple would criticise Tin Pei Ling

i mean, ok, u might not like her.

but do u have to create a hate page on fb about her and let everybody criticise her like as if she is a piece of shit?

i'm not trying to side her or anything.

Because i personally do not really fancy her as well.

But do u have to do that?

Dont you feel bad at all?

she has done nth wrong right?

You might hear frm people that she uses ways to get into PAP or that she acts cute or blah blah blah...

But those are just what u hear frm pple right?

You didnt actually know her personally right?

So what rights do u have to criticise her like as if she is a useless bitch?

I mean, she is just another candidate in this election.

who is striving hard.

So, if u dont like her, just dont like her.

You dont have to say all those mean and horrible words.

Put yourself in her shoes.

Imagine everybody ostracizing you when all u want is to strive like any other candidate.

haix..

above are just whatever i felt.

u might not feel the same.

but sorry, THIS is my blog. So i can say anything i want.

and what i feel is that pple are getting too horrible nowadays towards each other.

me included.

give up already.

Sorry hor
no matter what u say,
when i think abt her,
i still hate her.

you say u got nth going on with her,
yea i believe that.
i really believe.
but the thought of the 2 of u still contacting
just makes me feel weird inside.
its like u hv someone else u treasure besides me.
because if she is a great girl, i wouldnt mind u 2 contacting.
but as i hv known, she is nth like that.
mayb she is good to u but not to me.
you say is bcos both of u she bu de ur 2 yr r/s.
then honestly, i think u 2 should totally put down that previous r/s de feeling first before wooing me.
cos im hurting now, for smth that is btwn u 2.


But ya la,
although we might hv talked things out.
and things may seem to hv like gone back to how we used to.
but i think u might hv sensed smth different abt us le bahs?

Haix..cos i dont care le.
i give up trying to bother about u le
cos its really tiring every second being so anxious abt the person i love
bcos of a third person.
i really hate that i hv to be wary of u.
i want to trust and believe u.
but i still find it hard.
mayb it takes time for u to prove it and the feeling to come back le bahs
Anyway, u can do whatever u want
u can contd msging her
or whatever u want.
im not bothering le
u hv ur freedom and privacy back.
u want it i give u.

I really hope u really understand the reason why she can so easily give u the trust freedom and privacy that u want while i find it hard to give you.

B.I.T.C.H

Congrats to her.
she has succeeded in distrupting my love life which initially i had so much hope in.
Now i see u, or even just think of u, i would link to her too.
the feeling is not the same le.
which is also y i super hate her now.
why does she want to let pple hate her?
i didnt do anything.
but she keep thinking i steal her bf.
YOU TWO ARE PAST TENSE ALREADY CAN
and im super angry at the thought of u two..
which is why i would say this.
" FUCK OFF BITCH "
u want him u should hv kept him well in the first place.
dont lose liao then come and snatch pple's bf away
or keep claiming that i steal ur ex.
just shut up alrd.
ur love life has turned bad.
dont drag mine down.
i thought u were a great person at first.
Really. no joke.
But the moment u took action, you're just another freaking bitch.

" Just because someone flirts with you, doesn’t mean they like you.
Just because someone likes you, doesn’t mean they want to date you.
Just because someone dates you, doesn’t mean they love you.
Just because someone loves you, doesn’t mean they won’t hurt you."

Read this somewhere. its so true.
why do we all have to go through this?
Hmm..
Even if one day, we might break becos of her.
ur nxt r/s wont be easy. bcos there's still her to spoil everything.
unless u let her know REALLY CLEARLY.
that it is impossible between u 2.
and that she really does get the msg and move on.

Ex-es only act this way,
1)Its either she still likes u alot.
2)is jealous of y u can be happy and not her.
3)Why,is it not with her but with some other girls
4)There is a glimpse of hope that u 2 are still possible. that u would one day return to her side
or
5) she is just immature enough to not move on with her life n loves making everybody unhappy. Cos only then would she be happy.

Im really not happy now. Seriously.
And i dont like to be like this.
i dont know y u dont understand y i no longer trust u as much le because the answer is so obvious alrd.:/

beezeeee

Gonna be busy for quite awhile:/

but i guess it would be better than doin nth

cant spend alot of time with u le.

baby i would miss you.

hope u wont run off...

muacks!

Seeing Baby tmr!!!

^-^

Happyyy~