Sometimes...

Sometimes, i think abt us and i dunno y i deserve this kind of treatment from u.
Sometimes, i think that u take for granted the effort i put into our rs.
Sometimes, i feel that i should just take it easy, be like u and just succumb to temptations.
Sometimes, i feel that i should just let it go and revert back to my old ways.
Sometimes, i wonder why am i holding on.
Sometimes, i feel that im in this rs alone.
Sometimes, i think abt us. and i feel sad.
Sometimes, i ponder. Why do u want to act this way.
Sometimes, i wonder why isit so hard for u to not flirt arnd. Mayb its bcos u hvnt had enough fun yet to finally settle down into a real rs.... Maybe we met too early :'(

Most of the time, i just think of us and wonder what went wrong with ME for u to treat me like this...... Like the rest of them did. but it felt worst with u cos in our rs, i really put in alot of effort and stayed faithful. I just feel that ure not taking my efforts seriously. its disappointing to see my efforts go to waste. Perhaps i have done wrong by staying loyal to just one guy?

I must have done something wrong somewhere.
I think its me.
It must be me...