累

我累了 真的累了.

这样下去我们都会很痛苦.

你说一段爱情不是在玩游戏,
但你为什么跟我玩了一年多的烂游戏?

你说我没有给你空间，没有给你自由
那你为何不想想为什么我们会变成这个样子?

从前的我们是多么的快乐,
那又是为何我们会变成现在这个样子?

你会说都是因为我, 没有你要的
也会说都是因为我的行为糟透了
但你又何必不想想
我会变成这样又是谁照成的.

我想了又想
或许不是我们不适合
而是因为我们根本都没有好好的，无忧无虑的相处过.
你从一开始制造的麻烦都已足够让我们很不愉快
哪来的时间相处？

反正话说到这里
我们的办法就是一直想试试再试试.
但却没想过 或许更好的解决方式
就是各走各的,也许这样会更快乐.


我累了 真的累了.

爱是什么东西?
需要条件的爱才是爱
还是不顾一切的爱才叫爱?

Recuperating.

I'm going to come out a wiser woman.

People, look and feel before u dive into it.

If not it will end up very painful.

ME

Am i really such a lousy and stupid person?

Today's mood: terribly upset

Current state: under confusion

Alot of things have happened.

N everything is settled.

But did I make a right desicion?

Did I make a seriously wrong judgement once again?

I wonder :/

A Brand New Me

Today is 16th March, Friday.

It has been a very memorable week for me.

A turning point I must say.

Many things have happened in this 1 year. And I must say, most of the things are pretty nasty for me or rather whoever is involved in it. All of us don't want an unhappy life but most of the times we just can't help ourselves when our emotions take control.

I'm glad things are alright now. Hopefully it always will be from now on.

Through this week, we had our 1st yr. although it was spent just like any other day, but I'm glad I have you. And I must admit, this one year was tough for u n ESP me. But we hv overcame it. We had a rough time. Let's enjoy ourselves thoroughly from now on ok?

And finally we have come to an agreement. Glad that we can talk so straightforwardly. I must admit i still dont like u very much(im sure u too) but i like that ure a straightforward person. And I like pple who doesn't beat around the bush when it comes to serious matter.

In this week, I had some WJH time alone with my family. Hvnt been spending much time with him as compared to last time. Feels weird without being able to see u almost everyday. But I hope u like the freedom n space I'm giving u tht u longed to have:)

Within this week, I have also undergone a teeny tiny breakdown of depression. Mostly due to work+other reasons. But I'm glad Im the kind of person whose emotions just go as quickly as they come. I wish that I would be happy always from now on. And I'm going to stay positive from now on. Depression is no fun.. Got all my emotions mixed up although that confused feeling is almost gone now, I'm still unclear. Hopefully, I can get it all. Learned and straightened out ASAP. Thts for now, enjoy life pple! It doesnt give u a second chance. Live the way u love n leave no regrets:) cheers and ciao~

D

老板不在 好爽哦!!!

哈哈哈...

这边的东西都吃腻了

每次到了中餐就会烦恼到底该吃什么

真烦！

Perf soon...

Need train up my voice.

Means stamina must improve.

Means exercise!

And I know this might sound like an excuse again..

Hahah..

BUT: I'm SICK! How to exercise???

Hahahaha.. Sounds like bahs? Lols.

Hao la. Will keep singing n training everyday and resting throat...

Bobian.

JY BAHS Wang Jinghui!!!

Racing against time. so many things to do so little time!

Been hard at work...

datelines to rush.

with so little time

and its running out period.

falling sick easily, not good.

perf coming up.

hopefully my voice would be back by then.

still need to prac and train it up.

Little Ryan caught a fever n was hospitalised.

hopefully he is well alrd:/

Everything has been going well, though extremely busy and tough.

but no matter how things are,

i believe it will be over in a jiffy.

life still goes on.

so y not just SMILE, feel happy and get things done.

sulking and wallowing in self pity and cursing other pple doesnt do me any good nor does it help me in any way:)

SO wad im going to do is to do a good job,

submit it up and TA DA! REST TIME ! muahahhahah~

and be a little lazaeeeeeee wormmmmmmmm for awhile.....

cant wait.

till then!

U r still u:)

U might not always know it.
But things always happen for a reason.
im sure this time too :)
There would always be ups and downs in life.
but we shall face it positively tgt k..
u will always be u to me.

