Sorry! really.

I saw a Loving Couple today.

They were just walking and holding hands.

But both had a blissful look in their eyes when they looked at each other.

I get envious when i see couples like that.

Why do guys i like do hurting stuff.

Making me think i am not good enough.

I just want a BF who cares and whom i have mutual feelings too.

BUT,

I've learnt from my past r/s

that its painful for both parties,

if there is only a one-sided feeling in a r/s.

To : You

So im sorry if im going to hurt you, again.

But really, i dont want history repeating itself.

It's not that i dont want to give u a chance.

Its just that i cant see us together being more than just friends.

You're a GREAT guy. seriously.

there would definitely be a girl out there just right for you.

Sigh.. im sorry i have to do this to you.

Seriously. i dont mean it.

I would get punishment for doing this.

Like getting hurt by others.

I have been through that and experienced that.

And i know that feeling kills.

Time will Heal.

Sincerely, Me.