New Everything

NEW YEAR

NEW PEOPLE

NEW LIFE

NEW START

I WILL forget about those thoughts of ever trying to get those lousy people back into my life again.

I MUST stop these negativity from entering into my life.

ok, even if they have to (cos we still have to learn from mistakes right)

they must be from these new people that i have met.

Old ones.. hm lets just say being friends is always the best excuse.

Or best still, lets keep it to minimal contact :)

My life is kinda back to normal now,

no painful heartbreaks, no headache-ing worries. no nothing.

worries still have of cos, but not unnecessary ones:D

YAY!

Loves,

A New Me^-^

MERRY XMAS

Plans SketchUp Model Crit.

Omg.

Sighhhhh~

Merry Belated Xmas!

2010's christmas was ok, not much excitement but i cant say it wasnt fun either.

Had a shot at vodka.

And i mean really one shot.

The main purpose of drinking is just to try and see wad im like when im drunk.

Well, turns out when im drunk i get really, as in REALLY quiet AND sleepy.

But honestly, im a lousy drinker. hahah.

a little bit only i peng le. Lols~

Another purpose of drinking is to let myself sleep better.

In the end cos of that shot,

i woke up with a splitting headache -.- zzz..

Im never going to get myself drunk again.

The hangover is seriously.....unbearable.

Eh..I Dont understand how come pple go and get themselves wasted,

feeling terrible and horrible after that.but then go back and drink again.

Hahah..for me, i experience once jiu hao le.

unless somebody guan me, im not going to force myself to get drunk again.

Other than those,

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

i love this festive season.

the atmosphere and environment just feels different.

Like as if its going to snow anytime.

hahahah~ *i just have a wild imagination ok heh XP*

The Happy without thinking about FYP and drunk once jiu hao de Angie signing off :)

bleahsss~

Oh. The curry kept from the party was spoilt.

And........I ate it -.-

Hmm..

Been super busy with Singing n events. sigh.

Really hectic life.

Seriously need to plan my time now le.

if not i would D.I.E by the end of the holiday.

And To You.

Im really sorry

Seriously.

Really hate myself for doing this to you or anybody as a matter of fact.

What comes round goes round and i believe in that.

angilica

Dont Assume.

Ass-u-ming just makes an ass out of you and me.

No, you and you.

Not everything is about u ok.

Move on please.

a thought

Have u ever thought of turning back time?

To a time when u regretted doing something..

or NOT doing something?

Well, different people have different case.

Some might regret not saying goodbye cos its too late.

Many might regret meeting a right person at the wrong time, or vice versa.

Others might regret doing something they did which they think it was wrong.

Most would regret saying or doing something that is irreversible.

I dont know..

Maybe its all about having the right timing, meeting the right person and doing the right thing.

People grow up. I would too :)

The past is the past.

LEARN and grow.

Btw, im writing all these subconsciously..

dont know what im writing also. haha

so dont ask me y. and i am NOT emoing.

im just saying what is in my mind ok.

so dont ask..

Smiles~

Angilica Ong.

TO YOU!

To people who are reading my blog...

i am not emo-ing la :D

hahaha.. just that sometimes i get these thoughts in my head that i need to say out.

but not verbally.

and not through fb (because there are too many unfamiliar people and whenever i write i have to think of wad pple think.)

i just felt that through blog i can express my feelings and thoughts more freely without people commenting all the time:)) in a more private yet still private way..

hahaha.. so no worries k :)

if im emoing, fb would hv a lot of my status saying how emo i am de. Lolsss..

Sometimes. I wonder

Sometimes i wonder why the person i like doesn't like me back.

Sometimes i wonder why i dont fancy the person that likes me.

How does this world works?

No wonder they say that there is only one such person in the world who is meant for you.

Who would hold your hand and never let go.

Who would love you for who u are

Someone who loves you and whom u love back.

But i am wondering where is mine.

I am always, ALWAYS in this sickening cycle.

I like him, he likes me.

We got close.

Then i knew he is actually not that good after all.

Then i get these heartbreaking heartbreaks

and i would emo for a while,

trying to heal myself.

Wondering who would come and cure my emo-ness away.

Then some guy would pop up again.

AND,

the cycle repeats itself.

To guys out there...

Please, please please please dont play with a girl's feelings.

she will definitely remember u for life.

Thats for sure.

She might say she has forgiven u on the outside.

But deep inside.

There is this wound that would never really heal Properly. Fully.

So decide first before u court a girl.

Decide fast if u want to end.

Never let urself procrastinate...

Dont let the girl like u then tell her that u never actually liked her.

Dont do things that will hurt her.

Dont let a girl cry for you.

Be a man.

Angilica Ong

just some thoughts

FYP :/

I cant say im bored

cos i should really be doing the project.

But then again, i really am feeling bored of my life

Like its devoid of something...

hmmm...

Well, i guess i am bored of FYP.

Yes. thats the way i should say it.

Oh Gosh.

FYP is killing me. Seriously.

Damn. its not easy man. and there is still like how many...3 more months left sia!!!!

Doesnt sound long.

but it IS long ok...................................

OKOK.

its short-.-'''

but its torturous to go through these few months.

Jia You bahs. Haixxx... Bo Bian:/

Where Are You?

Is there really no one suitable out there for me?

I mean the more i think of who is possible, the more i realise there is no such person.

So Scary.. i think im going to die alone and single.

hahahah..

they always say sun qi zi ran.

but hm... i dont know la.

and they also say the more u want it, the more he doesnt come.

i think this is true.

P.S pls dont ask me who is 'they' cos i have no freakin idea either.

I guess its all up to fate le bahs.

hopefully Fate will treat me better from now on...

Angilica Ong ^-^

So many things so little time.

Now is FYP time le.

No more R/S stuff for me.

kinda sick of it, if i have to imagine myself walking through all these misery once again.

Now, as long as i dont think of him, i am happy.

Even when i think of him, i still remain kinda happy.

just a bit pek chek only.

Guess i have FINALLY gotten over him little by little le:D

WELL DONE!! Whoooo~ *clap clap* ^-^

hahah xp

Oh. and im also going to concentrate on learning new things.

I've said this for a long time, i know.

but i really wanna learn guitar.

Seriously no idea what is stopping me from going to learn it.

Lols.And i wanna learn how to dance tooooo.

Hopefully can get them fulfilled by next year.

Oh. and my driving lessons -.-''' need to learn le.