Dont Assume.

Ass-u-ming just makes an ass out of you and me.

No, you and you.

Not everything is about u ok.

Move on please.

a thought

Have u ever thought of turning back time?

To a time when u regretted doing something..

or NOT doing something?

Well, different people have different case.

Some might regret not saying goodbye cos its too late.

Many might regret meeting a right person at the wrong time, or vice versa.

Others might regret doing something they did which they think it was wrong.

Most would regret saying or doing something that is irreversible.

I dont know..

Maybe its all about having the right timing, meeting the right person and doing the right thing.

People grow up. I would too :)

The past is the past.

LEARN and grow.

Btw, im writing all these subconsciously..

dont know what im writing also. haha

so dont ask me y. and i am NOT emoing.

im just saying what is in my mind ok.

so dont ask..

Smiles~

Angilica Ong.

TO YOU!

To people who are reading my blog...

i am not emo-ing la :D

hahaha.. just that sometimes i get these thoughts in my head that i need to say out.

but not verbally.

and not through fb (because there are too many unfamiliar people and whenever i write i have to think of wad pple think.)

i just felt that through blog i can express my feelings and thoughts more freely without people commenting all the time:)) in a more private yet still private way..

hahaha.. so no worries k :)

if im emoing, fb would hv a lot of my status saying how emo i am de. Lolsss..

Sometimes. I wonder

Sometimes i wonder why the person i like doesn't like me back.

Sometimes i wonder why i dont fancy the person that likes me.

How does this world works?

No wonder they say that there is only one such person in the world who is meant for you.

Who would hold your hand and never let go.

Who would love you for who u are

Someone who loves you and whom u love back.

But i am wondering where is mine.

I am always, ALWAYS in this sickening cycle.

I like him, he likes me.

We got close.

Then i knew he is actually not that good after all.

Then i get these heartbreaking heartbreaks

and i would emo for a while,

trying to heal myself.

Wondering who would come and cure my emo-ness away.

Then some guy would pop up again.

AND,

the cycle repeats itself.

To guys out there...

Please, please please please dont play with a girl's feelings.

she will definitely remember u for life.

Thats for sure.

She might say she has forgiven u on the outside.

But deep inside.

There is this wound that would never really heal Properly. Fully.

So decide first before u court a girl.

Decide fast if u want to end.

Never let urself procrastinate...

Dont let the girl like u then tell her that u never actually liked her.

Dont do things that will hurt her.

Dont let a girl cry for you.

Be a man.

Angilica Ong

just some thoughts

FYP :/

I cant say im bored

cos i should really be doing the project.

But then again, i really am feeling bored of my life

Like its devoid of something...

hmmm...

Well, i guess i am bored of FYP.

Yes. thats the way i should say it.

Oh Gosh.

FYP is killing me. Seriously.

Damn. its not easy man. and there is still like how many...3 more months left sia!!!!

Doesnt sound long.

but it IS long ok...................................

OKOK.

its short-.-'''

but its torturous to go through these few months.

Jia You bahs. Haixxx... Bo Bian:/

Where Are You?

Is there really no one suitable out there for me?

I mean the more i think of who is possible, the more i realise there is no such person.

So Scary.. i think im going to die alone and single.

hahahah..

they always say sun qi zi ran.

but hm... i dont know la.

and they also say the more u want it, the more he doesnt come.

i think this is true.

P.S pls dont ask me who is 'they' cos i have no freakin idea either.

I guess its all up to fate le bahs.

hopefully Fate will treat me better from now on...

Angilica Ong ^-^

So many things so little time.

Now is FYP time le.

No more R/S stuff for me.

kinda sick of it, if i have to imagine myself walking through all these misery once again.

Now, as long as i dont think of him, i am happy.

Even when i think of him, i still remain kinda happy.

just a bit pek chek only.

Guess i have FINALLY gotten over him little by little le:D

WELL DONE!! Whoooo~ *clap clap* ^-^

hahah xp

Oh. and im also going to concentrate on learning new things.

I've said this for a long time, i know.

but i really wanna learn guitar.

Seriously no idea what is stopping me from going to learn it.

Lols.And i wanna learn how to dance tooooo.

Hopefully can get them fulfilled by next year.

Oh. and my driving lessons -.-''' need to learn le.

ARGH the feeling again.

Still feeling a little regretful about the decision i made:(

BUT AIYAH!!!

Should heck care le.

Since you dont really care jiu suan le bahs.

The ending of us might still be this way.

Im feeling stupid now.

getting upset all by myself here

when you are ok there.

but then again, the feeling is really H.O.R.R.I.B.L.E

Even till now, though everything might seem alright now.

but inside im still struggling to get out of this shitty feeling.

Feeling alone.

Oh Gosh. hope the feeling would go away soon.

GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY!!!

:(

A New Turn. A New Challenge. A New Me

ITS TIME...

Hate my Life now.

Need some changes to get my life right.

Need to set a/some Goal(s) and Target(s).

Need to get myself up and going again.

Yes, thats right.

IT IS TIME TO STOP EMOING LE.

i have had enough le.

This is not the life i want!

No, definitely NOT.

Not worth wasting it on useless stuff.

