URE A COWARD but im glad.

I am so angry i dont wish to talk to you anymore.

i think there's a coward in u deep inside.

u dare to do it.

but u dont dare to admit.

in case u dont know urself well, or hey, u dont want to admit to urself.

BUT, yes. u are this kind of person!

its time to face the facts.

who the hell would do that???

and u still call that a wad rs??

pfft~ a special rs??!!

comeon. u know what u r doing.

i just dont know why u wont feel guilty.

where have all ur conscience gone to?

have u ever imagine, while u are at work or just slacking at ur own home, im at home snuggling with another person.

how would i feel???

i could u ever do that.

thats not human!

thats what bastards would do.

but im glad abt one thing though.

its the fact that u told me about it.

its shows that u r getting really honest alrd.

i told u. u would get this kind of reactions from me.

i would get super agitated.

but its always better than hearing from other people.

at least aft i vent it out, and now tht i know u have once been that bastard to me,

i just hope u would nvr do that to me.

u tell me now, i vent it out. but thts bcos it has passed alrd.

but if in the future u do this again,or/and u lied to me,

thats it man.

i dont know what u want from us actually,

if u want to try a new rs with a diff girl, why did u look for me in the first place?

oh well, its my fault. i didnt state it clearly from the start.

my first wrong assumption is that i assumed that u were the greatest guy on earth and nth would go wrong.

no wonder people say dont get ur hopes too high up. cos when u fall, it really hurts.

u ask me what i want

what i want is a stable, lasting rs. that has no trouble with the 3 issue. trust, honesty and communicating. we have all 3 of them. i might contribute in the failure of our communication factor. but the rest is all thanks to u.

WJH x_x

p.s u say u want a gf who is true to everything. to just be herself. but whenever im myself, u criticise. im emotional! yes thats who i am. i keep things to myself! thats who i am. i show u me alrd. but u just cant see it. oh wait. u just cant accept any of me yet i guess.