AMeiZING

AMeiZING is reallyyyyyyy AMAZING!!!
serious! no joke!
omg love her to bits luh!
Her personality is so ke ai and her voice is WOW!
look at the stadium!!





















is that her bao mu car? hm.. i wonder....













look at the gradual crowd..







































after that we went to a cafe.. look at what they sell..LOL!

It's a Boy!!!

Our new addition to the family!!!
so ke ai..our little Baby Ryan!

Super worth it Show! if u love her..

is freaking NICE!!!!!!!!!
omg...i cant tell u how infatuated i am by her.
*faint~*
but somebody thinks her character is too drama alrd.*rolls eye*
I am a drama queen myself too! (that is if u get to know me alot deeper)..lols

POP Lo!

:) Well Done you!!

Im so proud of your accomplishment!

There would be alot more to come in future.

but i know u will do it and do it to ur best:)

i want to let u know,

that u'll always have my support in whatever u decide.

and no matter what the outcome would be, i'll always be here for you.

Jiayou oh!!!

Happiness is in my own hands:)

没必要为了爱情
赔上自己的人生
跟着一个人的脚步
决定自己的路
是一件很痛苦又不开心的事
我有我自己的人生
想要做的事情还是会去做
但我不会做或不做会让我后悔一辈子的事

There's no need to sacrifice your life
for the sake of love
Following one's footsteps to decide one's future
Is a strenuous and unenjoyable thing.
why torture yourself and destory your own life?
I have my own life
I will still do what i want to do.
But i will not do or do things that would make me regret a lifetime.














I want to be a somebody that have the guts to say that im confident in the things i do, things that makes me really happy about.
Once upon a time, when i was younger, relationship was everything to me.
I've learnt and is still learning that it isnt so.
if its meant to be, its meant to be.
if its not, then things shall flow as according:)
i wont want to try and force anything:))
cos i wont be happy. so i thought, why torture myself?

I want to be myself. and live my life to the fullest.
find somebody who loves me for me and only me.
i want to do things that will make me happy always.
I always say i want to do this,
i want to do that.
but its always verbally.
SO from next week on, from this NEW YEAR onwards, i am going to be a different me:))
i won't live for a rs or for somebody else.
i want to live for myself. and not waste another second making myself unhappy
*smiles*

Doning on a New 2012

Half Dress bought at White Sands
Black Top bought at Cotton On
Heels bought at Cotton On
Flairy Pants bought at Bugis Junction

MOVIE : My Week with Marilyn

Coming up soon.
Im so in love with marilyn monroe.
Tragic story but she was a great singer and actress.
its just so sad that she got into such a depression and died..
They are filming this about her.
got themselves an actress who looks 95% like her..
Think she is pretty professional too..
cos she studied marilyn monroe this person detailedly before acting out.
see, acting also need to study.
tough but fun..

Below is the movie, My Week with Marilyn.
































































































The real Marilyn monroe below.. she's the sex icon in the past. but she really oozes sex appeal and is really so beautiful!

MOVIE : We Bought a Zoo

A Pretty Nice Show.
People are wonderful.
Story line is great.
Animals are funny and cute!
Heard its a true story. Pretty amazing life story if it is:)
ya'll should go catch it if u all like funny , cute and romantic stories.
its abit longer than usual. arnd 2 hrs..
but its worth it:D







































She is Dakota Fanning's sister!!! gosh! such pretty sisters!
Below... .. .Dakota and Elle Fanning... (when they were younger)



















Below... .. .Dakota and Elle Fanning... (all grown up. BEAUTIFUL!)

COUNTDOWN!! [311211 (3) + 010112]

YAY! COUNTDOWN!!!
went for a meal first...
then went to clarke quay..didnt really enjoy the crowd at one point in time.
but it was alright le aft squeezing through..then we went on the get a spot for countdown and fireworks:D then we all went to the beach for a cold overnight.. haha.. countdown is fun but tiring.
I told baby: " its fun spending time tgt and overnighting without sleeping. but lets not do this again as we get older gradually. lols.(took 2 days to recuperate fully) *yun dao~*
hahah.. but we really had an extremely fun time tgt!!!





































*ding! no more* muahahah~





































*yum yum*

























































































































































































































LOOK! Before...



















And... AFTER!!!! wa!!! smokeyyyyy~