Should Stop trying to make myself get over him but just leave it as it is le.

things would turn out right someday:) ...

True that I had an lousy experience this time.

Though there were definitely happy times..

Another Lesson Learnt, store it & stop dwelling on it,

It's time to move on ...

In Life there are always Up and Down.

Well, guess im having my down side this time round

Thankfully, i have been hurt much much worse than this before.

So I can definitely take it this time:)

Put on a Brave Front no matter how painful it is now and move my ass,

Get myself outta this shit !!!

A Positive Mind would Attract Positive Prospects and in turn get Positive Results (^-^)

It's time to Grow Up again :)

P.S Thank you pple out there who has given me their support:) really appreciate it.

THANK YOU :)

sian sian sian sian sian

Waaaa..i seriously seriously dont like this sian diao de feeling man.

Haix... think don't fall in love is better.

Cant bear another heartbreak le.

i think i can die...

Why must u turn out to b like this.

if dont have feel jiu dont start mah.

start liao then somebody confirm will get hurt de lo.

Mayb this is retribution. Karma ah ~

Healing wounds in process...

I HATE YOU!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A piece of advice to you.

Want a r/s jiu dont flirt. Flirt liao is lidat de lo. Regret le bahs?

Better go get her back.

Who wouldn't want their partner all to themselves?

Now u know wads the feeling le bahs.

Stupid lo u.

After she come back

Don't do it again le.

Thats the reason i left u too.

But i guess she is more unfortunate to have to go through wad i have been through.

It hurts like HELL ok.

So u better listen up and be FAITHFUL.

Stupid Guy...

Now that we r frens le. im giving u this piece of advice.

TREASURE HER.!

Im glad i dont love u anymore.

Angilica Ong

For the people out there

I found this somewhere.. pretty interesting.

To My Friends Who Are.......... .SINGLE

Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But
if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can
make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it
to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

To My Friends Who Are............ NOT SO SINGLE

Love isn't about becoming somebody else's 'perfect person.' It's about
finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.


To My Friends Who Are............ PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE

Never say 'I love you' if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they
aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look
in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is
to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works
both ways...


To My Friends Who Are........... .MARRIED

Love is not about 'it's your fault', but 'I'm sorry.' Not 'where are you',
but 'I'm right here.' Not 'how could you', but 'I understand.' Not 'I
wish you were', but 'I'm thankful you are.'


To My Friends Who Are............ ENGAGED

The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how
good you are for each other.


To My Friends Who Are............ HEARTBROKEN

Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to
go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.


To My Friends Who Are............ NAIVE

How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too
persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.


To My Friends Who Are........... .POSSESSIVE

It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but
it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy with you.

To My Friends Who Are............ AFRAID TO CONFESS

Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when
someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you
love has no idea how you feel.

To My Friends Who Are............ STILL HOLDING ON

A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to
find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it.

To You.

I don't need somebody who just contact me as and when he likes.

Why do i want to find somebody who tortures me so much?

I should stop playing the fool already.

There are so many people out there who genuinely cares about me.

Your kind of action always tell me that you already don't care.

So why the hell am i still waiting hopefully for an answer to this humongous question?

U contacting me is so little that i no longer sit there waiting for it.

Yes,

A Clever Girl Should Learn How To Protect Herself from Harmful Boys.

Virgo.

Virgos are rationale creatures.

this is a statement, not a question.

well i guess so.

Cause i always think too much ...

Feeling frustrated :/

Why do i keep going back when I already sorted out my thoughts.

Playing.playing.playing.playing.playing.playing.

Nothing else le.

We are impossible.

Can't go back to what we used to be~

I'll just have to accept and move on...

Need to go and walk it out le.

Virgority Angilica

Terrifyingly in Love (Like)

And I~ in love...

And I~ am terrified.

.Terrified by Katherine McPhee ft Zachary Levi .

So true right?

From the moment u refused to answer

I knew it.

And from that point on,

I gave u up.

It's tiring to think that its possible.

It's exhausting to just hold on to this, alone.

It's irritating to believe that u like me.

Life goes on though, doesn't it?

Just put on a brave front,

store the past away

and move on...

I shall find myself a better one

who treats me better than u did.

and treasures me more than u thought u did.

Somebody.

It's hard though,

for 2 person to have mutual feelings

and have their actions appreciated and reciprocated.

but o well, either he comes or he don't.

But You,

u had ur chance and u decide to just leave it hanging.

It's pretty obvious, the choice u made.

Though u didn't make it known.

I like you,

but to have it one sided is really really...

So i have decided.

I shall make the desicion for you.

No, for Us.

Cheers to the days to come for us.

Angilica ("/)

TIRED TTM!

Malacca was pretty ok...

BUT

come back need to complete assignment

slongside FYP..zzz

Tired TTM man!

the whole world around me is like spinning le.

cant stand it , going slp le.

Opinion changed.

Mindset changed.

Target corrected,

Goal SET.

Presentation tmr.

Sian diao

disappointed today man.

tot can go out aft submission

yuan lai still got presentation...

SERIOUSLY hor...

HAIX

:p

Hm. want to learn :

guitar and dance.

hahhahah

im greedy mannn~

lols.