SILENCE is Golden??

There is like a strange emptiness in me.

like everything has gone calm and still....

Too calm.

its like a large part of me has been dug out and thrown away.

nothing is interesting nowadays.

everytime i ask u to stop msging me,

my heart would sour up a little.

its ironic. i want u to stop but i dont want u to stop:/

Our Break.

The first 2 -3 days, it was horrible.

the tears.

i just cant stop it.

it just keeps flowing...

Now that everything in me has been emptied,

there is this strange stillness and silence in me.

like as if i never knew u before.

am i really getting over u alrd?

is this the right feeling to feel?

i no longer know.

i just know that i was really really really upset the past 2 -3 days.

after that i am just numbed from all emotions.

is that how u felt?

i guess so bahs:/

Hais.. if only we could turn back time.

I really need Somebody sturdy.

Somebody who is sure of his feelings for me.

Somebody who support me in whatever i do.

Somebody who loves me.

and whom i love back of cos...

it's really sad. cos this person is hard to find.

and i thought that u were the one.

but u gave me a suprise.

a sad suprise :(

O well...

I just hope, if u r reading this, that u will treat your next one better.

and don't break her heart like this just because you're unsure of your feelings.

I Went to the beach this morning and thought it through...

I had enough of crying.

the reason i cried is because our break was too sudden and fast.

and u are a good guy.

and the thought of all our good times together.

how we were so loving.

But.

While i forget the love i have for you,

Tonight is the last time i'm going to cry because of you.

because i have learnt to be strong...

but regretfully and sadly, the hard way.

Angie.

P.S everytime i go through these hurtful times, a new me comes out.

a new girl who have gone through a lesson i learnt something:)

Thank you really.

Cos now that i got so much emotions, i can put all these hurt in my songs le:)

Thank you.